Re: Ended: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-03-16 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Ended: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

Ok. He is a very understanding person, so you shouldn't have any trouble.

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Re: a question for jayde

2021-03-15 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: a question for jayde

not long ago there was a deal of 550 gb of abmiants for only 16 bucks, so I took that offer. Still haven't finished downloading all of that, and don't think I will ever finish. They are individual links. Plus my bandcamp links expired, idk if I can reactivate them but I sure hope so.

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Re: Ended: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-03-15 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Ended: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

@23 so did your order actually get processed? I can tell Daniel that you tried to back the campaign and you could pay pal him $25 if necessary.

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Re: xbox players, please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

2021-03-13 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: xbox players, please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

if you thought that post was pointless, here is mine. I have 0 games in my library because I don't have an xbox. Or a play station.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-03-12 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

I asked Daniel Lemon about the controllers and if they will be available in the future. Here is his response:"I will sell them if there is adequate interest. It seems like I didn’t make that clear. I don't know what they will cost though."Adding in my own 2 sense, not only interest, but enough people who can afford whatever it will cost. This won't be cheap.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-03-12 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

and you don't have to pay 100 dollars just for your name to have a tombstone engraving on it. I mean $70 to rock a t-shirt, and another $30 to rock a cap? that's cool he is even doing merch. About the controllers, I don't think he is going to be producing these as a hobby. I could be wrong, but this is his first time, so it will determine for now if it is something he wants to continue or drop. He did say these items were completely exclusive to this campaign, so that may include the controlleers too. I can ask him to verify that if you would like.

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Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

2021-03-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

I wouldn't mind asking a good friend to host my stuff, but again the keyword is a good friend. One that I talk to often. And if I charged for a product that requires the server for the product to be of use, then I would even consider giving them 20 to 30% of all revenue I receive just to say thanks.

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Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

2021-03-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

I wouldn't mind asking a good friend to host my stuff, but again the keyword is a good friend. One that I talk to often. And if I charged for a product that requires he server for the product to be of use, the n Iwould even consider giving them 20 to 30% of all revenue I receive just to say thanks.

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Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

2021-03-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Golden Crayon Asset Replacement Project

it is coded in bgt. That alone I think is enough to not waste my time. I don't support bgt in any way. If pragma were to ask for his sounds to be replaced tomorrow, and payed everyone involved 100 bucks, I still wouldn't do it now. And because he already said no previously.I don't make too many projects, and I am still learning. But the few that I have managed to get partially built so far, all use original sounds that I either purchased a zap splat account for, or my friend has helped mix a few sounds together that he has from other legal resources he has that I do not. And sometimes he uses both materials from my collection and his. I'm not a sound designer, so I don't invest as much as he does. But it is nice to be able to ask for his help sometimes, because together we can make a bad ass batch of sounds all from legal sources.

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Re: the best way to read chat on stream using text to speetch

2021-03-09 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: the best way to read chat on stream using text to speetch

can someone confirm that the add-on in post 17 works on the current version of nvda 20.4? I want to use that.

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Re: Sequence Storm won't Launch

2021-03-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm won't Launch

what happens if you try to click on sequence storm from the deckstop?

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Re: the best way to read chat on stream using text to speetch

2021-03-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: the best way to read chat on stream using text to speetch

@17 that add-on is corrupted.

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Re: OH-SHIT tournament

2021-03-03 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: OH-SHIT tournament

record the runs as you do them. Then only trim the good parts that make it to the scoreboards.

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Re: OH-SHIT tournament

2021-03-03 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: OH-SHIT tournament

are we allowed to use a mod or does it have to be the original sounds?

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Re: Free dev

2021-03-01 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Free dev

great concept, and smart crew. But foolish execution and stubbern ways that will shoot themselves later in the foot.

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Re: Free dev

2021-03-01 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Free dev

well the very first problem is sable is coded in bgt. Full stop!

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Re: audiogames that deserve remake?

2021-02-27 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: audiogames that deserve remake?

troopanum 2.0 was awesome for a space invaders game. Would also love to see a sequal to a hero's call. But obviously neither of these are going to happen.

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Re: Does anyone have the special item pack for AHC?

2021-02-25 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Does anyone have the special item pack for AHC?

I was able to beat the game and all side quests without having access to these items, so it isn't a necessary thing. Now if one of the items was an extra set of abilities and skills for all characters, or a whole new area of the game to explore, or it added more important nfc that you could fight or ally with, then I can see it being more encouraging to back it. But for just those 14 items that are a few pieces of weapons and armer, definitely not.

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Re: Does anyone have the special item pack for AHC?

2021-02-25 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Does anyone have the special item pack for AHC?

I was able to beat the game and all side quests without having access to these items, so it isn't a necessary thing. Now if one of the items was an extra set of abilities and skills for all characters, or a whole new rea of the game to explore, or even more important nfc that you could fight or ally with, then I can see it being more enoucraging to back it.

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Re: Question about sequence storm.

2021-02-20 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Question about sequence storm.

All you had to do is open the game and go through the track list in arcade or part of mission mode to answer your question.

