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                                    GOING INTO BATTLE WITH
 FEAR

      This Saturday will find me standing in the hot Florida
 sun in front of the Starke/Raiford
      prison complex.  Florida State Prison and New River
 "Correctional" Institution will be
      under my watchful gaze as I visualize peace.  Why?

          Because I know much of the truth, enough to know it
 would be shameful for
          me, as an American dedicated to justice, as a human
 being dedicated to the
          spirit, as a grandmother whose babies could be
 sucked into the horrible
          existence of a prisoner or his keeper, to
 comfortably sit in my home with a
          clear conscience.

          I go to the prison because non-violent men like Mr.
 Gary Brooks Waid, who wqs
          traded by the Feds like a slave on an auction
 block, now has to live in
          Florida's miserable, disgusting excuse for a
 "Correctional" system.

          I go for all the inmates who have experienced
 things I never even want to
          witness, and I go for the guards, many of them
 children, who have in their
          hands the responsibility of keeping the nation's
 prisoners.  I weep for the
          damage we do to them all.

          I'll be there because it is the first anniversary
 of the Murder by Errant Guards
          of Mr. Frank Valdes (July 17th, 1999).  One of the
 guards, Montez Lucas goes
          to trial in August for beating Frank Valdes the day
 before his actual murder
          (July 16th).  I want the memory of the horror of
 Mr. Valdes' autopsy report
          to remain in the mind of the public as the alleged
 murderers in uniform stand
          for their judgment.  I'm going there to remind the
 families that it could happen to
          their loved ones if change isn't imminent, and to
 urge the public to get
          involved before this mess spreads out to touch
 someone they care about.

          Because his death began my vigils, and his death is
 the reason for the MAKE
          THE WALLS TRANSPARENT project
 (http://www.zyworld.com/kay~lee/garywaid.htm).
          His death has become an intricale part of my
 personal Journey for Justice.
          If Mr. Valdes' death results in the emergence of
 the truth, then his life was
          not in vain.

          I'll be there because it's the right thing to do...


                               TWO MILLION FAMILIES, TOO
 LITTLE RESISTANCE

 As July 15th, the day for the nationwide PRUP Prison Vigils
 (http://www.geocities.com/lwop1981/prup.htm)
 draws nigh, I am sensing the age old desire to retreat from
 the struggle in fear.  Many of those who know
 there is a reason to be in front of a prison are getting
 weak knees.  Believe me, I know enough about the system to
 understand the emotion.  I feel it too, but the difference
 is that I've learned to control it
 so that it does not immobilize me.

 You cannot win a war for justice if you go into battle for
 truth waving the flag of surrender. If you
 retreat the minute the enemy turns it's ugly head in your
 direction, it is almost worse than if you
 had never stood at all.  It gives those who minister to the
 lies a sense of security that is dangerous
 to those you care about.

 Every false start will only make the real start harder.  The
 boy who cried wolf wasn't believed when
 it was the real thing.  The suicide who threatens to take
 his life isn't believed until he is dead.  The
 guards, the prison officials, the DOC or BOP, none of them
 are going to believe the real battle has
 begun when we've threatened to do battle for our inmates,
 have every reason to do battle for their
 human rights, but back off when the front line reaches
 them.  Then when the abuse has gone too
 far and we HAVE to make the stand, our struggle will be much
 harder.

  The attitude of fear pervading this prison situation
 reminds me of Winston Churchill's statement:

          "If you will not fight for right when you can
 easily win without bloodshed;
          If you will not fight when your victory will be
 sure and not too costly;
          You may come to the moment when you will have to
 fight with all the odds
          against you and only a precarious chance of
 survival.
          There may be even a worse fate:
          You may have to fight when there is no hope of
 victory because it is better to
          perish than to live as slaves."

          As one of the inmates, Stuart Pomerantz, agreed,
 "Procrastination is my
          enemy!"


 We've already made it harder by waiting so long.  How much
 longer are we willing to wait?  An
 inmate's fair question, "How much worse does it have to get
 before it's time?" must be answered.

                                     THE BATTLEGROUND IN
 FLORIDA

 For a solid year, I have joined forces with the Cannabis
 Action Network's First Amendment team
 (http://www.jug-or-not.com) to determine the extent of my
 first amendment rights.  They have
 taught me how to take back lost ground using Starke as the
 training ground.  We have learned
 that there is no law in Florida to prevent you from being on
 the right-of-way, by the side of
 the road, at the entrance to the prison.  We have learned
 that you can take pictures of whatever
 "scenery" is on either side of the public roadway. We have
 learned that authorities will try to
 bluff you, quoting laws that are not laws, and policies that
 don't exist.  It is up to you if
 you want to give them extra power and authority over you
 that the Law doesn't give them.

