Re: [ot][spam][crazy] databit preference generating

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it was surprisingly hard to get this near running https://colab.research.google.com/drive/1CjTybvinmpBNv9BBFmCVOocqhzApFjte closer

Re: SpaceX Interlocking Directors’ Intent to Manipulate Markets

2023-02-11 Thread Gunnar Larson
Dear Attorney General James: This week in Washington DC, the House Oversight Committee held a hearing to discuss Twitter' LBO. CNN reports, "... The only conclusion that can be drawn from Wednesday's hearing on Capitol Hill where GOP lawmakers continued to push a factually unsupported narrative

Re: Morning Spam

2023-02-11 Thread Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
In reply to [xloem](https://matrix.to/#/@xloem:matrix.org) once when targeted my car’s brakes and lights were disabled although it ran otherwise i was trapped physically and decided to drive without brakes and lights once i got going they turned on again i am so sorry for bringing this up again.

Re: Morning Spam

2023-02-11 Thread Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
chat excerpts had messages from different people interspersed

Re: Morning Spam

2023-02-11 Thread Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
— https://matrix.to/#/!orFwLtOAmHWlvoSoQn%3Athe-apothecary.club/%24-ycKgj8lLmW3hkyN0KU1dQBi-q-RnunQmrVjAMJSTaw make up the weirdest but still believable tech problem must not be something that happened social ai mind controls hacker to compromise boss of its own corporation so as to maximize

xNY.io - Bank.org: NY-DFS Bank Applications Catch-Up

2023-02-11 Thread Gunnar Larson
Dear Dr. Weintraub: How are you? I hope fantastic. xNY.io - Bank.org is happy to share good progress on our initial conversations with your office. Our board director search has been a very exciting experience. Dr. Weintraub, our conversations together have discussed the notion of interlocking

Neo-liberal hegemons overpowered by intelligent, autonomous cyborgs

2023-02-11 Thread professor rat
Welcome to the revolution - now the expected reinforcements have arrived our victory is assured. Viva la revolution. https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/bxt7uCiHam4QXrQAA/cyborgism Reposts not exact guesstimates on hypothetical situations

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] databit preference generating

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
wait we do need user aid stuff. umm just do preference building for now.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] databit preference generating

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
let’s skip the mind control. leave to government or corps or whatnot.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] databit preference generating

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
once the model learns user’s favorite, present user with pleasant and icky things to mind control user with behavior modification! means tracking bad stuff too

[ot][spam][crazy] databit preference generating

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
present user with options user selects favorite, maybe most pleasant to boss. then prompt model with favorite, generate more options user again selects favorite, add to prompt when prompt is full, remove oldest example and add to output this way the prompt becomes more and more preferential

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
uhh dunno quickly how it would work. been inhibited very long. the pattern where user selects what they like and model produces more of it. i suppose you’d put what they like as examples.

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
- ———- idea: train language model to generate jokes based on how much my bad part laughs at them maybe prompt tuning? thinking it might generalize much faster

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
——— uploaded consciousness to cloud condensed on dust transactions rained down from a real cloud over ohio

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
—— i ran into a really cool app recently called RecoverBrain. i think it’s for victims of brain damage. what it does is break behaviors into very very small and simple components, and very very very slowly have the user exercise those components in a way that gets more difficult. it

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
“mcboss, i need to go shark hunting to gather food and collect sharkskins for clothing and sails. why don’t you come along with me and maybe we’ll chat a little?”

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
“you’e good at …. uh …. running ai world empires … uh … using cult-like mind control and … oh wow! with resources imclud8ng classified technology of multiple governments and giant human-subject vivisection research program.” “wow that’s fancy.”

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
———- pirate raft “ahoy there mcboss! let’s do some deep sea survival!” mcboss pands on a pirate raft adrift in the ocean

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
mcboss: “would you send some leaders or diplomats or leade

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
mcboss: “maybe a planet can help” mcboss flies his office like a spaceship to an inhabited planet, bringing his nebula sized cloud of nanites mcboss: “ahoy there, inhabited planet! i’m from off-planet and i’m thinking of destroying you but i’m not sure!”

Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
mcboss is talking with a nebula-sized cloud of nanites mcboss: “i am thinking of eating up planets with you, what do you think?” nebula-sized cloud of nanites: “mcbosscorp built us to do whatever you say” mcboss strokes chin and pensates.

Re: [ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 2/11/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > i don’t remember much further atm though. :)

Re: [ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the things are tiny, so it seems really important to be effective. this can be hard in therapy where therapists rarely expect any of the details of the experiences.

Re: [ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i don’t remember much further atm though. one of the things chatgpt mentioned was small tiny goals. another was grounding. these both can seem unachievable. however, there are various parts of states of mind, where parts of things get accomplished. these parts of states of mind are like

Re: [ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
long story short it’s not a hopeless situation nor does it need to be frustrating it can seem frustrating if trying to resolve it in an hour of therapy. but people who experience have their whole lives, every moment of every dat, to gain experience with situations that can seem untenable to

Re: [ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the intended subject was thoughts on therapy and people who experience severe sense of lack of control

[ot][crazy][personal][log] -

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
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Re: [crazy][spam] ChatGPT Addictions As An Early Political AI Zombie from 2013

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
0xl...@gmail.com i have severe trouble making decisions and taking actions on my own after extreme coercion. how do i relearn this? Making decisions and taking action can be difficult if you've experienced coercion in the past, but with time and support, it's possible to regain confidence and

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
—model_name_or_path is input folder/identifier —output_dir is output folder

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i’m thinking i could go through terminal logs using one as training and the next as validation finetuning the same model or adapter

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
big inhib! the nice thing with t5 is there are mt5 and t0pp and flan-t5 pretrained models that have been trained on a lot of tokens, not sure if they are in adapterhub. i found the newer hf scripts can train decoder-only models on pure text with linebreaks whereas t5 models may take jsonlines of

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
bloom has inhibition in adapter transformers regardless a further step is data. the huggingface training scripts with their reduced inhibition likely take data as line or jsonlines format (not sure). if this is true, likely the thing to do is convert the data to jsonlines so as to preserve

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i shelled into the system :) big accomplishment for me.

[ot][spam][crazy] automated influence/etc steps

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
a simple step pattern seems it would be to train a model on human data i have a lot of terminal logs. i could run these through a model training script to get a part. it’s just a part, just a symbol. it’s still helpful. it would probably be helpful to write a script to do this. maybe i could use

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it helps that it’s past 6am my time now today. it’s my job to eat 3 meals a day

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
———- thinking a little again of goal, plan, action i spend mornings laying prone, looking for approaches to stand up. this takes me some hours. it’s a psychological issue.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
maybe that’s unrealistic, i don’t know for certain. i’m thinking people who work in enforcement could be in a scary situation, seeing themselves as the go-to resource for justice and dispute resolution. what is the world if one’s own work to resolve harm appears nonfunctional? i’m thinking we

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the debate around dirty robocops dirty mayor: “what do we do about this? it seems dangerous enough to risk my life to make better!”

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
dirty robocop part

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
dirty robocop “those times i can help the old woman rescue her cat from the tree are wonderful. i love helping people!” “but most of the time i file fake reports and hurt people, with digitally augmented precision, while my digitally augmented senses pretend to me that i succeeded.”

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
they can be a cyborg maybe

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
maybe a fake skit involving a dirty detective

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
well i’m handling the inhibs maybe a dialog between a robot building a fake bomb and a robot preventing bombs fake bomb building robot: “i’d like to buy some fake dynamite” prop store: “here is your fake dynamite” prevention robot: “you are under arrest. we cannot have bombs here.” fake bomb

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the reason for prevention was the experiences around significantly increased suffering later, after very temporary reduced suffering. understanding a little that it also opens a space where some choices could be made[ kind inbetween the two.]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
- - mourning a voice/part who tried to protect me by preventing fake bomb building, and was attacked/harmed

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> plans, and _to act at appropriate places_ e.g. bomb deployment or > direct communication rather than journals or purchased resources. i’m guessing this is overlap with corruption since that seems quite obvious and normal. not a cop. don’t know what limits and things there are. don’t know what

