Shelly, Believe me I know how you feel, its so degrading to have someone to clean us up after a accident. I feel so helpless and ashamed, maybe you should try the dill I very seldom have a accident unless im on antibiotics. Hang in there!!! Silas
From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Saturday, October 06, 2007 10:19 PM To: [email protected] Subject: [QUAD-L] Please, can you give advice on bowel program I am so sick and tired of this dominating my life. It is after 12 midnight and I am considering sleeping on the potty chair. At 8 I inserted a suppository. An hour and and half later I decided to call it quits, nothin happening. It's 9:30 and am making my way to bed. THEN I needed to get back on and did not make it. What a mess. When will this get better? I am so tired of this that I am seriously considering limiting my food intake. Starting tomorrow. Taking a shower and dressing took me 2 hours and I have spent over 3 hours doing my bowel program. It has been a year since my accident. Shouldn't I have this figured out by now? I am so frustrated and angry. Sick and tired of crying to. Thanks Shelly 1 year post C6-C7 incomplete _____ <http://o.aolcdn.com/cdn.webmail.aol.com/mailtour/aim/en-us/index.htm> Check Out the new free AIM(R) Mail -- Unlimited storage and industry-leading spam and email virus protection.

