Man you must have it bad, have you talked to a Dr. You really
need some professional help, don't you have family that you can talk
too? Anymore when I start to get depressed I think what good is going to
come out ov me being down, all it does is make me misserable. Try to
stay busy, email friends read a good book (you can access the library on the
computer) ride around and get some fresh air and different scenery.
Chouse each morning to be misserable or be glad to be alive, take each
difficulty as a learning experience. Hell fire their going to find a
cure for this dam SCI. Get involved with a local church or a club like
the ruitain, Bobbie there's still things you can do, im on the county
Industrial Development Authority it keeps me involved with whats going on in
the county. Buy you a scanner and listen to the cops and robbers, I have
several pets that keep me intertained also. Hope Bobbie, hope is the main
stay. Hang in their! Silas
