Re: [QUAD-L] another surgery may be needed

[Silas Shelburne]

Stacy, I so wish I could help you through this, the good book says that God won't put more on us that we can bear.  Somtimes I wounder, how much suffering do we have to tolerate.  Seems like every good day I have there's 10 more bad ones.  You know the allmighty only let his own son suffer for 3 days, I have a hard time figuring out his plans.  Anyway try to stay strong, your in my thoughts and prayers.  Silas ----- Original Message ----- From: Stacy Harim To: Quad-List Sent: Friday, June 17, 2005 3:54 PM Subject: [QUAD-L] another surgery may be needed I went for my appt and things aren't so great.  The doctor looked very disappointed, rubbed my arm as I was in tears as he told me that either part of my appendix died or where it's connected has closed.  He can go in with a camera and it might work to take a wire and try to open it back up but if that doesn't work then I need to do it all over again.  I of course have to heal first which will be putting the surgery off for another year because I just can't put off school.  If I take off one semester, it's like taking a whole year off because it's a fall/spring program so I have some decision making to do.  I'm devastated over this whole thing.  I just don't know if it's going to be worth it and I also want to finish what I have started. It hurt so badly and I have told you about my hospital stay. OH Lord HELP ME!!!