Below is a Most Wonderful Experience of a Sai Student :
This incident happened on Jan 3rd, 1989. Every year, the first two weeks
of January are very lively for all the Students of Swami's college. Because,
the Inter-campus Sports and Games take place during this time. I was a good
Athlete in my school and college and I have participated in many sports and
games and won a number of medals and had the good fortune to receive them from
the lord himself for many years. That day early in the morning ( around 6 :30
a.m. ) I was all set to go for the Long Jump finals. There were 5 other
finalists. I had won the first prize during the previous two years and I was a
little overconfident this time, and thought I would repeat the history. I did
not even warm up or loosen my muscles because of this overconfidence. But I
always prayed to Swami before I took the jump.
As all of us know, we would be given 3 chances to make our best mark in
the Long Jump. I have taken my first and the distance I jumped was awfully low.
Almost all
others cleared it. I have taken my second jump and it was fairly better
but surely not the best of me. But something happened at that time. I sprained
my ankle. I could not even stand up after that jump and I had to be physically
lifted and taken to the hospital directly from the field.
I could not bear the excruciating pain at that time. Obviously, I did not
take the third jump. I knew I would lose the prize this time as that was not my
best jump. I was feeling awfully bad because Swami taught me a lesson for my
overconfidence and I repented for this. The ever-forgiving and ever-kind lord
has forgiven me and I learnt later at the hospital that I won the First Prize.
I was in tears for his benevolence. There is more... Because of the Sprain I
had to "bunk" my college, I was happy about it, but I was hoping to make it for
the Darshan in the evening.
My doctor advised me not to strain my leg any further and he has advised
complete rest. I pleaded to go for the Darshan and he said "Pray to Swami he
will take care of you, but do not go for Darshan", because my foot was swollen
and round like a big
football ! I felt miserable at this time and I kept crying as I had never
missed Darshan in my whole stay at Prasanthinilayam. That was the first time. I
was lying down on my bed kept imagining what was happening at the Ashram. "
.......Now Swami is coming out... He is on the ladies section .. now He is
taking letters from a devotee.. now He is creating Vibhuti for another
Devotee... Now He is signalling a devotee to go in for the interview.......".
Another student, Srinivas, who was participating in some sports events
that evening, was asked to take care of my needs as well, as I could not move
out of my bed without someone's help. It was just around 4:15 p.m. or so..
Srinivas excused himself and went to the rest room. I was lying down on the
bed, turned towards the wall, covered my face with the rug and lost in my
imaginations about Swami's darshan. Tears kept rolling from my eyes as I was
feeling really bad for not having Swami's Darshan. I did not want any one to
see that I was crying so, I covered my face fully and turned towards the wall.
Then.. I felt as if someone tapped my back from behind. I thought it was
Srinivas again, I thought he brought me some coffee or some snacks.
Slowly I turned to tell him that I was not in a mood... but...it was not
Srinivas... and behold... I found the Lord standing there !!! I was dazed...
trust me I was totally amazed...I thought I was still imagining Swami's
Darshan...and kept staring at Swami's beautiful face without an expression or a
word.... I was not sure if I was in a dream or wakeful status.
As you all know by now that Swami gives Darshan in the mornings and there
would be Bhajans at 9 a.m. Swami takes quick ( 3-5 minute ) lunch soon after
bhajans and at that time if he wants to visit different places, he goesout for
about 1 hour, and then retires for that session. The objective is to generally
oversee how different organizations ( like the Super Speciality Hospital, the
University or the Gokulam etc.,. ) are operating and any other new
constructions etc.
Obviously Swami's visit to these places gives immense joy and pleasure to
people working there and it rejuvenates their energy and dedication to their
work. Because everyone wants to please Swami with their devotion and dedication
to work. He, however, does not visit the Boys' hostel during these times. The
Students will have to pray to Swami to make a visit, it is only then He goes to
the Hostel when all the students are in the Hostel, and gives them the immense
pleasure of hispresence.
Apart from these morning visits, Swami normally does not go out of the
Ashram at all. But that day was different.Swami apparently gave a very quick
Darshan and got into His car along with another senior devotee ( Mr.V.K.
Narasimhan- editor of Sanathana Sarathi ) came straight to the
Hostel.......into my room. Swami said " it is not a dream, it is real " (in
english ).. I tried to get up and Swami asked me not to.
He then started explaining to Mr. Narasimhan in Telugu as to how I jumped
and fell down in a wrong position. he told Mr. Narasimhan that for that fall, I
should have broken my ankle. But Swami saved me, made sure that my ankle was
not broken and it was only a sprain.
I then realised finally that swami was actually there in front of me !! I
broke down, my heart melt down for His motherly love and I threw myself on His
feet and kept sobbing. Swami patted my back with a lot of affection, created
Vibhuti and rubbed it on my face, put some in my mouth, gave some in hand and
asked me to put it on my leg. He said, "do not worry.. It will go away soon.(
in telugu )" and quickly walked out of the room.
No one in the Ashram knew where and why Swami was going. I was just one
of the 800 students and thousands of devotees sitting for swami's darshan in
the Ashram, leaving all his near and dear devotees in the Ashram and many
important tasks in the Ashram and go out of his way to shower his grace on a
small, not-so-important, unwanted soul like me ? He would melt for pure Love
from the devotee and sincere yearning and craving for Him.
OUR LIFE IS HIS MESSAGE
Sai Ram