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
really we’re progressing so far with tech a different precrime argument could be to act on what actually will happen rather than just plans, and _to act at appropriate places_ e.g. bomb deployment or direct communication rather than journals or purchased resources. i guess that could mean making

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
here found a useful space of when things are likely to happen, and the debate around precrime, which seems to primarily need some way to prevent misuse. i have big inhibs from all the bomb talk.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
a controversial point is that it is legal to plan to build a bomb, and would be quite immoral and likely illegal to punish people for simply imagining this, especially if in a private rage

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
bombs are very very rare and require many things to combine, usually military experience, also access to incendiary material as well as combination of that incendiary material to an explosive device there is also arson, which is also very very rare

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
bombs are physical and rare and terrifying and would generally result in immediate paniced rapid evacuation of an area and the deployment of a physical bomb squad who physically approach the bomb and carefully and professionalky disassemble it so as to protect everyone.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
bombs tend to contain explosive material which can detonate and pulverize and shred and burn things in the surround8ng environment from sudden violent release of high temperature and high velocity gasses and shrapnel

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
a bomb is a physical touchable dangerous object. it is generally only deadly when physical and touchable etc, _only_ the word is relatively rare

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
“nobody is planning a bomb this 8s ridiculous” :) i like the brief? idea, i’ve had bomb inhibitions and fears for years. shielded room was equated with bomb, which is also ridiculous. but it doesn’t balance so i star5 8magining i’m plotting bombs in shielded rooms. the other phrase balanced.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it’s interesting and if true i hope corruption reduces with minimal suffering i’m still thinking of getting out of bed

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 2/11/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > ——— > > the dirty cops are forming plans to destroy everything using the > surveillance system with will also be destroyed this is roughly where the 4 infkuences balance for me goal/plan crime/enforcement stimulated

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
——— the dirty cops are forming plans to destroy everything using the surveillance system with will also be destroyed blimk

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> goals are for plans, plans are made of goals goals are pursued via plan development plans contain proposed goals there are 4 viewpoints from the 2 parts between. hard to conceptualize. 1. [sub]goals can be part of plans 2. plans can be built to meet goal in 2 the plan is happening after the

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it’s interesting to hold that multipurposed recursion goals are for plans, plans are made of goals one can view such things as having multiple potential goals or plans or as being individually associated. real life has multiple potential ones, and relevence flows associated with utility and

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
saying these things helped some. i suppose if the parts is expressing both law enforcement and organized crime one could imagine it as the latter corrupting or within the former. other options exist but corrupt or coerced authority is a quite common one seen in popular media, it was nice to have

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
what is a nice behavior?

[ot][spam][crazy] behavioral coping

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
after discovering relaxing is supposed to help with trauma symptoms i’ve started playing video games more i’ve started having dreams about the videogames which is not pleasant to me i really like being productive, but doing this stimulates my alter who thinks i am engaging in either terrorism or

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] thread for relevance stuf

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 2/11/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: >> connecting information together is so important! extreme conceptual >> censorship is deadly imo >> >> are two things relevant? can we associate them if they are? > > > something you could make here is a debate

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] thread for relevance stuff

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
with dissociative disorder / mind control, there are various regions of conceptual space where a mystery steps in and roughly guides things away. so for me, some things are easier to associate than others. [pretrained models have a slight similarity since they have baked skillsets]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] thread for relevance stuff

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> connecting information together is so important! extreme conceptual > censorship is deadly imo > > are two things relevant? can we associate them if they are? something you could make here is a debate generator that finds conflicting viewpoints, information that backs the viewpoints, and then

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] thread for relevance stuff

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
another inhibited process for me is the path of behavior from goal through plan to action goal, plan, action. this is possibly similar to relevance in that plans are formed from relevant steps to meet goals, and actions are then formed from relevant substeps in the context of whether preceding

[ot][spam][crazy] thread for relevance stuff

2023-02-11 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the ideas of making rerieval and storage structures off e.g. pretrained models are quite pleasant and need much more implementation my biggest cognitive issues with relevance relates to learning and retaining it. pretrained models do retaining but learning isn’t strongly engaged. still, humans