Today I think of America being like a rapist. Think a moment of a rapist. He is closely eyeing his victim in a distant while his sympathetic neuron is dividing the blood equally to his heart and his penis. His heart is beating pounding so hard in a chaotic rhythm. His sympathetic neuron is jumping up and down lunatically following an urge of a desperate need for a resolution. His mind is toying with what might be behind his victim's robe. Would that be red or blue panties that he needs to tear off? Does the victim regularly shave or not? All clues are explored by our rapist to heighten the excitement. Even this very moment of waiting to jump over his victim is so orgasmic. It is a painful waiting, yet the pain tastes so sweet to his sympathetic neuron.
For me this morning is not so different from the other one. I got my morning coffee from a neighbourhood cafe that is run by a Tunisian immigrant. His American waitress --a girl that just moved down here from Hawaii-- gave me the coffee. The Tunisian was violently reading San Francisco Chronicle. Unless one is blind, it's hard to miss his curious intensity on his eyes. I sat next to him outside, smoked and asked him if he would vote today. He said no, but he wished Kerry to win. Really!, I asked him, I wish Bush to win, I continued. Suddenly I saw a defeating kind of pain in his expression when he said, 'That would be good for you'. 'Ouais..., pas uniquement pour moi, mais aussi pour tout le monde, Bush est mieux que Kerry!' I concluded in French, since it's every Tunisian second language. My girl called shortly after that. Of course I asked her if she changed her mind and went to vote. Nope, she said. But her parent would vote, though. For Bush. I guess silently that it must be a tax-cut-motivated vote. A typical vote for the middle-class, or those with a substantial stake for a tax-cut. But then I reminded myself that the father of my Chinese-American girl also served in Vietnam, so it's still possible that he voted Bush out of his resentment for Kerry's stance on Vietnam War. All we know is 'Veteran against Kerry's Lies' is quite a strong force among Vietnam veterans. Who knows and who cares, actually! My girl also told me that many people at her work place were for Bush. This reminds me of a white friend of mine. Two days ago he told me that his parent was a registered Republican, but this time they (in Oregon) voted for Kerry -- and his parent already voted for Kerry by mail. He himself has been apolitical for so many years, but this year this whitey who was also a veteran (stationed in the West Germany) would vote for the president. For Kerry, he said. Also his ex-girl-friend that was a Kerry fanatics, or better, a 'any-body-except-Bush fanatic'. Last Saturday I went to the Cobbs, one of the best comedy theater in the US. The place was packed by typical lost crowd of San Francisco liberals. Four best political standing-comedians in the country did a Bush-bashing one after another. It was an easy thing to do though, I think. The crowd or the audience had already hated Bush as such, so, those comedians only had to light the fire to ignite a roaring laughter from the floor. The comedy was funny, of course, I and my girl had a good time laughing. After the show, those comedians sat together for a political dialog with the audience about the coming election. They requested anybody who would vote for Bush to stand up. Only one single soul stood up in that crowd of around 300 individuals! Of course he got boo-ed. And laughed at. And seen as though he was a curious Titanian from Saturn. That's the problem with San Francisco, indeed. This city has too much liberals who love to preach about tolerance as long as the person agrees with liberalism. But once a non-lost-liberal shows up, then forget about that liberal's tolerance. What he'll get from the lost liberals would be cynicism, criticism, tough-love tolerance and tough-tolerance love. American liberal at some point is actually the remnant of late romantic age. Their mecca is the European intellectual circle and work, and their identity is yearning so loudly for a Europeanism. This 'blue American' seems to think and to associate Europe with nobility where America itself stands as the rough-red-blooded yankees. No wonder they wish to wrap themselves in the blueness of anything European, from the wine (against the red Budweiser), the litterature (against the stupid Holywood), the french atheism (against the puritanical Yankee), the philosophy (Derrida is adored more in the States than in Europe), the architecture (European kitchen, furniture, building, etc), and of course, the European political view of socialism (against the Yankee's capitalism). Of course that's all right. But for a person like me who's been exposed enough to Europe, spoken a latin language, lived in Europe, read enough European thought, listened & played the European classical music..., these wanna-be-european Yankees really look like a crude and immature creature. All things European that this liberal Yankee knows are just a heavily-romanticized Europe. Just like the Indonesian Chinese loves to romanticize China, or the niggers glorify the cursed continent of Africa as the old garden of Eden; then those crude red-blooded Yankee romanticize Europe enroute to being and making himself a liberal, a fake-and-wanna-be European. All in all, just like the Indonesian Chinese, or the nigger, or the liberal white..., they all just long for the old and long forgotten identity that once their ancestors used to have, that they all feel guilty about for not being able to maintain it. This should be interesting to operate the lost-liberal mind with freudian tools! That's why it's so understandable that the lost liberals love Monsieur Querry qui parle bien le francais --et quand meme, il a bien gagne une femme si riche, ca c'est si francais!! It's so much unlike the red-blooded-Yankee Bush who barely speaks proper English, a wanna-be-Spanish-speaking, a church goer, a pro-creationism, and many other non-European identity. That's definitely a no-no choice for the liberals. Who would win, Kerry or Bush? Well, really..., who cares! Both of them are just equally white shits. Kerry victory, like it or not, will be a sweet tribute for Al Qaeda, for the Iraqi patriotic insurgents, for the Bush haters in Europe, for the Bush bashers in the UN. In reverse, Bush victory will really inflame those parties. But, Bush victory will be viewed by the voters as the triumph of prayer over plans, of faith over mortal self-confidence, of Yankee-ism over Europeanism or worldism, of God over Evil, of pro-life over the baby's-murderers, of America over the world, of America's-security-interest over the non-American's. Tonight Americans will be like our rapist above. The winner will be pleased, the loser will be humiliated; yet both will get the same release. In the mean time, we're enjoying a rapist heart-beat as he's eyeing his victim. Until tonight. JD ------------------------ Yahoo! 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