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Re: Microsoft Starts New Accessibility Program

2021-02-18 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Microsoft Starts New Accessibility Program

what we need to do is spread this news to big YouTube gamers. They are the ones who have a huge influence, whether you realize it or not. Even better, we need a member of the blind community to become good friends with a huge gamer so that the gamer really has a reason to push, so that their friend can play. Big goals, yeah. But that 's what we need.

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Re: fatal error when running The great toy robbery

2021-02-18 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: fatal error when running The great toy robbery

there is no update for ao2 though... so what do you mean? Would I have to update it myself?

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Re: fatal error when running The great toy robbery

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Re: fatal error when running The great toy robbery

how do we fix that stupid issue in our code so that users don't think their game is broken?

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Re: Microsoft Starts New Accessibility Program

2021-02-17 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Microsoft Starts New Accessibility Program

Microsoft is kicking ass with accessibility. That company is trying harder than any other. First seeing ai, then a huge narrator update, and now xbox games.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

why 10k minimum? He's a solo developer, not a 1000 person company. And there are only 5 slots on the ASC controller, so y'all better get your ass in line if you want one!

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Re: Manamon 2: Magnus Archive Edition

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Manamon 2: Magnus Archive Edition

It was mentioned in post 2, but will you be recording this? I haven't heard you play manamon before, and I think that would be fun to listen to. If you have recorded any previous playthroughs, please send a link so I can have a listen.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

at least you both agree on something, that's a start. Maybe I said that lie on purpose to make y'all agree... I'm not as dumb asok yes I am. But I am smart too.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

great. We have resorted to personal attacks and character assassination to solve our problems. Ok children, don't make the big scary guys come in here and give you punishments.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

it is an arcade style controller that he will personally build from scratch. He also told me he would make it to support more than just Sequence Storm.

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

Damn. We're gonna miss this dumbass causing trouble. Everyone take 5 to say your good byes.Ok time's up! See you in hell!

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

Damn. WWe're gonna miss this dumbass causing trouble. Everyone take 5 to say your good byes.Ok time's up! See you in hell!

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

@3 and what contributions and projects have you made for this and other communities? Show us what you have and then we'll talk.To answer you politely, I did think 100 then 500 was a huge amount, but really in less than 1 month of employment you can gain that right back. So it might look like a lot, but it isn't if you are employed.Currently I don't have any source of income, but I have enough to cover my ass for awhile.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

@3 and what contributions and projects have you made for this and other communities? Show us what you have and then we'll talk.To answer you politely, I did think 100 then 500 was a huge amount, but really in less than 1 month of employment you can gain that right back. So it might look like a lot, but it isn't if you are employed. I'm not, but I have enough t ocover my ass for awhile.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

@3 and what contributions and projects have you made for this and other communities? Show us what you have and then we'll talk. To to answer you politely, i did think 100 then 500 was a huge amount, but really in less than 1 month of employment you can gain that right back. So it might look like a lot, but it isn't if you think about the fact that you will get it back in a month if you are employed.

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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Re: Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

@3 and what contributions and projects have you made for this and other communities? Show us what you have and then we'll talk.

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

Hey everyone, Daniel Lemon is planning a lot of improvements, features, and new material for Sequence Storm this year and you can earn some very awesome rewards for backing the campaign! There is even a t-shirt, so take a look at everything that is in store and help it reach its goal. And before you ask, no I am not offering to buy this for anyone, so do not ask me. Now is your chance to support him yourself and get more reward out of it; so do it if you can!Btw, the accessibility features will be available for everyone, they are not pack exclusives.https://igg.me/at/sequence-storm-olokun-dive

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

Hey everyone, Daniel Lemon is planning a lot of improvements, features, and new material for Sequence Storm this year and you can earn some very awesome rewards for backing the campaign! There is even a t-shirt, so take a look at everything that is in store and help it reach its goal. And before you ask, no I am not offering to buy this for anyone, so do not ask me. Now is your chance to support him yourself and get more reward out of it; so do it if you can!https://igg.me/at/sequence-storm-olokun-dive

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

2021-02-14 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

Hey everyone, Daniel Lemon is planning a lot of improvements, features, and new material for Sequence Storm this year and you can earn some very awesome rewards for backing the campaign! There is even a t-shirt, so took a look at everything that is in store and help it reach its goal. And before you ask, no I am not offering to buy this for anyone, so do not ask. Now is your chance to support him yourself and get more reward out of it; so do it if you can!https://igg.me/at/sequence-storm-olokun-dive

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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Olokun Dive Expansion Pack for Sequence Storm backing campaign!

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delivery matters dude. Your points can become invalid if not delivered correctly or if a side point gains more attention than the main point, which is the case here. You shot yourself in the foot. Better to admit you need to improve your delivery skills and try again next time to prove this rather than trying to stand your ground right now and look even more like a fool.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

delivery matters dude. Your points can become invalid if not delivered correctly or if a side point matters more than the main point, which is the case here. You shot yourself on the foot. Better to admit you need to improve your delivery skills and try again next time to prove this better rather than trying to stand your ground right now and look even more like a fool.

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y'all are all a bunch of cunts who have nothing better than arguing all day. There I just used the word cunt. Whether I get a warning or not will determine who is right in this argument. if I only get a caution, both sides are wrong. Is that a good way to settle this petty thread? Lol.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I'm sure my dad would be fine with me moving my stuff over. All I have to do is say that I need to practice banking skills. But I haven't debated on whether I want the 1 now so I can build credit, or if I want to wait a little longer to be able to apply for ssi. That's exactly why my dad won't put it in, because he wants me to get ssi. I told him that's a stupid idea. But I'm starting to think maybe not after all. He will return the 1 at some point, he maybe it is smart for him to hold onto it so I can obtain ssi.

