[NetBehaviour] quick, haptic, flutter, outtakes and seas

[Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour]

quick, haptic, flutter, outtakes and seas

https://youtu.be/kYoHuqciz4w video

eyes closed i say what i might mean to say. my left thumb, no
right thumb, is strained. i'm feeling incrasingly weak.
yesterday and last night i slept avery little wake time. looking
for a clinic at this point. ruptured sleep and wakefulness is
unproductive. with my eyes closed ican see myself better. these
bits of video are remnants, as scattered as my way of being in
the world. i keep hoping for test results. the birds, the ocean
birds, are doing well this time of year. the ground moves up and
down, camera dysfunction which also took a while to correct. i
am awake at this point alone here during the gray day anyway.
reading a book on soccer, football in other words, statsticis
and the integration of the spart with computer technology. some
teams have twenty-five programmers/analysts.  i can't figure out
my exhaustion. the broken, no , broken, not the broken, just
broken sleep leads to resolute in the small for a short while.
we're somewhat on our own here. there's a clinic in Boston,
maybe something here, have to lok into it. our cars warning
lights, two of them, won't turn off, i want the highway and it
needn't be my way. at least the waves are smaller on land than
on the see, no buffeting for me, just the camera, see.
exhaustion leads to poor philosophizing and i imagine that was
always the case for others who drew out their texts in the sand
hardened into protocols and etneral analyses of the momentary,
the specific, the general, : once one grasps the inconeivable,
the deeply inconceivable, universe, as ungraspable, as
exhaustion like mine for the dna protocols messing us about, not
to mention the destruction not of earth, but _surface_ - then
nothing but annihilation in which sartre's existentialist
encounters with the waiter hold as much gravitas as conceivable
- the rest is exhaustion, mind at its limit/ations, pathways to
nowhere, cessation  memory, absence, gone ,

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