 If they tell me to leave, my answer is no.  If they arrest
 me, they will have to prove in court under
 what authority they did so.  If they take my camera, they
 will face theft, intimidation, and
 suppression charges.  If I choose to make music or eat on
 the lawn or release a thousand balloons,
 they will have to produce the ordinances that do not exist
 to prove I can't.

 You may do what you want, run when you want, but I will not
 loose the ground that we've worked
 so hard and so long to take.  This madness must be stopped
 and the time is now!

 I am part of a peaceful stand, as I'm sure all of you are.
 But peaceful does NOT mean weak,
 cowardly, meek, or bending to threats, lies, and
 intimidation.   I will be praying for the
 courage  that I know resides in all of you.



                                  Vigils in Florida Will be
 listed at:

 http://www.angelfire.com/fl4/fci/battlefear.html

 ******************************************
                                     KAY LEE    321-253-3673
                                       [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                              Hwy 16
                            FLORIDA STATE PRISON
 STARKE,  FLORIDA
                    Scott Bledsoe, Jodi James, and Kevin
 Aplin will also attend.

                           Directions to Starke Prison
 Complex:
  From East: SR-16, 11 miles west of Starke on left. I will
 be at the entrance to the complex on
                         the right-of-way, beside the road
 after 2:00.

    From North: (Macclenny) SR-121 south approximately 17
 miles to SR-16 (before town of
        Raiford). Turn left onto SR-16. Go approximately 3
 miles, cross New River Bridge.
                               The Institution is on the
 right.

   From South: US-301 north approximately 35 miles north of
 Gainesville to Starke. Turn left
    onto SR-16 (Raiford Road) (West), go approximately 11
 miles. The Institution is on the left.

  From West (Lake City):SR-100 approximately 23 miles to
 SR-121 (Lake Butler), turn left,
      go approximately 6 miles, just outside town of Raiford
 turn right (east) onto SR-16. Go
          approximately 3 miles, cross New River Bridge. The
 Institution is on the right.


 ******************************************************

                             Bob Quail  (727)347-6245
                                [EMAIL PROTECTED]

         John Chase, November Coalition will attend
 Zepherhills.
                           Mark Harris will join them.

                      ZEPHYRHILLS 'CORRECTIONAL' INSTITUTION
                            US 301  (2739 Gall Boulevard)
                                 ZEPHYRHILLS, Florida
   Directions: From I-4, go north on US-301. Institution is
 on the left
                 (one mile south of Zephyrhills city limits).

                      Begin to arrive between 2 and 3:00 pm
                         local media is sending a crew
                    out to CCI at Zephyrhills for coverage

 *******************************************************************
                    ELLIE MADISON AND FRIENDS 954-776-2682
                                [EMAIL PROTECTED]

                              FDC in Miami, florida.

        Channel 5 is located across the street and will be
 there.

  Directions for FDC - Miami:  I 95 to the Miami Arena exit
 with is 8th
  street. .  FDC is on the South side of the Miami Arena. You
 can park
      in the lot right across from FDC which is also next
 door to
                                 Channel 6 Miami.

 **********************************************************************

                         MARY ELLEN PAGE    904-794-2893
                               [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                     NEW RIVER 'CORRECTIONAL' INSTITUTION
                                          Hwy 16
                                    RAIFORD, FLORIDA

  DIRECTIONS:  From West (Lake City):  SR-100 approximately
 23 miles to
      SR-121 (Lake Butler), turn left, go approximately 6
 miles, just
        outside town of Raiford turn right (east) onto
 SR-16.  Go
  approximately 3 miles, cross New River Bridge.  East Unit
 is on the
                                         left.

  From the North:  From 1-10 take SR-121 south exit in
 Macclenny for
     approximately 19 miles to SR-16 East.  Make a left turn
 and go
  approximately 2.5 miles and cross the New River bridge.
 East Unit
                                           in
                                     on the left.

     From the South:  Take US-301 to SR-16.  Go west
 approximately 11
                        miles.  East Unit is on the right.


 ****************************************************************

                        LILLIAN CUNNINGHAM 941-776-2682
                                 [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                            [EMAIL PROTECTED]
              so if possible I will go to Sharpes on
 Saturday.