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@96 fair enough, but I will disagree with one thing. There is always mail on the kitchen table, and I can't just sort that and organize it  so I can have a place to eat without mail being in my way. Besides if I did try to organize it, my dad would say that it wasn't organized in a way he likes it. Yes, my dad attempts to sort his mail at the fucking kitchen table. And it doesn't work. Why? Because we're trying to put things on the table that, oh I don't know, belong on the table, and so I have to move things out of the way, and then he tries to sort it again plus adds more onto it, and this continues. Sometimes there is even mail in the chairs too. It's one thing to have a mail problem. But it's another to have a mail problem in the fucking kitchen! It doesn't matter if there is only 2 of us, the kitchen isn't for your god damn mail!

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@96 fair enough, but I will disagree with one thing. There is always mail on the kitchen table, and I can't just sort that and organize it  so I can have a place to eat without mail being in my way. Besides if I did try to organize it, my dad would say that it wwasn't organized in a way he likes it. Yes, my dad attempts to sort his mail at the fucking kitchen table. And it doesn't work. Why? Because we're trying to put things on the table that, oh I don't know, belong on the table, and so I have to move things out of the way, and then he tries to sort it again plus adds more onto it, and this continues. Sometimes there is even mail in the chairs too. It's one thing to have a mail problem. But it's another to have a mail problem in the fucking kitchen! It doesn't matter if there is only 2 of us, the kitchen isn't for your god damn mail!

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@96 fair enough, but I will disagree with one thing. There is always mail on the kitchen table, and I can't just sort that and organize it  so I can have a place to eat without mail being in my way. Besides if I did try to organize it, my dad would say that it wanted organized in a way he likes it. Yes, my dad attempts to sort his mail at the fucking kitchen table. And it doesn't work. Why? Because we're trying to put things on the table that, oh I don't know, belong on the table, and so I have to move things out of the way, and then he tries to sort it again plus adds more onto it, and this continues. Sometimes there is even mail in the chairs too. It's one thing to have a mail problem. But it's another to have a mail problem in the fucking kitchen!

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. And let's not forget about the motherfucking virus that is slowing everything down like an enzyme with mental retardation. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.He asks me all the time if I am ok. I just say yeah, every time. I just don't think he is the right person to help me. Based on his logical skills that I see, and the behavior I do observe, I don't feel that he could help me much.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.He asks me all the time if I am ok. I just say yeah, every time. I just don't think he is the right person to help me. Based on his logical skills that I see, and the behavior I do observe, I don't feel that he could help me much.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.

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because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.

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also @79 suicide would be a very selfish act. I have lots of things that I could be doing, and I have opportunities that some or most blind people don't. But you have to remember that my personality disorder plays a huge role in my issues. And the answer to fixing the disorder, is by being productive and getting an adult life. So with all this problems making it hard to progress or even start becoming an adult, and my disorder crushing me because of it, that puts together the recipe for suicide. It's selfish, and I try not to be a selfish person. But it's too much for me.

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I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back, which has since stopped.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for. So maybe I can finally start getting somewhere, at least for getting out of the house and building volunteer experience for a resume.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when I do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't rely on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does, even though he always says, I want you to know everything that is going on. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was thinking of giving my older brother the new house, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad and younger brother just say don't worry about it. If I ask my older brother, he will just ask for money. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad 

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I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back, which has since stopped.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for. So maybe I can finally start getting somewhere, at least for getting out of the house and building volunteer experience for a resume.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when I do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't rely on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does, even though he always says, I want you to know everything that is going on. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was thinking of giving my older brother the new house, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad and younger brother just say don't worry about it. If I ask my older brother, he will just ask for money. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad 

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I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when i do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't reply on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was contacted my older brother about giving the house ot him, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad just says don't worry about it. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad about things. I am.My dad has said for well over 2 years that he won't help my older brother anymore, but he keeps enabling him. He still contacts him, does things for him, lends him money, hints where the 1000 he owes me comes from. Oh btw he didn't tell me about that either. I only found out 

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I think I over exaggerated that. He is still home a lot, but on the days he does leave, it is pretty much for the rest of the day. Sometimes he leaves at 8, sometimes at 11, sometimes at 2, it's random each day. Sometimes he doesn't leave at all. So I over exaggerated that. I could technically be buying my own groceries and popping them into the microwave or learning how to use the smaller oven. So yes some of this is my fault. But being independent in this house feels wrong to me. I think because I would then be taking care of the house instead of my dad. Also I am uncomfortable being independent here because my dad is the type of person to give praise over the smallest things. He tells me, I brag about you all the time to other people. For what? I don't do jack shit, there is nothing to brag about. I actually asked and said that to him. I don't remember what his response was, but it doesn't matter because you can't change his mind about anything. My dad has several problems with logical thinking, that just puts the icing on the cake.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I think I over exaggerated that. He is still home a lot, but on the days he does leave, it is pretty much for the rest of the day. Sometimes he leaves at 8, sometimes at 11, sometimes at 2, it's random each day. Sometimes he doesn't leave at all. So I over exaggerated that. I could technically be buying my own groceries and popping them into the microwave or learning how to use the smaller oven. So yes some of this is my fault. But being independent in this house feels wrong to me. Ithink because I would then be taking care of the house instead of my dad.

