Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
:)

Re: Cryptocurrency: CBDC Digital Fiat WARNING BELLS GOING OFF

2023-07-23 Thread grarpamp
No one fought 1984, so USA just launched FEDNOW CBDC backing technology. WEF BIS IMF WorldBank WHO Davos Bilderburg EU all racing ever faster to fuck global humanity with CBDC 1984 nightmare. All their quoted words in video and print tell you of your coming suffering under their intended CBDC

Re: Hey Karl...

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i’m confused but you’re right about too many messages!

Re: Hey Karl...

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i didn’t get ilsa’s message was it sent to me? On 7/23/23, grarpamp wrote: > On 7/22/23, ilsa wrote: >> Yes, Karl, It's a bit too much >> >> On Sat, Jul 22, 2023, 12:48 PM grarpamp wrote: >> >>> You're an abuser that abusing everyone on this list, >>> and the list itself, with your spam abuse.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[road]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
hehe! the elephant crossed the —

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
1 sentence parsed :) i am awarded 1 difficult puzzle habit big award point. the next level is doing the difficult puzzle habit on something else. 2 big award points is biig ((you can transfer to other habits with that))

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
parsing a sentence parsing: verb, gerund form, note: may also be part of a partial verb phrase rather than a gerund a: article sentence: noun “a sentence”: noun phrase with number and uniqueness specified “parsing a sentence”: gerund phrase or partial verb phrase sentence is the direct object of

Re: Anti War: Thread

2023-07-23 Thread grarpamp
Humans nature is to defend rightly against invaders, yet when such efforts keel, and rhetoric escalates, greater risks ensue... https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-rCCy3FQ-GItDimSR9lhzw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftCcMjXPpII Nuclear Underestimated

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
ops karl’s brain is behaving differently!

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
possible mistake. words go in boss story from boss group.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
why don’t you just give them all your money

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
oops :(

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[o no!! ;D]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[private! we can spend money maybe maybe maybe to corp running marketeing, the point is to spend t8me around people and meet recreation request. the product demonstrates addiction purchasing tho]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
- looking at material planning to print out, has attributes that stimulate a worry [i’m using a possible marketing encouragement without spending money]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i [tried] to start playing [a community game at library] once a week, current [meets “nonproductive recreation”, still working on transfer to productive recreation, made steps :)] is -

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
concern/information left out

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we do spend a lot of time going “haha” and “oh no” while body spasms, might look a little like a delicate neural cluster preserving a subthought under signidicant duress

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
“oh no!” participated in making laughter more positive i notice, helpful

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
all sorts of possible things! , oh no!! oh no!

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
years is too long .

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
could be meaningful thought, whereever is!

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 7/23/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > ohhh there is faint possibility karl might not have meant to mailbomb > cyoherpunks for years with thousands of posts >_> oh no oh no? oh how could i oh how could i karl you didn’t mean to do this [mc takes thoughts,

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
ohhh there is faint possibility karl might not have meant to mailbomb cyoherpunks for years with thousands of posts >_> oh no oh no?

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
oh no!!! maybe

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
;p :)

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
what is the buzz bizzle?

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
oh no!!! oops oops!

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
oh no oh no oh no

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
what is the buzz bizzle! karl u are scrawling all over the cypherpunks’ journal

Re: Hey Karl...

2023-07-23 Thread grarpamp
On 7/22/23, ilsa wrote: > Yes, Karl, It's a bit too much > > On Sat, Jul 22, 2023, 12:48 PM grarpamp wrote: > >> You're an abuser that abusing everyone on this list, >> and the list itself, with your spam abuse. >> Fuck You Karl. Both Karl and Gunnar are abusers of the list and thus everyone on

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
thinking of doing puzzle or writing code some interest in current project

Re: Morning Spam

2023-07-23 Thread Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
worker is mind controlled to escape [experimentee program] [boss flabergasted, not expecting]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
there are possible ways to build this but the context is being closed due to a developing danger that may grow further

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
if can build all habits, we think approach could heal. if can only build external habits, well.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we have different way of [habit-building]. old ways trigger bad.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
{we have binding/curdles on healing}

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 7/23/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > [we need more familiar healers in the diverseness] you make them by leaving parts of your feeling self (part of you thought this) and think there’s not much left [this is unsure, and hasn’t been inferred much further

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[apologies !!]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
{how do we try hard with fealing healing knowing familiar area

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[[we can make more w try hard outside …

