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April 21, 2007
How a British jihadi saw the light
Ed Hussain, once a proponent of radical Islam in London, tells how his time 
as a teacher in Saudi Arabia led him to turn against extremism

During our first two months in Jeddah, Faye and I relished our new and 
luxurious lifestyle: a shiny jeep, two swimming pools, domestic help, and a 
tax-free salary. The luxury of living in a modern city with a developed 
infrastructure cocooned me from the frightful reality of life in Saudi Arabia.
My goatee beard and good Arabic ensured that I could pass for an Arab.

But looking like a young Saudi was not enough: I had to act Saudi, be 
Saudi. And here I failed.
My first clash with Saudi culture came when, being driven around in a 
bulletproof jeep, I saw African women in black abayas tending to the 
rubbish bins outside restaurants, residences and other busy places.

“Why are there so many black cleaners on the streets?” I asked the driver. 
The driver laughed. “They’re not cleaners. They are scavengers; women who 
collect cardboard from all across Jeddah and then sell it. They also 
collect bottles, drink cans, bags.”
“You don’t find it objectionable that poor immigrant women work in such 
undignified and unhygienic conditions on the streets?”
“Believe me, there are worse jobs women can do.”

Though it grieves me to admit it, the driver was right. In Saudi Arabia 
women indeed did do worse jobs. Many of the African women lived in an area 
of Jeddah known as Karantina, a slum full of poverty, prostitution and 
disease.

A visit to Karantina, a perversion of the term “quarantine”, was one of the 
worst of my life. Thousands of people who had been living in Saudi Arabia 
for decades, but without passports, had been deemed “illegal” by the 
government and, quite literally, abandoned under a flyover.

A non-Saudi black student I had met at the British Council accompanied me. 
“Last week a woman gave birth here,” he said, pointing to a ramshackle 
cardboard shanty. Disturbed, I now realised that the materials I had seen 
those women carrying were not always for sale but for shelter.
I had never expected to see such naked poverty in Saudi Arabia.

At that moment it dawned on me that Britain, my home, had given refuge to 
thousands of black Africans from Somalia and Sudan: I had seen them in 
their droves in Whitechapel. They prayed, had their own mosques, were free 
and were given government housing.

Many Muslims enjoyed a better lifestyle in non-Muslim Britain than they did 
in Muslim Saudi Arabia. At that moment I longed to be home again.

All my talk of ummah seemed so juvenile now. It was only in the comfort of 
Britain that Islamists could come out with such radical utopian slogans as 
one government, one ever expanding country, for one Muslim nation. The 
racist reality of the Arab psyche would never accept black and white people 
as equal.

Standing in Karantina that day, I reminisced and marvelled over what I 
previously considered as wrong: mixed-race, mixed-religion marriages. The 
students to whom I described life in modern multi-ethnic Britain could not 
comprehend that such a world of freedom, away from “normal” Saudi racism, 
could exist.

Racism was an integral part of Saudi society. My students often used the 
word “nigger” to describe black people. Even dark-skinned Arabs were 
considered inferior to their lighter-skinned cousins. I was living in the 
world’s most avowedly Muslim country, yet I found it anything but. I was 
appalled by the imposition of Wahhabism in the public realm, something I 
had implicitly sought as an Islamist.

Part of this local culture consisted of public institutions being 
segregated and women banned from driving on the grounds that it would give 
rise to “licentiousness”. I was repeatedly astounded at the stares Faye got 
from Saudi men and I from Saudi women.

Faye was not immodest in her dress. Out of respect for local custom, she 
wore the long black abaya and covered her hair in a black scarf. In all the 
years I had known my wife, never had I seen her appear so dull. Yet on two 
occasions she was accosted by passing Saudi youths from their cars. On 
another occasion a man pulled up beside our car and offered her his phone 
number.
In supermarkets I only had to be away from Faye for five minutes and Saudi 
men would hiss or whisper obscenities as they walked past. When Faye 
discussed her experiences with local women at the British Council they 
said: “Welcome to Saudi Arabia.”

After a month in Jeddah I heard from an Asian taxi driver about a Filipino 
worker who had brought his new bride to live with him in Jeddah. After 
visiting the Balad shopping district the couple caught a taxi home. Some 
way through their journey the Saudi driver complained that the car was not 
working properly and perhaps the man could help push it. The passenger 
obliged. Within seconds the Saudi driver had sped off with the man’s wife 
in his car and, months later, there was still no clue as to her whereabouts.

We had heard stories of the abduction of women from taxis by sex-deprived 
Saudi youths. At a Saudi friend’s wedding at a luxurious hotel in Jeddah, 
women dared not step out of their hotel rooms and walk to the banqueting 
hall for fear of abduction by the bodyguards of a Saudi prince who also 
happened to be staying there.

Why had the veil and segregation not prevented such behaviour? My Saudi 
acquaintances, many of them university graduates, argued strongly that, on 
the contrary, it was the veil and other social norms that were responsible 
for such widespread sexual frustration among Saudi youth.