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No I'm not in debt, actually he owes me 1 dollars, but that's a whole other topic. I have emotionally detached myself from him enough to where him missing me if I killed myself, doesn't hold me back. But I do want to pay him back by spending more time with him. But the reason I don't do that, is exactly the reason that I am still here. Because I don't have the skills yet to move and be stable. I would like to be able to live in my own place and meet up with him like once or twice a week. He is already gone a lot of the time, but it doesn't feel the same way when I spend time with him now, as it would in the above scenario. I could consider asking if I can live in this house alone and he can live in the other house so that I can practice independence, but this house is where all of his disorganized shit is. Not to mention it is super old, and every time I walk into my room, my mindset goes from positive to negative immediately. I call it an atmosphere. When you walk into a place that instantly changes your mindset.The problem with living in this house vs an apartment is that I already know the people here, and none of them are social, and they are super old. In an apartment complex, you have a wider age range, and more people may visit the areas aronudn you.So should I ask about living independently in this house? It's worth a try, and probably the best course of action for me. I don't have to pay rent, I won't have to deal with my dad complaining or guilt tripping about I don't love him because I asked to be independent, and I already know this area a little bit.I don't want to move to the other house, because my dad is still "managing it" whatever that means, and I've heard stories about that house that make me question the sanitary conditions. So I'd rather stay here where things are so old and fucked up, they are broken. Well on second thought, if that house gets better... nah I still think I prefer here.This probably won't happen because this house still has all of his stuff. But for the amount of time he is spending over there, he might as well just live there.

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No I'm not in debt, actually he owes me 1 dollars, but that's a whole other topic. But I do want to pay him back by spending more time with him. But the reason I don't do that, is exactly the reason that I am still here. Because I don't have the skills yet to move and be stable. I would like to be able to live in my own place and meet up with him like once or twice a week. He is already gone a lot of the time, but it doesn't feel the same way when I spend time with him now, as it would in the above scenario. I could consider asking if I can live in this house alone and he can live in the other house so that I can practice independence, but this house is where all of his disorganized shit is. Not to mention it is super old, and every time I walk into my room, my mindset goes from positive to negative immediately. I call it an atmosphere. When you walk into a place that instantly changes your mindset.The problem with living in this house vs an apartment is that I already know the people here, and none of them are social, and they are super old. In an apartment complex, you have a wider age range, and more people may visit the areas aronudn you.So should I ask about living independently in this house? It's worth a try, and probably the best course of action for me. I don't have to pay rent, I won't have to deal with my dad complaining or guilt tripping about I don't love him because I asked to be independent, and I already know this area a little bit.I don't want to move to the other house, because my dad is still "managing it" whatever that means, and I've heard stories about that house that make me question the sanitary conditions. So I'd rather stay here where things are so old and fucked up, they are broken. Well on second thought, if that house gets better... nah I still think I prefer here.This probably won't happen because this house still has all of his stuff. But for the amount of time he is spending over there, he might as well just live there.

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No I'm not in debt, actually he owes me 1 dollars, but that's a whole other topic. But I do want to pay him back by spending more time with him. But the reason I don't do that, is exactly the reason that I am still here. Because I don't have the skills yet to move and be stable. I would like to be able to live i my own place and meet up with him like once or twice a week. He is already gone a lot of the time, but it doesn't feel the same way when I spend time with him now, as it would i the abvoe scenario. I could cosider asking if I can live in this house alone and he can live in the other house so that I can practice independence, but this house is where all of his disorgaized shit is. Not to mention it is super old, and every time I walk into my room, my mindset goes from positive to negative imeediately. I call it an atmosphere. When you walk into a place that istantly changes your mindset.The problem with living in this house vs an apartment is that I already know the people here, and none of them are social, and they are super old. In an apartment complex, you have a wider age range, and more people may visit the areas aroudn you.So should I ask about living idependently in this house? It's worth a try, and probably the best course of action for me. I don't have to pay rent, I won't have to deal with my dad thinking I don't love him because I asked to be independent, and I already know this area a little bit.I don't want to move to the other house, because my dad is still "managing it" whatever that means, and I've heard stories about that house that make me question the sanitary conditions. So I'd rather stay here where things are so old and fucked up, they are broken.

