Posted on : Oct 31, 2012
The Thirst of God
Reminiscences of revealing moments at Kodaikanal
Reminiscing moments spent with the Lord, ruminating on His words, and
deliberating on His messages are amongst the most liberating experiences. For
many years, starting from 1986, Bhagawan visited the hill station of Kodaikanal
in the summer months of April-May along with a few boys and elders. And those
who have been blessed with this singular opportunity can never thank their
stars enough, for it was an opportunity of a lifetime!
Imagine living and sleeping just outside Baba’s room! The Lord could come out
at any moment and surprise you! Imagine Bhagawan standing next to you in the
middle of a crowd and posing with you for a lovely snap! Visualize Swami
suddenly leaving His car and getting into your bus and mesmerising you with
scintillating stories during a picnic amidst the lovely mountains.
Kodaikanal was the Lord’s playground. Think of the Kohinoor diamond and the
very next minute the Lord has it in His hands! But His actions in Kodaikanal
are not meant to be taken as mere play - His every little gesture and act had a
profound lesson not only for those who were physically around Him, but for
entire humanity.
As part of the Thursday Live programs on Radio Sai, on June 7, 2012, Radio
Sai's Bishu Prusty spoke to four former students of Bhagawan’s educational
institutions. Presented below is the adapted transcript of a part of the
conversation with two of them, Dr. T. Ravi Kumar, the current warden of the
Brindavan Campus of Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning, and Mr. Ruchir
Desai, Assistant Professor in the Department of Commerce in the same campus.
RS: Dr. Ravi Kumar, can you please recount for us your memories of the very
first trip to Kodaikanal - way back in 1986.
Dr. Ravi Kumar (RK): Thank you for this wonderful opportunity. It all started
in the summer of 1986. That was a particularly hot summer and there were about
sixteen of us, research scholars, working on our projects in the heat of
Puttaparthi.
Our guides had gone for their vacation and Swami was in Brindavan. One night I
complained to Bhagawan in my mind, “Swami, it is unbearably hot and I need an
outing…” and drifted off to sleep.
A couple of days later a beautiful film was screened in which I saw Swami in a
very beautiful environment with lot of greenery and colourful flowers. It
looked like a forest, but in the background there were quite a few buildings.
I wondered where this place was - was this paradise on earth? I prayed that one
day I should get a chance to see Swami in such a setting. Little did I realise
that this would really come to pass. The Lord hears even these most silent
prayers.
It was in the midst of such a summer that one day, unexpectedly, it rained and
the mercury plunged. We were wondering how this untimely rain suddenly came
about when we heard the news that Swami was coming to Prasanthi Nilayam the
next day - and Puttaparthi obviously was trying to get ready to receive the
Lord. The next morning Bhagawan came to Prasanthi Nilayam. As there were only a
few of us, we imagined an almost empty Mandir. But we were wrong! The Mandir
was full.
RS: Oh! Somehow the word had gone around.
RK: Yes, and as Bhagawan got down from His car He looked at us and said, “I
will speak to you tomorrow morning.” Needless to say we were very happy.
The next morning Swami called all 16 of us into the interview room. He said,
“This has been a very hot summer.” We all nodded in agreement - Swami was
telling what we felt deep inside.
He then asked, “How many of you are not well?” About four boys put up their
hands. Bhagawan immediately materialized Vibhuti and gave it to them. And then
as they settled down Swami looked around and said, “Okay, I am taking the rest
of you to Kodaikanal.”
RS: Oh my God! What a surprise!
RK: Absolute surprise and all those who had said they were not well, reassessed
their state of health, but it was a little too late now. However, the Lord
said, “I’m taking you all to Kodaikanal - a very beautiful hill station, a cool
place. You have been in this hot summer; we’ll go to that cool place.”
And the next morning, much against our imagination, but to our great shock, we
saw Swami’s car gliding away from Prasanthi Nilayam. One of the students said,
“I knew that this would be our prapthi (merit) – only to hear about Kodaikanal.”
RS: Just the good news.
RK: Yes. We only got to hear about Kodaikanal. But another student commented,
“Has the Lord ever given a word without fulfilling it? I think to be patient is
our duty and the Lord will make sure it happens.”
But the student who had complained said, “Our classes begin in a week. We have
our teaching assignments. Where is the chance this year?” However, we consoled
ourselves saying that Swami loved us very much – He had come all the way from
Brindavan, took us into the interview room and spoke to us. We all knew that
once Swami states something, it will happen.
As we were now two weeks into the semester, He had to create an opportunity for
us. Around May 15, 1986, the Vice Chancellor called us for a meeting. He said,
Bhagawan is going to Kodaikanal and He wants you all to go along. Please get
ready. He wants you all to start in two hours.”
RS: In just two hours?
RK: That is how Swami’s methods are. He had given us detailed instructions
about things to get from the store room, such as sleeping bags and warm
clothes, which we would use in Kodaikanal. We boarded the bus and were soon in
Brindavan.
