Fifty Years since the Divine Declaration... "I am Shiva Shakti Swarupam"
Sri Sathya Sai in the Prasanthi Nilayam Bhajan Hall - 1960s
Saturday, July 06, 1963
July 1963 was one of the gloomiest years in the lives of many Sai devotees. On
29th June, 1963, just prior to Guru Poornima, Swami was ‘afflicted’ by a severe
attack of paralysis and also ‘suffered’ three major heart attacks. It was
around 6.30 am on 29th that Swami complained of a ‘reeling sensation’ and fell
unconscious. His left limbs became taut and rigid. The paralysis had struck.
The physical frame was racked by intense pain, but His will prevailed. He
refused any kind of medication. He had willed the illness. He had taken upon
Himself the illness that would have been fatal to His devotee, whose name He
refused to mention.
However, Swami promised to give Guru Poornima Darshan to the grief stricken
devotees, who were but mute witnesses to Swami’s agony. He had Sri Kasturi
announce this news as a balm to the aching hearts of the devotees. He also had
Sri Kasturi describe Swami’s predicament in detail so that they may be spared
the rude shock when they see Him in person.
Swami was carried down the winding stairways of His residence on 6th June, Guru
Poornima evening. Baba was brought down the winding stairs into the Private
Room on the ground floor, because He insisted on giving Darshan to the
thousands of devotees who had come on that auspicious day. He had an attack of
cerebral thrombosis (or tubercular meningitis?) and was in bed for eight days
from the morning of Saturday, 29th June to the evening of 6th July. His left
hand, leg and eye were affected; His right hand had also slight palsy; the
tongue was indistinct and the face was twitching. He was placed on the Silver
Chair in the Prayer Hall and His hand and leg were adjusted in proper position.
As soon as He was seated, He communicated the following message which was
interpreted and announced.
This is not Swami's illness; this is an illness which Swami has taken on, in
order to save some one. Swami has no illness, nor will He get ill at any time.
You must all be happy; that alone will make Swami happy. If you grieve, Swami
will not be happy. Your joy is Swami's food. Then, Baba signed to Kasturi to
speak, and after his short speech was over, Baba wanted the mike to be held
before Him. He asked through it, "Vinipisthundhaa?" (Do you hear Me?) But,
though He asked again and again, the voice was so indistinct that no one could
make out what it meant. He then signed for water and when it was brought, He
sprinkled a little with His shaking right hand on the stricken left hand and on
His left leg. He stroked His left hand with the right. Immediately, He used
both hands to stroke His left leg; that touch was enough to cure it. He doffed
the disease in a thrice! He started to speak! It was the same musical voice. He
sprang up and delivered His Guru Poornima Discourse as if nothing out of the
ordinary had transpired in the past week! Neither His gait nor His voice had
suffered any change due to the illness He had assumed. He announced to the
large gathering of the devotees, the secret of His Incarnation.
Excerpts from the Divine Discourse given on that momentous day are given below:
"For those who have no refuge, God is the refuge." That is exactly the reason
why I had to take on the disease that one helpless Bhakta was to get. He had to
suffer this dire illness, as well as the four heart attacks that accompanied
it; and he would not have survived it. So, according to My Dharma of Bhakta
Samrakshana(protection of devotees), I had to rescue him. Of course, this is
not the first time that I have taken on the illness of persons whom I wanted to
save. Even in the previous Shareeram at Shirdi, I had this responsibility The
suffering that you saw was too much for this particular devotee and so, I had
to save him, by Myself going through it. This is My Leela: My nature. It is
part of the task for which I have Come:Sishya Rakshana (protection Of
disciples). Persons who were near Me during the last week were asking Me to
give them the name of the person whom I had saved. I told them that it will
make them angry against that person, for Swami they would say, "had to undergo
so much of pain in order to save that one person." Then, they replied, that
they would honour the person, because of the extraordinary Bhakti that
persuaded Swami to run to his rescue, on Saturday morning. Some people even
asked Me whether it was this person or that, giving names of those who had
attacks of paralysis, especially on the left side! This is even more ludicrous,
because when I save a person, I save him completely. I do not wait until he
gets the disease and I do not leave in him a fraction of the disease, so that
he may be identified later. It all looks so funny to Me, the guesses and
surmises that you make. Even in Shirdi, Dada Saheb, Nandaraam, Balwant, all
were saved by these means. Balwant was destined to get plague, but, the bubo
was taken over and the boy saved.
