-Caveat Lector- <A HREF="http://www.ctrl.org/"> </A> -Cui Bono?- Listers: "So she was considering in her own mind (as well as she could, for the hot day made her feel very sleepy and stupid), whether the pleasure of making a daisy-chain would be worth the trouble of getting up and picking the daisies, when suddenly a White Rabbit with pink eyes ran close by her. "There was nothing so VERY remarkable in that, nor did Alice think it so VERY much out of the way to hear the Rabbit say to itself, "Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall be late!" (when she thought it over afterwards, it occurred to her that she ought to have wondered at this, but at the time it all seemed quite natural); but when the Rabbit actually TOOK A WATCH OUT OF ITS WAISTCOAST-POCKET, and looked at it, and then hurried on, Alice started to her feet, for it flashed across her mind that she had never before seen a rabbit with either a waistcoat-pocket or a watch to take out of it, and burning with curiousity, she ran across the field after it, and just in time to see it pip down a large rabbit-hole under the hedge." (L. Carroll, Alice in Wonderland, p. 1). --------------------------------------------- I have recently realized that in my residence, especially, when I took my wristwatch off of my wrist, stuck it in my pocket and/or put it elsewhere, that the beam assaults upon me often stopped or relaxed very noticably. Subconsciencely, even, I kept taking off my watch and sticking it someplace. The watch seems to do better if I have leave it away from me, but is especially bothersome when on the wrist, of course, this may relate to the veins in wrist too -- direct connection to my heart. I seem to have a slightly elevated heart pumping too with the watch on wrist. I recall as a college kid in the early 70s, swearing off watches, deciding that I felt better with it off. Yeah. And when living in Manhattan in the 80s, I remember having a hard time sleeping with particular alarm clocks near my head -- I really felt em, couldn't sleep if I heard them. Esp. the ones with digital readouts -- I still can't get very near them. But my watch now is a wind-up sort. I recall one of my relatives long ago making the point that she could never wear a watch -- they all stopped working on her. They all died. I am believing now that all this connects, even Carroll's verse fits what I am picking up on with the mind control scenes I see now. I am buying into two theories at this point -- the first is that 1) Intel agencies and certain cults are smoozing with some supernatural elements - this is not magic per se - it is trained animals (including rabbit-like Hobbit things, crawfish & beasts like gargoyles, even munchkin/elf sorts and possibly even stranger things which transform), 2) that these elements are well trained in using EMF shields -- which act like mirrors and hide their presence and that these elements also have a bag of chemical tricks with 'em -- both good and bad. I am believing that most men in contemporary society play sports as kids to LEARN how to deal with these secretive, hidden beings. The rabbits may be used by the men for sex. It is these hidden beings, I would rather call em, supernatural elements, which constitute the menagerie worked over and used by Intel on people they don't like or people who wind up targeted. Trigger words may calm down these elements, get em into line, get them to leave you alone, but most MEN whether they realize it consciencely or not learn a capacity for picking these animals off of women. Hence, men predominate in society. Women on the other hand, especially white women, because they aren't trained early on in how to manage these things, either wind up assaulted by these elements or get married and learn how to deal with them later than adolescence. I am considering the notion that IF mc victims can learn to control these elements around em, they can moderate or eliminate the beam assaults. These elements I now am believing, run the shows in residences -- along with mic pickups, bugs in electrical outlets, and magnetic dust which is used to also heighten room audio feeds. NOW -- those doing the mc voicing are probably the midget-munchkins -- and they are a bit different from midgets because I believe that they are smaller yet, more like a dwarf. Again, they hide behind mirror-like magnetic frequency shields, you won't see them in photos. I got in a photo what I believe is one of these shields -- last fall. I truly believe, because I FELT the thickness and intensity of a strong EMF field behind me when I took the photo, so strong that my hands shook in the following frame badly. This is a thick vertical red-orange, lightening like, line extending throughout the whole photo with very distinctive set of stacked squares which you can see through lined up top to bottom in the photo. This was not an accidental thing, no because I clearly remember the sequence of events and what was happening at the time. This was something. Last, and again a feed in theory here -- I truly believe we are witnessing a whole group of hidden creatures and human-like elements USING some very real sophistocated technologies to own victim's lives, discredit them, and harm them. WICCA cults may have some clues, but I personally am a bit afraid to try and find em. The Wicca's know about these supernatural elements and these new technologies -- this I believe and they know how to remedy the surveillance stories eminating from this thing. Wicca know how to remove the tracker-tracer EMF devices these supernaturals use to harass and harm people. Wiccas also may know how to break mc programming schemes -- but I really don't know how much to trust cults..I am wary... Finally, when I was in a CompUSA store recently, I noticed that the guard stuck a holographic sticker on my package -- one of those "sold" things. Immediately I felt EMFs hitting me from this sticker. Weird? Well, I tore the thing off in the parking lot, and then opened car door and left -- boy WHAT a difference. Then when another person did a like thing, AGAIN I tore the thing off of my package -- and whoa -- the accessing stopped immediately. These tracker devices are being used on people who are targeted all the time and there is a very well honed stalking sequence to these apparent beasties -- they seem to follow these trackers, will wind up assaulting you UNLESS you remove the tracker things. Try it. I really noticed a big difference. Also, try leaving watch off, be sensitive, see if your body calms down some. Stay away from clocks in house. These tracker things can be very very tiny -- I also believe. Now -- for the most bizarre notion -- of all. I obtained an email from someone about a year ago -- it really threw me and I am not over the point yet. He said something to the effect that "we are living in a world comprised of the living and the dead.." Suppose, just suppose that these supernatural elements FEED off of the human prana -- human energy -- and other human things. Suppose that they need to get to a human to use their energy to survive -- in effect these elements then are reliant upon humans to survive -- and they use especially those targeted with implants who have special VIBES which they need to survive. Hideous stuff. A dictator's wet dream I do suppose. We just need to figure out who the wizard is, where he is, and then do a Mussolini termination routing on the -----(4-letters here). Judith <A HREF="http://www.ctrl.org/">www.ctrl.org</A> DECLARATION & DISCLAIMER ========== CTRL is a discussion & informational exchange list. Proselytizing propagandic screeds are not allowed. Substance—not soap-boxing! These are sordid matters and 'conspiracy theory'—with its many half-truths, misdirections and outright frauds—is used politically by different groups with major and minor effects spread throughout the spectrum of time and thought. 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