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ok here is the honest truth, all layed out. My dad is great. He loves me a lot. And he wants to help me. But he doesn't know how to help me, and he doesn't even know how to help himself. Not only can he not manage 1 house, but he just bought another one. Originally I wanted to just go to community college in my city and not worry about employment. Not a bad decision. I would be doing something wise with my time. Yes mental health would still suck, but I wouldn't have to worry about anything. And I could ask my state counselor for living skills. But with the pandemic and other things, I ditched this plan.I had decided I had had enough with my dad not knowing how to help, and not being able to help because he can't take care of his own shit.Yes dad you can feed me at any time and take me to a place at any time. That's great, I appreciate that. But when you aren't here which is often, I don't have anything to eat, or if we do, I can't make it.Another problem with him though, is he is hypocritical and double standard as fuck. Like we're talking, one day he says something, then the next he says something completely different. If I try to be independent, I never know if he will support it or guilt trip me by saying I stay at home and do nothing and I don't spend time with him. Problem is, he is gone most of the time, so I kind of can't spend time. And if I ask to spend time, which isn't often because I suck at that, he delays it and by that day it doesn't happen. Sometimes he says it isn't my fault that I can't spend time with hi, and other times he scolds me for it, or at least it feels that way.But the thing that bothers me the absolute most is when he constantly says, I do things because I love you. That statement in itself isn't bad. it's true. He loves me a lot. But because of me not being able to drive or not knowing how to cook, I don't have an option but for him to do it for me. Unless I take ride share or go out to eat somewhere. Without going on a side tangent, I am able to without problem, but he will try to say that I don't trust him if I don't tell him where I went.Back to the I do things because I love you thing. It makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. It's one thing to love your kid and be there for them. But it's another to provide for a blind kid who has no hope and no desire and no direction, and pass that off as love every 3 tasks or so. He doesn't knwo the difference between love and support is. The really confusing thing is, he knows what support is, but he still tries to pass it off as love. And I'm forced to say I love you back, like 30 times a day.I'm fortunate to have a dad that will do things for me if I need it, but I'm fucked not having a dad that actually helps me. Doing things for me, isn't help. Again he doesn't know what help is.So after ditching my good and safe plan, I decided to byte off more than I can chew, and that's where I'm at. Moving half way across the country, trying to arrive with employment already in place. I realize this is pretty extreme. But it's better than sitting at home wanting to kill myself. FInding employment is already extrmeley hard, but finding one before you move to that location, and getting accepted under these condtions, is even harder. On top of that, we are in a pandemic. So let's add that. There is so much shit to this, and no. I am probably not ready to handle all of itt as you can already tell from my hopelessness. But hey I can try right? Yes I'm an idiot. You don't have to say it. I'm a huge idiot for trying to do something like this. But whatever.I love my dad a lot, but I can't live with him, and it's either sink or swim. If I do end up moving, I am going to needsupport for living and financial skills.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I'm talking with my state counselor about my resume and what I can do to improve it fo employment. I'm still here, so I'm doing soething. But it is such a slow process that I don't think it will ever go anywhere. I ask what I can do to speed it up, and they said nothing. But finally, the counselor that works with resumes and stuff contacted me today. So who knows. Maybe I'll get somewhere in a month. I'm at the point that I'm still goinng, but I'm having lots and lots of just end it all thoughts. And I have so many oppotunities to kill myself, but I haven't done it yet. I'm trying to detach my emotion from every single person and thing that is holding me back, but it isn't an easy task.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I use to think that we could make a difference and change people's judgement, but I have learned we can't. And I lost all my hope from that point onward, and I don't have what it takes to deal with adult shit. Oh great, me using the word and too much. Basically, I have become mentally crippled and I am not strong enough to get up. So I just surrender. It's whatever. Life is just going to torture me anyway, so I might as well take its opportunity away. Comes at the cost of my life, but I'm ok with that. I can't respect myself because I'm blind, and I can't advocate for the blind because very few people give a shit. Plus that would be like strengthening my own enemy in a way, supporting blindness when I hate being blind. So screw it. I'd rather die happy knowing I made this choice than chase down extremely unequal opportunities just to get lucky, or just to end up looking worse for wear than when I started and I have less to be happy about.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I use to think that we could make a difference and change people's judgement, but I have learned we can't. And I lost all my hope from that point onward, and I don't have what it takes to deal with adult shit. Oh great, me using the word and too much. Basically, I have become mentally crippled and I am not strong enough to get up. So I just surrender. It's whatever. Life is just going to torture me anyway, so I might as well take its opportunity away. Comes at the cost of my life, but I'm ok with that. I can't respect myself because I'm blind, and I can't avocate for the blind because very few people give a shit. So screw it. I'd rather die happy knowing I made this choice than chase down extremely unequal opportunities just to get lucky, or just to end up looking worse for wear than when I started and I have less to be happy about.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I use to think that we could make a difference and change people's judgement, but I have learned we can't. And I lost all my hope from that point onward, and I don't have what it takes to deal with adult shit. Oh great, me using the word and too much. Basically, I have become mentally crippled and I am not strong enough to get up. So I just surrender. It's whatever. Life is just going to torture me anyway, so I might as well take its opportunity away. Comes with the cost of my life, but I'm ok with that.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I use to think that we could make a difference and change people's judgement, but I have learned we can't. And I lost all my hope from that point onward, and I don't have what it takes to deal with adult shit. Oh great, me using the word and too much. Bascially, I have become mentally cripled and I am not strong enough to get up. So I just surrender. It's whatever. Life is just going to torture me anyway, so I might as well take its opportunity away.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

we're all just fucked so nothing matters. Everyone here is right and wrong at the same time because again we're fucked.