Puttaparthi was extremely hot. We expected Kodaikanal to be very cold. But to
our surprise, we found that there was an unexpected downpour in Brindavan and
it was very cold. This was very unusual for that part of the year. We thought
that was Swami’s way of acclimatizing us for the trip ahead.
The next morning Swami called us into Trayee Brindavan and as He sat on His
joola, He looked at us and said, “Boys, how are you? How many of you had bath
today?”
RS: Had bath today?
RK: Yes. He said, “As it is cold, I’m sure some of you must have had sponge
bath.”
Then an elderly devotee walked up and said that as per Kodaikanal’s
meteorological department report, it was raining very heavily. Devotees from
Kodaikanal requested Swami not to come at that time due to the bad weather. Our
faces shrunk. But Bhagawan saw us and understood our states of mind. He looked
at us and said, “Boys, when I give a word I live by it. I have told you I will
take you to Kodaikanal and I will definitely do so. There will be no rain.”
RS: Fantastic!
RK: I’m sure that the God of Rains, Lord Indra heard it because when we landed
in Kodaikanal the rain had just stopped. We stayed there for 8 days. On the
final day Swami asked us to visit the Palani temple of Lord Muruga. Swami said,
“You pray at the temple and then proceed to Coimbatore. I will start a little
later from here and I will join you on the road.” So we started off early.
Later we heard that it soon started raining again. That is how meticulously
Swami plans to give us opportunities.
During our stay a very beautiful incident happened. Swami had just returned
from a drive around Kodaikanal. He called to us and said that there was a young
boy near the boat club who was selling hats.
Bhagawan gave us money and asked us all to buy a hat each. “Don’t bargain on
the price. Just pay him whatever he asks for,” Bhagawan said. “He doesn’t have
parents and the poor boy has not had food since yesterday morning.”
An elderly devotee interjected that summer was over. But Swami was firm, “It
doesn’t matter. You don’t need the hats, but he needs the money.” Then He asked
us to go.
When we reached the spot the boy was pushing his cart home. He must have been
surprised to see 16 to 18 boys running towards him. When we reached the spot
and asked him about the hats, he was very surprised – and happy.
He said he had not sold a single hat over the past 15 days. We asked him the
price, he said that though each hat was about Rs.20 – 25, since it was ‘out of
season’ he would give it to us for Rs. 15 each. But we insisted that we wanted
to buy it for Rs. 25. He must have thought we are a set of mad boys because
nobody buys like that. But when you’re in touch with the Lord of Love this is
how things work. Money has a very little place in one’s life, Love takes
precedence.
As we bought the hats, we casually asked him if he has heard about Sai Baba.
The boy’s face lit up. He opened his small wallet and drew out a small
newspaper clipping of Swami. He said that he prays to Sai Baba every day.
While we were returning, we saw Swami’s car approaching us. We ran towards Him.
As Swami rolled down the window, it started drizzling very slightly. Swami
asked us to wear the hats saying, “Wear the hats, good for rain!” Swami wanted
to show us His omniscience. He showed us his omnipotence by directing Lord
Indra to keep the rains on hold. More than anything, that day He showed us a
glimpse of His immense love for humankind.
The fortunate group of research scholars and students who accompanied
Swami on the first of the many Kodai trips. The boys are seen wearing the straw
hats mentioned in the story.
RS: That was indeed a touching story of His selfless Love. And experiencing all
this in Kodaikanal where Nature is in its pristine form is such a blessing!
Mr. Ruchir Desai, you have also had the chance to travel with Swami to Kodai
many times. Could you please share your memorable moments?
Mr. Ruchir Desai (RD): There are many memories and it is difficult to know
where to start. When it is about Swami, your mind is flooded with memories and
emotions. But let me share one particular incident that has been a very strong
lesson - an eye opener - for me.
Every year when Swami went to Kodaikanal He would conduct Narayana Seva at
least once. During the 80s and 90s, He used to spend over a month there.
I remember my first trip lasted over a month and a half! We left during the
first week of April and returned to Brindavan only in mid-May. In such long
duration, we had more than one Narayana Seva conducted – one on April 26, the
anniversary of Trayee Brindavan, and the other on Easwaramma Day. Sometimes, we
would have more.
Narayana Seva in Kodaikanal is very special because it is not just food being
served to the poor, it is actually Divine Prasad. Hence, even devotees
assembled partake it. Students and Swami’s guests were given opportunity to
fill devotees’ plates, carry food-laden vessels along the lines and serve. The
poor were also given clothes. As Kodaikanal was a hill station and hence, a
cold place, the clothes distributed would consist of a saree for the women, a
dhoti for the men and a thick blanket for both.