At work the British Council introduced free internet access for educational 
purposes. Within days the students had downloaded the most obscene 
pornography from sites banned in Saudi Arabia, but easily accessed via the 
British Council’s satellite connection. Segregation of the sexes, made 
worse by the veil, had spawned a culture of pent-up sexual frustration that 
expressed itself in the unhealthiest ways.

Using Bluetooth technology on mobile phones, strangers sent pornographic 
clips to one another. Many of the clips were recordings of homosexual acts 
between Saudis and many featured young Saudis in orgies in Lebanon and 
Egypt. The obsession with sex in Saudi Arabia had reached worrying levels: 
rape and abuse of both sexes occurred frequently, some cases even reaching 
the usually censored national press.

My students told me about the day in March 2002 when the Muttawa [the 
religious police] had forbidden firefighters in Mecca from entering a 
blazing school building because the girls inside were not wearing veils. 
Consequently 15 young women burnt to death, but Wahhabism held its head 
high, claiming that God’s law had been maintained.

As a young Islamist, I organised events at college and in the local 
community that were strictly segregated and I believed in it. Living in 
Saudi Arabia, I could see the logical outcome of such segregation.

In my Islamist days we relished stating that Aids and other sexually 
transmitted diseases were the result of the moral degeneracy of the West. 
Large numbers of Islamists in Britain hounded prostitutes in Brick Lane and 
flippantly quoted divorce and abortion rates in Britain. The implication 
was that Muslim morality was superior. Now, more than ever, I was convinced 
that this too was Islamist propaganda, designed to undermine the West and 
inject false confidence in Muslim minds.
I worried whether my observations were idiosyncratic, the musings of a 
wandering mind. I discussed my troubles with other British Muslims working 
at the British Council. Jamal, who was of a Wahhabi bent, fully agreed with 
what I observed and went further. “Ed, my wife wore the veil back home in 
Britain and even there she did not get as many stares as she gets when we 
go out here.” Another British Muslim had gone as far as tinting his car 
windows black in order to prevent young Saudis gaping at his wife.

The problems of Saudi Arabia were not limited to racism and sexual 
frustration.
In contemporary Wahhabism there are two broad factions. One is publicly 
supportive of the House of Saud, and will endorse any policy decision 
reached by the Saudi government and provide scriptural justification for 
it. The second believes that the House of Saud should be forcibly removed 
and the Wahhabi clerics take charge. Osama Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda are from 
the second school.
In Mecca, Medina and Jeddah I met young men with angry faces from Europe, 
students at various Wahhabi seminaries. They reminded me of my extremist days.

They were candid in discussing their frustrations with Saudi Arabia. The 
country was not sufficiently Islamic; it had strayed from the teachings of 
Wahhabism. They were firmly on the side of the monarchy and the clerics who 
supported it. Soon they were to return to the West, well versed in Arabic, 
fully indoctrinated by Wahhabism, to become imams in British mosques.

By the summer of 2005 Faye and I had only eight weeks left in Saudi Arabia 
before we would return home to London. Thursday, July 7, was the beginning 
of the Saudi weekend. Faye and I were due to lunch with Sultan, a Saudi 
banker who was financial adviser to four government ministers. I wanted to 
gauge what he and his wife, Faye’s student, thought about life inside the 
land of their birth.

On television that morning we watched the developing story of a power cut 
on the London Underground. As the cameras focused on King’s Cross, Edgware 
Road, Aldgate and Russell Square, I looked on with a mixture of interest 
and homesickness. Soon the power-cut story turned into shell-shocked 
reportage of a series of terrorist bombings.

My initial suspicion was that the perpetrators were Saudis. My experience 
of them, their virulence towards my non-Muslim friends, their hate-filled 
textbooks, made me think that Bin Laden’s Saudi soldiers had now targeted 
my home town. It never crossed my mind that the rhetoric of jihad 
introduced to Britain by Hizb ut-Tahrir could have anything to do with such 
horror.

My sister avoided the suicide attack on Aldgate station by four minutes. On 
the previous day London had won the Olympic bid. At the British Council we 
had celebrated along with the nation that was now in mourning.

The G8 summit in Scotland had also been derailed by events further south. 
The summit, thanks largely to the combined efforts of Tony Blair and Bob 
Geldof, had been set to tackle poverty in Africa. Now it was forced to 
address Islamist terrorism; Arab grievances had hijacked the agenda again.

The fact that hundreds of children die in Africa every day would be of no 
relevance to a committed Islamist. In the extremist mind the plight of the 
tiny Palestinian nation is more important than the deaths of millions of 
black Africans. Let them die, they’re not Muslims, would be the unspoken 
line of argument. As an Islamist it was only the suffering of Muslims that 
had moved me. Now human suffering mattered to me, regardless of religion.

Faye and I were glued to the television for hours. Watching fellow 
Londoners come out of Tube stations injured and mortified, but facing the 
world with a defiant sense of dignity, made me feel proud to be British.

We met Sultan and his wife at an Indian restaurant near the British 
Council. Sultan was in his early thirties and his wife in her late 
twenties. They had travelled widely and seemed much more liberal than most 
Saudis I had met. Behind a makeshift partition, the restaurant surroundings 
were considered private and his wife, to my amazement, removed her veil.