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

I'm trying not to think about the days when I had sight and the things that I could be doing instead of on here. Because those thoughts may trigger a full on suicidal breakdown right now. But it's ok. I will briefly talk about it.I was addicted to video games, as many young kids are. And I couldn't play them to their full potential, but I could still play them. I was only 6 and 7 at the time. So in the age of mario, sonic, smash brothers, before all the fighting games and pg 13.It's no secret that I have no life. I've said it many times on here. But what makes me even more of a no life, is that I can't get over the fact that I can't play video games anymore. There are thousands of things I could be doing instead, and hundreds of interests I could be experimenting with to develop. But instead, my dumbass brain is stuck on this the most.I've tried not to think about it, but I can't. There is nothing wrong with loving video games. But it is petty to hate yourself and this world because you can't play them anymore. Of course there is much more to it than that. Employment being shit, social life being shit, which for me is huge because I am an extrovert. But this petty behavior is a big reason. It's so stupid, but it is a real thing for me.And ironically, this is probably why I hate myself the most, is because I have this petty attitude about this one thing. It is stopping me from developing new interests and getting out to try new things, and even have the chance to meet people. Of course you have to pair the petty attitude with me being hopeless, that anyone would give a shit to hang out with someone who is blind. I'm a boring person, so that is partially my fault.Jesus Christ you can feel my self hatred in this post. But it's fine. I don't really care about showing my rapidly decreasing mental health. But this is getting off topic now.

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

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I'm trying not to think about the days when I had sight and the things that I could be doing instead of on here. Because those thoughts may trigger a full on suicidal breakdown right now. But it's ok. I will briefly talk about it.I was addicted to video games, as many young kids are. And I couldn't play them to their full potential, but I could still play them. I was only 6 and 7 at the time. So in the age of mario, sonic, smash brothers, before all the fighting games and pg 13.It's no secret that I have no life. I've said it many times on here. But what makes me even more of a no life, is that I can't get over the fact that I can't play video games anymore. There are thousands of things I could be doing instead, and hundreds of interests I could be experimenting with to develop. But instead, my dumbass brain is stuck on this the most.I've tried not to think about it, but I can't. There is nothing wrong with loving video games. But it is petty to hate yourself and this world because you can't play them anymore. Of course there is much more to it than that. Employment being shit, social life being shit, which for me is huge because I am an extrovert. But this petty behavior is a big reason. It's so stupid, but it is a real thing for me.And ironically, this is probably why I hate myself the most, is because I have this petty attitude about this one thing. It is stopping me from developing new interests and getting out to try new things, and even have the chance to meet people. Of course you have to pair the petty attitude with me being hopeless, that anyone would give a shit to hang out with someone who is blind. I'm a boring person, so that is partially my fault.Jesus Christ you can see my self hatred in this post. But it's fine. I don't really care about showing my rapidly decreasing mental health. But this is getting off topic now.

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

I'm trying not to think about the days when I had sight and the things that I could be doing instead of on here. Because those thoughts may trigger a full on suicidal breakdown right now. But it's ok. I will briefly talk about it.I was addicted to video games, as many young kids are. And I couldn't play them to their full potential, but I could still play them. I was only 6 and 7 at the time. So in the age of mario, sonic, smash brothers, before all the fighting games and pg 13.It's no secret that I have no life. I've said it many times on here. But what makes me even more of a no life, is that I can't get over the fact that I can't play video games anymore. There are thousands of things I could be doing instead, and hundreds of interests I could be experimenting with to develop. But instead, my dumbass brain is stuck on this the most.I've tried not to think about it, but I can't. There is nothing wrong with loving video games. But it is petty to hate yourself and this world because you can't play them anymore. Of course there is much more to it than that. Employment being shit, social life being shit, which for me is huge because I am an extrovert. But this petty behavior is a big reason. It's so stupid, but it is a real thing for me.And ironically, this is probably why I hate myself the most, is because I have this petty attitude about this one thing. It is stopping me from developing new interests and getting out to try new things, and even have the chance to meet people. Of course you have to pair the petty attitude with me being hopeless, that anyone would give a shit to hang out with someone who is blind. I'm a boring person, so that is partially my fault.

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

I'm trying not to think about the days when I had sight and the things that I could be doing instead of on here. Because those thoughts may trigger a full on suicidal breakdown right now. But it's ok. I will briefly talk about it.I was addicted to video games, as many young kids are. And I couldn't play them to their full potential, but I could still play them. I was only 6 and 7 at the time. So in the age of mario, sonic, smash brothers, before all the fighting games and pg 13.It's no secret that I have no life. I've said it many times on here. But what makes me even more of a no life, is that I can't get over the fact that I can't play video games anymore. There are thousands of things I could be doing instead, and hundreds of interests I could be experimenting with to develop. But instead, my dumbass brain is stuck on this the most.I've tried not to think about it, but I can't. There is nothing wrong with loving video games. But it is petty to hate yourself and this world because you can't play them anymore. Of course there is much more to it than that. Employment being shit, social life being shit, which for me is huge because I am an extrovert. But this petty behavior is a big reason. It's so stupid, but it is a real thing for me.

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I don't think your post is going to do anything. Especially on here. I hope you have other outlets to post on besides this.

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I don't think your post is going to do anything. Especially on here. I hope you have other outlets to post on besides this.I'm trying not to think about the days when I had sight right now and the things that I could be doing instead of on here. Because those thoughts may trigger a full on suicidal breakdown right now.

