I thought his justification was convincing. I've seen an awful lot of  
VERY bright people lose it over far less. Something about extreme  
intelligence makes people more sensitive, I think. They don't have the  
armor of the ignorant. That loss of being on the forefront of  
something so exciting and then failing to function, is enough to drive  
anyone to drink, for sure. To die, if the drink is so controlling,  
possibly. I was convinced.
The two choices were drink or shoot and that those paralleled the wave/ 
particle duality. If he drinks, he doesn't shoot. If he shoots, he  
collapses the reality of the drinking life. The conscious act of  
telling himself that if he took a drink, he was going to shoot was  
enough to prevent the reality of the wave-form drink. Bringing  
consciousness to that decision was enough to determine it, just like  
in the Feynman experiment.  Also SPOILER HERE - I thought the ending  
line about him collapsing the reality of the experiment he had set up  
months before was a substitute for the suicide. He took a drink to set  
up the interference pattern (and really - what is drinking, but an  
interference pattern, anyway?) and then opened the envelope to make  
the indeterminate state determined. His life had been frozen in that  
souless indeterminate state, between drink and gun and he acted to  
resolve it.

Genius, really.
The more I think about it, the more I think I'll never be able to  
write something so very cool.

Alicia
On Sep 6, 2008, at 1:52 PM, delancey wrote:

>
> Yeah, I voted to nominate it for the Nebula ballot.  I thought it very
> well done, with some clever ideas.  I did have one very, very big
> reservation, though.  Why should I be suicidal about the twin slit, or
> because some people collapse the wave differently?  I don't see it,
> really.  Seems bizarrely arbitrary -- like some Victorian being
> suicidal because someone discovers space is curved.  That'll likely
> keep me from voting for it on the final ballot.
>
> cd
>
>
> On Sep 6, 12:07 pm, Alicia Henn <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>> I just read a story that Nan Kress had recommended to me last week.
>> I had been Greg Egan's biggest fan.
>> Now I wanna grow up to be Ted Kosmatka.
>> His story, "Divining Light" in the August Asimov's rocks electrons.
>> Definitely worth buying a copy on the newstand if they're still  
>> around.
>>
>> Alicia
> >


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