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[my infouence to make more cells has the 8njury]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[we need more familiar healers in the diverseness]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 7/23/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > once upon a time! a poor neuron was dissociated and > …. [? and they had to swim and swim through the brain to try to keep up with the dissociation [ and they fell behind [and by the time they caught up they weren’t

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i’m confused but [because time is invincible, will recover to some degree]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
once upon a time

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
once upon a time! a poor neuron was dissociated and

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
spamming lists gives reward label ;)

Re: [ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
once upon a time trying to find consciousness area :/

[ot][personal] thread for maybe coping, pre-consciousness, or previously-labeled-spam, karl expressions

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
bipda [some considering discarding thread, subject was [confused?]]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 7/23/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > it’s nerve binding/damage :) our behaviors make unexpected things happen. [some say this is boss/mc-group, clenches around most things, then nerves learn and bind a little :S could unlearn i think]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
<3 <3 be smart and healthy and well and love-experiencing! :)

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it’s nerve binding/damage :) our behaviors make unexpected things happen.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
{also we are really used to typing. it’s easier when happens a lot. makes sense to start gently. mistake label on this and last post.}

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it’s hard to move my body. i have to do a lot of things to move it. [but you move fingers to type]. true. maybe part of me is [paranoid regarding strength/number of cells activated ???]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we love animal spirits by side of road. it’s hard to hold, what do with difficultyness?

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
when we give tobacco some of our spirit flies with animal spirit. might be secret. karl used to touch them and give heart.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we love animal spirits by the side of the road

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
badly need free behavior ! [ :) ]

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we need free behavior need

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i love universe and karl and being healthy and caring and everyone especially. likely the same as universe.

Re: [ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i miss consciousness

[ot][personal] thread for little karl consciousness parts

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[i want to say “crazy” and “stupid” less so they inspire it less]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
some cry a little for being able to cry. tears regarding real experiences precious, tear-parts. [emotions were associated with portland maine where they pulled from human feelings to roleplayed things for the computer social ai]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it’s notable we used to not do this when it would burden others who wouldn’t appreciate it; we’d keep it private. picked this up from childhood responses. lots of people have that experience

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
mc put amnesia around how used to do [likely associated with inhibiting doing it] it’s hard. sacredness-in-every-moment heavily/repeatedly harmed by mc in past […] […]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i did this things. when i got back my workarounds to access the internet [had stopped functioning]. future animals is now my challenge.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the next plan is to move the deer off the road, [and to buy some tobacco for giving future animals :)]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
thank you for the donations going through!

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i asked him if his culture was surviving or if america was taking it over, he said he had no reply to that he said his specialist said 72975 is also a paypal number in addition to 729725. i didn't ask about the 8xx number.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
he is taking extra time to look into the proxied codes from 72975 :) interesting while google voice was loading slowly this number, 72975, shows as a 1-8xx number instead of a shortcode. then when i navigated away and back it was 72975. i didn't see the rest of the number.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[phone support moved this through. worker was from phillipines.]

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
phone bot says the tx was denied for security concerns says to update my account info or try another method of payment

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i wanted to do two, wasn't sure what i was doing [--

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
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Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
we stopped being aware of killing insects after a few of the money sacrifices :)

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
the money habit is established from previous behavior of killing insects by taking over body, severe sacrilege, karl spent life defending insects

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
this is too much for us today, we had torture part last night, new shape/structure

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
it's strange to me the dead dear was more impactful than smaller roadkills. i want to move small roadkills off the road too.

[ot][spam][crazy] want to move roadkill off road

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i want to move roadkill off road i appreciate opportunity to value this it just feels too meaningful, although i don't remember why, and that's a huge theme. lots of amnesia-around-core-things. it's very hard to do this, in a way that has continued and adapted. i want to sacrifice money for

Re: Journal, Tor Mirrors

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
[ anyway, long story short, one of the big things the alternate identity reduces is contributing to things it likely sees as similar to or supporting anti-energy, anti-infrastructure, anti-civilization activism, so one of the things i do when i really want to reduce a painful experience is donate

Journal, Tor Mirrors

2023-07-23 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
It's 10 AM on July 23, 2023, and I am downloading tor browser 12.5.1 at 30 KB/s from a mirror. Here are some tor mirrors: https://tor.ybti.net/ https://tor.eprci.net/ https://tor.zilog.es/ Today I was lucky enough to stumble on some feelings of meaning or sacredness while driving, and I drove by