 ****************************************************************

                        CHERYL HUTCHINSON   561-432-2445
                             [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                          FDC
                                     MIAMI, Florida


 ****************************************************************

                    I am going to Mayo Florida, Mayo CCI
                    which is not too far from Gainsville,
                  probably about 20 miles south of there.
                      Debra DeLaura   [EMAIL PROTECTED]

 ****************************************************************
                           CHERYLYN MORGAN with FLIP
                      (Families With Loved Ones in Prison)
                             [EMAIL PROTECTED]

                       TAYLOR 'CORRECTIONAL' INSTITUTION
                                   PERRY, FLorida

   Directions: Hwy-27 to US-98 and turn west for 3 ˝ miles to
 CR-356
      and turn left (south) for 6 miles. The facility is on
 the left.


 ****************************************************************
                    LORI PATTEN    407-654-1127  (tentative?)
                              [EMAIL PROTECTED]

                                 Church Station (?)


 *********************************************************************
                                      Rita Lucey
                                 Orlando, FL 32809
                               [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                                  Susan Bernstein
                                Palm City, FL 34990
                                 [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                    I plan to  go to Taylor CI on July 15.
             Cherylyn Morgan  [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************

            There will also be people at the Palm Beach
 County
           Jail.  Anyone who has a loved one in either a
 State
                        or Federal Prison can contact
                Scott Wolfson - Public Relations for the BOP
                Cheryl Hutchinson  [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
              The Hernando Chapter will probably be at the
                      local women's prison in Spring Hill
             --that's Joanne, Peggy, Linda, Peg, Joan, and
 Jean.
                        Lois Morgan   [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                     Also Linda R. will be at Marion C. I.
                        Lois Morgan   [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                     Lori will be in Orlando somewhere,
                          maybe Church Street Station.
                       Lois Morgan   [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                Going to Marion County  C I.   anyone else???
                    Wishing every peace from Peacefinders
                     Linda Rozar   [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 **********************************************************************
                       PEOPLE NEEDING PRISONS
                                           ***
              Will there be something like this in Miami,
 too?
                    Christina     [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
            My wife and I would be interested in
 participating
             in any coordinated events in the Tampa Bay area.
              If there are any events, could you let us know?
                       Joshua    [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
  We have a State Banner here in Tallahassee.  I'm certain I
 could get
       a couple of other people to hold it for 90 minutes at
 the
  Governor's Mansion here in Tallahassee. I'd rather just
 chime in if
           a real organizer/organization is doing something,
                   but count me in if there is no one else.
                      Kim      [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                          Tallahassee, FL  (850) 576-7870
                                           ***
               Is anyone out there going to a prison in Dade
                    that I might join up with. Please email:
                     Ellie     [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
   Please e-mail me.  On July 15, is this demonstration to be
 at every
                   prison or just those with death rows?
                         Linda   [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
            I live in Winter Haven Florida. Please let me
 know
                   where I can reach someone in my area.
                     Thanks, Carmen   [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
  I live in Florida and if there is a way I can become more
 involved
  in these issues, please let me know.  Thanks, In Spirit and
 Strength!
                         Sage      [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
                 Thank you and I am glad to be abroad :-)
                       I am in Fort Lauderdale, Florida.
                        Angelique  [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
            I saw your e-mail address on the back of a truck
                 in St. Petersburg, Florida. Need more info.
                               [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
       I'm willing to be at Mayo CI if there are at least4-5
 people.
         Otherwise, I'll come back to Gainesville.  Keep me
 posted.
                                      God Bless,
                        Viva   [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
             I know several of you on the list from Mayo C.I.
         and I would be willing to demonstrate there if we
 can
                               get enough people---
                             Lois    [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
    I would like to participate in the PRUP2000 on 7/15 but
 am not
   sure how | or where I should go.  Can you tell me if
 anyone will
            be meeting at a facility close to Citrus County,
 FL?
                          Susan   [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
          Brooks family in Florida who may be interested in a
                vigil at one of Florida`s prisons for PRUP.
                      e-mail:  [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
                        God Willing so I'll see you there
                      Love  Julia   [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
      I know of no other person in Tampa involved in the
 fight,
    so it'll just be me and my 16 year old daughter Jennifer,
 unless
     you can direct some other people my way, so we can
 organize
                            and protest together....
                          Elke     [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***
                           I live in St. Petersburg Fl.
                           Beth E James [EMAIL PROTECTED]
                                           ***

 **********************************************************************

              FEEL THE POWER OF THE HUMAN SPIRIT ON JULY
 15TH!
                                        Kay Lee
                                    2613 Larry Court
                                 Eau Gallie, Florida  32935
                                      321-253-3673
                                    [EMAIL PROTECTED]
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