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Re: We need to have a talk about your behavior in mainstream communities

I don't think your post is going to do anything. Especially on here. I hope you have other outlets to post on besides this.

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

roses are red; violets are blue,you pissed me off; so this topic should be closed.

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

2021-02-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

can we just ban this guy and be done with it?#banthekid

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

2021-02-09 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

bored

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Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

2021-02-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

My original post said go to hell, but I checked their forum rank after words and saw they are shades of newbie. So I don't think that is appropriate. And they probably won't even get a caution.@84 in future, don't revive topics older than the third page of the discussion room. Also there is a purchase games topic at the very top of the first page in the general games roomhttps://forum.audiogames.net/topic/3143 … est-topic/Edit well damn. After seeing 87, the now real 87, maybe I take that back? Nah, I'm still going to stick with this message. Whatever.#freethekids

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Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

2021-02-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

My original post said go to hell, but I checked their forum rank after words and saw they are shades of newbie. So I don't think that is appropriate. And they probably won't even get a caution.@84 in future, don't revive topics older than the third page of the discussion room. Also there is a purchase games topic at the very top of the first page in the general games roomhttps://forum.audiogames.net/topic/3143 … est-topic/

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Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

2021-02-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: can someone buy manamon for me?

@84 go to hell

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

2021-02-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

@GrannyCheeseWheel reply to me.There. That's a better bumping method. Just saying bump gets boring after the first 2 times.This topic will turn into the how many ways can we be creative wit hbumping topic?And now Nocternous comes in here and writes a message about bumps bumping each other in a bumpy space creates more bumpy bumps and it's called braille.Yeah I'm horrible at these. That's why we call him in here to do his thing lol.

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

2021-02-03 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

then we ban stupid people. Simple.

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

2021-01-31 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

IronCross33 wrote"Unban my ass plez" Lol anyone remember that? Well actually he said plz, but plez sounds more appropriate. Also, bump!

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Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

2021-01-30 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Pokemon Go should be banned.

Bump

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Re: Roadsplat 3d Public Alpha of the Beta of the testing version, enjoy

2021-01-29 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Roadsplat 3d Public Alpha of the Beta of the testing version, enjoy

the down arrow seems to slow your speed, but I'm unsure of what up arrow does. And by not crossing the same curb, does that mean you are turning 90 degrees each time or what? I'm confused by that.Also when you die, your x position changes rapidly, not sure if that's a bug or if that is suppose to show you an overview of the landscape.

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Re: Roadsplat 3d Public Alpha of the Beta of the testing version, enjoy

2021-01-29 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Roadsplat 3d Public Alpha of the Beta of the testing version, enjoy

the down arrow seems to slow your speed, but I'm unsure of what up arrow does. And by not crossing the same curb, does that mean you are turning 90 degrees each time or what? I'm confused by that.

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Re: Please help me

2021-01-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Please help me

I want everyone here to shut up. Lol jk. If I wanted people to shut up, I just wouldn't check the forum, or at least this topic.

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Re: Super Mario 64 Blindfolded Speedrun

2021-01-15 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Super Mario 64 Blindfolded Speedrun

thumbs up @10. It's interesting, but it's not mindblowing. Only sighted people could do this

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Re: Super Mario 64 Blindfolded Speedrun

2021-01-15 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Super Mario 64 Blindfolded Speedrun

thubs up @10. It's interesting, but it's not mindblowing. Only sighted people could do this

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 6

2021-01-11 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 6

Hi everyone. Version 6 is out now. One quick note, I fixed the spelling of "typing echo" in the settings file, so please change the spelling from "eco" to "echo" so your program doesn't crash. Keybase link updated in post 1. Changes below.version 6:Released Tuesday, January 12, 2021.dev changeschanged from python 3.8.5 to python 3.9.1most modules are now using the custom engine under development.readmeAdded a link to version 4 of the announcer tool in case the user's system is 32 bit.Added a link to an announcer demo video from Daniel Lemon's YouTube channel.Added a link to a video tutorial of this program from Evangelosz Nagy's YouTube channel.startup and creationFixed error: the "announcer.json" file is saved immediately after creating a new announcer.Fixed error: if "local Announcers" folder exists but is empty, it now responds correctly.Reordered and improved directory detail messages on startup and folder creation.Pressing escape in the browse menu when looking for an announcer will quit the program.settings.jsonFixed misspelling of "typing echo" option. Please update your current settings.json file with the correct spelling from "eco" to "echo".Quicknav notify empty result is now set to true by default. Your current setting will not be modified.Switched values for space will pas out of quicknav manually or automatically. Your current setting will be modified.announcer data menuBackspace key changed to delete.You can now press delete on the 3 standard properties before the list of clips to clear their values.You must have a value for the name property and the volume above 0.0 to save your file.announcement and clip submenusThe text property is listed before the sound file.You can press delete on the 3 clip properties to clear their values.Pressing escape in the browse menu while looking for a sound file will no longer remove your previous value. You must press delete in the announcement menu to clear it.All 3 clip properties must have a value before returning to the data menu.You must have at least 1 applied event before returning to the clip properties.You can press control z in the events list to restore the applied events from when you first entered the menu.You can press control z in the browse menu to unhide the last selected file. This is in beta. The file will not show up until the next time you enter that folder again. If the folder containing the now unhidden file is hidden, the file will still be locked. The hidden files list also does not currently save after unhiding the last file.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 6

