In reply
to:
my thoughts exactly dave. nothing down here happens because
of any sort of divine intervention or cosmic will. everything here is
purely random and chance is the main force in negative energy. what
happens after this random activity is most definitely whatever you and i do in
response. our guardian angels are very busy throwing obstacles into our
paths and the great spirit is watching to see what we do to handle the new
situations. no mystic energy lifts a finger to help us carry our loads -
that is completely up to you and me. if you think there is a secret force
helping you with anything, that is your own inner strength showing through and
supporting you in your darkest times. your final judgement on the other
side will be your own evaluation as to what you did here and how well you dealt
with life's obstacles. we are definitely harder on ourselves
than anyone else could be, so be sure to not disappoint yourself by giving up
too easily. after all you are living the life plan you made for yourself
before you got here. dave
and:
laws of nature that put teens in wheelchairs for physical bumps
that shouldn't have even caused a headache are very poor laws. laws that
orphan children who's mothers gets offed by lawless bum exes are poor
laws. laws that disable people who take random shots fired by drive by
lunatics are very poor laws. these laws are really nothing more than
random crap that is present everywhere. true laws of nature don't really
surprise any of us. we all understand gravity, momentum,
thermodynamics, light, pressure, volume, temperature and are seldom
surprised by them. the one law of creation that put our nerve center
in a 10 pound container on top of a pyramid seven delicate bones is the one that
i think is a particularly bad law. sure it works fine most of the time
just like anything else we have, but when it goes bad, the results are
particularly devastating. the law of nature that leaves a vibrant
healthy soul locked inside a dead shell for years on end with no hope of a
reasonable way out is definitely a bad law of nature. once you've walked a
mile in those shoes, the conclusion is obvious, predictable and
despised.
dave
Eric W Rudd
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