This is perhaps the longest period when I kept the devotees wondering and
worried. That was because of the heart attacks which had to come later on the
Bhakta, from which also he had to be saved. Then, there is another reason too,
why the 8-day period had to be observed. Well, I shall tell you why. That means
I must tell you about Myself, about something I have not disclosed so far,
something which I was keeping within Myself, for the last 37 years. The time
has come to announce it. This is a sacred day, and I shall tell you.
You know I declared on the very day when I decided to disclose My Identity, My
Mission and My Advent, that I belonged to the Aapastamba Sutra (Code of
conduct) and the Bharadwaja Gotra (lineage). This Bharadwaja was a great sage,
who studied the Vedas for full one hundred years; but, finding that the Vedas
wereAnanta (endless) he did Tapas for prolonging life, and from Indra he got
two extensions of a century each. Even then, the Vedas could not be completed,
so, he asked Indra again for another hundred years. Indra showed him 3 huge
mountain ranges and said, “What you have learned in 3 centuries form only 3
handfuls from out of the 3 ranges, which the Vedas are. So, give up the attempt
to exhaust the Vedas. Do a Yaaga (ritual sacrifice), instead, which I shall
teach you: that will give you the fruit of Vedic study, full and complete."
Sage Bharadwaj
Bharadwaja decided on performing theYaga; Indra taught him how to do it; all
preparations were completed. The sage wanted that Shakti must preside and bless
the Yaga. So he went to Kailasha but, the time was not opportune for presenting
his petition. Shiva and Shakti were engaged in a competitive dance, trying to
find out who could dance longer. Eight days passed thus, before Shakti noticed
Bharadwaja standing in the cold. She just cast a smile at him and danced along
as before! The sage mistook the smile as a cynical refusal to notice him; so he
turned his back on Kailasha and started to descend. To his dismay, he found his
left leg, hand and eye put out of action by a stroke. Shiva saw him fall; He
came up to him and consoled him; Bharadwaja was told that Shakti had indeed
blessed him and hisYaga. Then, Shiva revived him and cured him, sprinkling
water from theKamandalu. Both Shiva and Shakti granted the Rishi (sage) boons:
They would both attend the Yaga, they said.
Lord Shiva and Mother Parvati Blessing the Yaga
After the Yaga was over, They were so pleased that They conferred even more
boons on the sage. Shiva said that They would take human form and be born in
theBharadwaja Gotra (lineage) thrice: Shiva alone as Shirdi Sai Baba, Shiva and
Shakti together at Puttaparthi as Sathya Sai Baba and Shakti alone as Prema
Sai, later. Then Shiva remembered the illness that had suddenly come upon
Bharadwaja at Kailasha on the eighth day of the waiting in the cold on the ice.
He gave another assurance. "As expiation for the neglect which Shakti showed
you at Kailasha for 8 days, this Shakti will suffer the stroke for 8 days, when
We both take birth as Sathya Sai and, on the 8th day, I shall relieve her from
all signs of the disease by sprinkling water, just as I did at Kailasha to cure
your illness."
It was the working out of this assurance that you witnessed today, just now.
This had to happen, this stroke and the cure. The assurance given in the Treta
Yuga had to be honoured. I may tell you now that the poor forlorn Bhakta who
had to get the stroke which I took over, was a convenient excuse, which was
utilised. You see, a railway engine is not made available to haul just one
bogey; they wait until a number of bogeys are to be taken along and then, they
put the engine into action. So too, the disease had to be gone through, the
Bhakta had to be saved, the assurance to be carried out, the mystery had to be
cleared, the Divinity had to be more clearly announced by the manifestation of
this Grand Miracle. All these were accomplished by this one incident.
Let Me tell you one more thing: Nothing can impede or halt the work of this
Avatar. When I was upstairs all these days, some people foolishly went about
saying. "It is all over with Sai Baba" and they turned back many who were
coming to Puttaparthi! Some said I was in Samadhi, as if I am a Sadhaka! Some
feared I was the victim of black magic, as if anything can affect Me! The
splendour of this Avatar will go increasing, day by day. Formerly when the
Govardhanagiri was raised aloft by the little boy, the Gopis and Gopalas
realised that Krishna was the Lord. Now, it is not one Govardhanagiri, a whole
range will be lifted, you will see! Have patience, have faith…
Source: Sri Sathya Sai Digvijayam – Part 1 (1926 – 1965)
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