2021-01-11 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 6

Hi everyone. Version 6 is out now. Link updated in post 1. Changes below.version 6:Released Tuesday, January 12, 2021.dev changeschanged from python 3.8.5 to python 3.9.1most modules are now using the custom engine under development.readmeAdded a link to version 4 of the announcer tool in case the user's system is 32 bit.Added a link to an announcer demo video from Daniel Lemon's YouTube channel.Added a link to a video tutorial of this program from Evangelosz Nagy's YouTube channel.startup and creationFixed error: the "announcer.json" file is saved immediately after creating a new announcer.Fixed error: if "local Announcers" folder exists but is empty, it now responds correctly.Reordered and improved directory detail messages on startup and folder creation.Pressing escape in the browse menu when looking for an announcer will quit the program.settings.jsonFixed misspelling of "typing echo" option. Please update your current settings.json file with the correct spelling from "eco" to "echo".Quicknav notify empty result is now set to true by default. Your current setting will not be modified.Switched values for space will pas out of quicknav manually or automatically. Your current setting will be modified.announcer data menuBackspace key changed to delete.You can now press delete on the 3 standard properties before the list of clips to clear their values.You must have a value for the name property and the volume above 0.0 to save your file.announcement and clip submenusThe text property is listed before the sound file.You can press delete on the 3 clip properties to clear their values.Pressing escape in the browse menu while looking for a sound file will no longer remove your previous value. You must press delete in the announcement menu to clear it.All 3 clip properties must have a value before returning to the data menu.You must have at least 1 applied event before returning to the clip properties.You can press control z in the events list to restore the applied events from when you first entered the menu.You can press control z in the browse menu to unhide the last selected file. This is in beta. The file will not show up until the next time you enter that folder again. If the folder containing the now unhidden file is hidden, the file will still be locked. The hidden files list also does not currently save after unhiding the last file.

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Re: sequence storm not working

2021-01-09 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: sequence storm not working

You can ask on herehttps://discord.gg/2bQWEWA

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Re: tips on steering in sequence storm

2021-01-07 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: tips on steering in sequence storm

yes, that' s correct. You will also want to change your steering sensitivity to about 3 in settings>keyboard buttons. The way I do it is usually by the beeps. Since the creation of this topic, the process has slightly changed. The way I do it is, if you have 1 or 2 beeps, steer in the same direction you first heard the barrier come from. If you hear 4 or 5 beeps, steer in the opposite direction. Remember, when you first heard the barrier, not the current direction when the beeps go off. And if it is 3 beeps, well you have to get lucky and guess, from my experience anyway. Also, there are some barriers that you must steer in a certain direction. I always steer to the left, but i know a few barriers where I had to steer right to get it to work. i hope all of these tips help you, they have helped me.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

I don't have any control over that. Rerecord them or something.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

my friend has recorded the audio tutorial for the tool, here is the link. I'll be putting this in the next version's readme.https://youtu.be/JEato86LxWk

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Re: Bk2 and 3.how exactly the spirit sword, works?

2021-01-06 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Bk2 and 3.how exactly the spirit sword, works?

@11 spoiler up aheadYou need to turn the dial to a specific number, I think 3, 5, or 7. I may be remembering that wrong. Then at the end of that stage, blow up the wall under you. It is hidden near the last key.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

Yeah I noticed lol. I fixed it. Also my friend is going to do a quick audio tutorial and post it to YouTube. I'll upload that link here and put it in the readme, along with another link in the readme of Daniel Lemon using an announcer in a video.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

Yeah I noticed lol. I fixed it.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

Yeah I noticed. I have to do it this way for it to work.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

yeah I noticed. Let's see if this fixes it.

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Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

2021-01-05 Thread AudioGames . net ForumGeneral Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sequence Storm Announcer Tool Version 5

Hello everyone. You see the title change, so of course that means version 5 is now released. The link is in post 1. Here is the change log:version 5:Released Tuesday, January 5, 2021.From this version onwards, the program is only 64 bit compatible.Added a shortcut file to the steam Sequence Storm dlc folder.Fixed an error when selecting a sound file for a local announcer.The program Creates a "Local Announcers" folder if the dlc folder is not found.Local announcers now have the same functionality normal announcers do, such as browsing local announcers, creating new announcers in the same pack, and editing existing data.The so called, untitled announcer, now acts as a normal dlc announcer. Before version 5, it would automatically name your first dlc announcer "untitled announcer".Upon startup, the program will tell the user if the "local Announcers" folder is being created, or if they are browsing the "Local Announcers" folder.Save file keystroke changed from tab to alt s.Options panel keystroke changed from dash to alt o.left and right arrows in all menus changed to home and end.Added alt f keystroke in announcer data menu to switch announcers without having to exit the program.Put the change log in a separate file, and put the versions in descending order like a normal change log.Quicknav now checks that no modifiers are being held down for letters and numbers.Dev change: updated the string trim function to the latest version, hopefully this doesn't cause out of bounds errors.Space will not automatically pass through quicknav by default.Changed hide files and folders to false by default.Rewrote the readme to be much cleaner, much more organized, and in html format.

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