One day, during Swami’s visit to Kodaikanal, a Narayana Seva was scheduled on a
certain day. The place, food, clothes, the serving boys and everything
associated with such a grand event was planned. Food was served to all and the
clothes along with blankets were distributed. Swami personally went around
distributing clothes to everyone. Swami walked all the way up to the entrance
and down the steep driveway distributing the clothes to everyone gathered
there. Finally Narayana Seva drew to a close. The boys and elderly guests had
partaken the prasad too and were seated around Swami’s chair eagerly expecting
Him.
Swami went about enquiring whether everyone had food and was satisfied. He
walked around and saw a pile of blankets kept in a corner. He asked, “Were all
the blankets given?” He turned around and asked an elderly devotee to enquire
whether everyone received clothes. A couple of minutes had passed, the devotee
had not returned. He looked impatient. I was standing next to Swami – He turned
to me and told me to find out. On the way I met the elderly devotee. We both
went to the gates again and enquired. Satisfied that everyone present had
received the clothes and blankets, we returned to Swami to present our report.
Swami didn’t say anything; He walked back silently into Sai Sruthi. With a very
serious face, He entered and sat on His chair. Everyone thought that Swami was
tired. Swami said He was thirsty. One boy proffered a glass of water that was
kept for Him. Swami brushed it aside saying, “No. Not this.”
Swami had a very focused look on His face. He got up and went into the kitchen.
We all knew now that something was amiss – something that Swami did not
approve. When it comes to work, Bhagawan is a very hard task master and nothing
less than perfection satisfies Him. So was something wrong? It sure seemed so.
Swami walked all the way up to the end of the kitchen, talked to a senior
devotee who used to accompany Swami on all His trips and looked after the
kitchen and hospitality. He then spoke something to one of His drivers and
turned back. We all froze. The atmosphere inside Sai Sruthi was intense.
Everyone was, in the clearest terms, certain that something had gone wrong.
Swami had come to the front when the driver showed himself at the door. He
didn’t say anything. On seeing his face, Swami stood up and walked out. He
asked one of the elders to go with Him, then got into His car and drove off. He
was escorted by another jeep that contained a couple of policemen.
For 45-50 minutes those of us in Sai Sruthi had no clue about what was
happening.
And then He came. Usually students would rush to open the door and be greeted
by a Divine smile. But not today. No one came out. They were all so scared. Not
even the elders moved. Why was the Lord so serious?
Ultimately I realized that I needed to go and open Swami’s door more as a sense
of duty than anything else at that time. With much trepidation, I opened the
door only to be greeted by – the most beautiful smile I had ever seen! I did
not know how to react to that smile.
Swami walked into the drawing room of Sai Sruthi with that big beaming smile on
His face. Everyone in the room was electrified because Swami was smiling!
That’s all everyone wanted. We knew that everything was alright. The Earth was
back on its axis.
Swami sat in His chair and this time nobody was afraid, the boy sitting near
the chair took the glass of water and offered it to Swami. Bhagawan accepted
it, drank heartily from it and said, “Now My thirst has quenched.”
If you retrospect, Swami, before His mysterious trip, had brushed aside the
glass of water saying, “No. Not this.” His messages are sometimes very cryptic.
Swami didn’t say anything then. It was only after lunch and when Swami had
retired to His room that we got to understand the full story. When Swami said
He was thirsty, He meant it in a very different sense. Bhagawan was not happy
because despite the complete distribution of food and clothes to all who had
come, there still were a few piles of blankets. And He did not like this.
Bhagawan later explained that He had instructed the driver to load all the
remaining bundles of blankets in the jeep and car and rode across Kodaikanal.
He then directed the personnel in the jeep to distribute blankets to all the
old people across the hills – all old men and women who were not aware of the
Narayana Seva and those who could not make it as transport was scarce in the
hill station.
Swami drove into every lane and bylane looking for people to give the blankets.
There were times when Swami spotted someone who was a few hundred meters away
in a hilly area and then He would instruct the jeep behind Him to stop and
somebody from the jeep would pick a blanket, run behind the person and give a
blanket.
Finally Swami’s 'thirst' was quenched. Swami was satisfied because He had
finished the entire pile of blankets Himself - personally going around
Kodaikanal and distributing those blankets.
Bhagawan mentioned that the people who were in actual need of the blankets were
not only those who come there, but also those who were unable to come. “So I
had to go and give them the blankets in their place,” He said.
We might have kept those blankets to be distributed next year. But for Swami,
that was not enough. He taught us that satisfaction lies not in giving to all
those who come to our doorsteps, but in finding the true meaning of Narayana
Seva, which is to search out for people who are needy, people who deserve and
make the effort to go and give them because it’s when you give someone who is
really needy that you have fulfilled the objective.
This incident brings to memory a very apt caption that a young student wrote a
couple of years ago during a picture caption writing contest. It was a picture
of Swami sipping coconut water through a straw. The boy wrote, “Even the ocean
thirsts sometimes.”
RS: Truly, only if we develop this kind of thirst... thank you very much.
RD: Sairam.
sourced:
http://media.radiosai.org/journals/vol_10/01OCT12/05_kodai.htm
__._,_.___