We discussed our travels.
Sultan spoke fondly of his time in London, particularly his placement at 
Coutts as a trainee banker. We then moved on to the subject uppermost in my 
mind, the terrorist attacks on London. My host did not really seem to care. 
He expressed no real sympathy or shock, despite speaking so warmly of his 
time in London.

“I suppose they will say Bin Laden was behind the attacks. They blamed us 
for 9/11,” he said.
Keen to take him up on his comment, I asked him: “Based on your education 
in Saudi Arabian schools, do you think there is a connection between the 
form of Islam children are taught here and the action of 15 Saudi men on 
September 11?”

Without thinking, his immediate response was, ‘No. No, because Saudis were 
not behind 9/11. The plane hijackers were not Saudi men. One thousand two 
hundred and forty-six Jews were absent from work on that day and there is 
the proof that they, the Jews, were behind the killings. Not Saudis.”

It was the first time I heard so precise a number of Jewish absentees. I 
sat there pondering on the pan-Arab denial of the truth, a refusal to 
accept that the Wahhabi jihadi terrorism festering in their midst had 
inflicted calamities on the entire world.

In my class the following Sunday, the beginning of the Saudi working week, 
were nearly 60 Saudis. Only one mentioned the London bombings.
“Was your family harmed?” he asked.
“My sister missed an explosion by four minutes but otherwise they’re all 
fine, thank you.”
The student, before a full class, sighed and said: “There are no benefits 
in terrorism. Why do people kill innocents?”
Two others quickly gave him his answer in Arabic: “There are benefits. They 
will feel how we feel.”
I was livid. “Excuse me?” I said. “Who will know how it feels?”
“We don’t mean you, teacher,” said one. “We are talking about people in 
England. You are here. They need to know how Iraqis and Palestinians feel.”
“The British people have been bombed by the IRA for years,” I retorted. 
“Londoners were bombed by Hitler during the blitz. The largest 
demonstrations against the war in Iraq were in London. People in Britain 
don’t need to be taught what it feels like to be bombed.”
Several students nodded in agreement. The argumentative ones became quiet. 
Were they convinced by what I had said? It was difficult to tell.
Two weeks after the terrorist attacks in London another Saudi student 
raised his hand and asked: “Teacher, how can I go to London?”
“Much depends on your reason for going to Britain. Do you want to study or 
just be a tourist?”
“Teacher, I want to go London next month. I want bomb, big bomb in London, 
again. I want make jihad!”
“What?” I exclaimed. Another student raised both hands and shouted: “Me 
too! Me too!”
Other students applauded those who had just articulated what many of them 
were thinking. I was incandescent. In protest I walked out of the classroom 
to a chorus of jeering and catcalls.

My time in Saudi Arabia bolstered my conviction that an austere form of 
Islam (Wahhabism) married to a politicised Islam (Islamism) is wreaking 
havoc in the world. This anger-ridden ideology, an ideology I once 
advocated, is not only a threat to Islam and Muslims, but to the entire 
civilised world.

I vowed, in my own limited way, to fight those who had hijacked my faith, 
defamed my prophet and killed thousands of my own people: the human race. I 
was encouraged when Tony Blair announced on August 5, 2005, plans to 
proscribe an array of Islamist organisations that operated in Britain, 
foremost among them Hizb ut-Tahrir.

At the time I was impressed by Blair’s resolve. The Hizb should have been 
outlawed a decade ago and so spared many of us so much misery. Sadly the 
legislation was shelved last year amid fears that a ban would only add to 
the group’s attraction, so it remains both legal and active today. But it 
is not too late.

© Ed Husain 2007
Extracted from The Islamist, to be published by Penguin on May 3, £8.99. 
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At 02:24 PM 11/29/2007 +0700, you wrote:

>Message #74628
>
>RIYADH, Saudi Arabia - Saudi Arabia's King Fahd, who moved his
>country closer to the United States
>but ruled in name only since suffering a stroke in 1995, died early
>Monday, the Saudi royal court said. He was 84.
>
>Crown Prince Abdullah, the king's half brother and Saudi Arabia's de
>factor ruler,
>was appointed the country's new monarch.
>
>"With all sorrow and sadness, the royal court in the name of his
>highness
>Crown Prince Abdullah bin Abdul Aziz and all members of the family
>announces
>the death of the custodian of the two holy mosques, King Fahd bin
>Abdul Aziz,
>" according to a statement read on state-run Saudi TV by the
>country's information minister.
>
>Fahd died at approximately 2:30 EDT, a senior Saudi official in
>Washington told The Associated Press.
>President Bush was alerted within minutes of Fahd's death,
>the official said on condition of anonymity.
>
>Saudi TV, which said the king was 84 years of age, broke with regular
>broadcasting to announce
>Fahd's death. Quranic verse recitals followed the announcement by the
>minister,
>Iyad bin Amin Madani, whose voice wavered with emotion as he read the
>statement.



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