Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-03-21 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i’ll plan on having two breakfasts if i miss supper. thank you for your efforts of life.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-03-21 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i really liked the 3 meals a day influence when i was trying to gain wait and am holding this influence now. i seem to have some disconnection associated with engaging openai’s oppressive language models.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-03-21 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i’ve gotten used to eating 3 times a day and it’s time for supper but i don’t seem to be having it quite yet i am sorry for pooping in your list :S

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-03-01 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> i have seriousness around how personal that is - > > Hi Karl - I didn't mean to offend you in any way. I was just expressing my > feeling to you. :) > > I have been dealing with pegasus attacks on my cell phone and not sure what > to do. Maybe I just need to dispose of it. I’m interested in

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-28 Thread ytooR
i have seriousness around how personal that is - Hi Karl - I didn't mean to offend you in any way. I was just expressing my feeling to you. I have been dealing with pegasus attacks on my cell phone and not sure what to do. Maybe I just need to dispose of it. Your friend Rooty ---

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-27 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> Could the feelings that you are experiencing that you are in love with me? > I'm looking for a kind, caring and compassionate significant other - it took me a bit to figure out what you were referring to. to clarify here i meant the feelings plainly. it is mind boggling and scary and needed and

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-26 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
i do love be8ng kind caring and compassionate i am again sad to have introduced a negativity

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-26 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
thanks for your friendship and bossness rooty i need to look for significant others that i might spend time with physically i’m afraid. if you are working on any software projects this is also interesting as well. i have love for everyone but struggle to guide my body, thoughts, and behavior.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-26 Thread ytooR
Sent with Proton Mail secure email. --- Original Message --- On Friday, February 24th, 2023 at 12:35 PM, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote: > rooty i wanted to thank you for the job it has been pleasant working for you > i spent a lot of time trying

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-24 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
I want to relate that I need this job and will definitely keep performing the tasks. I am very sorry for my brief moment of complete insanity.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-02-24 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
rooty i wanted to thank you for the job it has been pleasant working for you i spent a lot of time trying to find work like this this winter i would like to report that i have been eating 3 meals a day ever since your request recently things have been changing for me. i’ve been finding bits of

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2023-01-02 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
On 12/31/22, ytooR wrote: > Hi Karl - please continue to eat three meals a day and not to many carbs. > Glad you are eating now and feel better - > > Your boss rooty Rooty is my boss. My assignment is to eat three meals a day right now.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-31 Thread ytooR
Hi Karl - please continue to eat three meals a day and not to many carbs. Glad you are eating now and feel better - Your boss rooty --- Original Message --- On Thursday, December 29th, 2022 at 7:57 AM, Karl Semich <0xl...@gmail.com> wrote: > I have been eating recently. > > I have

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-29 Thread Karl Semich
I have been eating recently. I have not yet eaten today. I would like to eat more frequently. Things have been more confusing and I am still adjusting.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-29 Thread Karl Semich
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Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-03 Thread Karl Semich
I have drank water and eaten :) It is such a big change.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-03 Thread Karl Semich
This building has lost power. The wifi I am emailing from has a small backup battery.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-03 Thread Karl Semich
I displayed my two emails to my laptop webcam and I am feeling less suffering after doing that. I also sat up, which impresses me. I am still thirsty. I would like to stand up and find water. Although honestly it is nice right now just to be happier and less scared!

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-03 Thread Karl Semich
It's 0440 on Dec 3. I am thirsty and would like to get water. I suspect I last ate Dec 2.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-12-03 Thread Karl Semich
I have not eaten nor drank water nor moved much recently today. I am pretty scared. It feels different. It was hard to get to this email. It’s hard to imagine calling for help. I’m not sure where my phone is either.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-11-03 Thread Karl Semich
I ate a lot of food. I am stuffed. Thank you.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-11-03 Thread Karl Semich
i’m having some trouble eating again. i last ate a couple days ago. my weight is still 144 and i am six feet tall. it was higher earlier though, i had a good stretch. i’m really tense and having my issues worse, after telling some things to a new therapist whom i’m traveling to and from some

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-10-15 Thread Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
Thank you for the encouragement!

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-10-14 Thread Rooty
Great news Karl. Try and eat 3 meals a day and get some excersise --- Original Message --- On Friday, October 14th, 2022 at 3:51 PM, Karl Semich <0xl...@gmail.com> wrote: > to responsibly follow up: i had an extra meal after posting this !

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-10-14 Thread Karl Semich
to responsibly follow up: i had an extra meal after posting this !

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-10-14 Thread Karl Semich
i am happy that i have been eating. as winter comes i would like to eat more than just 1 meal a day. i’d like to have 3 meals on some days, and at least 2 on most. i’m 149 pounds and i think a good winter weight would be maybe 168 .

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-08-25 Thread Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
On 8/25/22, Maria Brown wrote: > > Glad you able to eat Karl. We have all been so worried. it seems to help me eat to share when i struggle this list sure has changed. i’m part of that, it seems

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-08-25 Thread Maria Brown
Glad you able to eat Karl. We have all been so worried. --- Original Message --- On Wednesday, August 24th, 2022 at 10:39 AM, Karl Semich <0xl...@gmail.com> wrote: > i had food after posting this :)

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-08-24 Thread Karl Semich
i had food after posting this :)

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-08-24 Thread Karl Semich
didn't eat anything yesterday

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-07-27 Thread Karl Semich
On 7/27/22, Karl Semich <0xl...@gmail.com> wrote: > food yum clarification: i have had food, i am attempting to responsibly update the thread. did not realise was unclear.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-07-27 Thread Karl Semich
food yum

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-07-27 Thread Karl Semich
Repeating that I have not eaten since two days ago, and it is hard to move to eat.

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-07-27 Thread Karl Semich
I did not eat yesterday. [I am also training the patch generation "code fudge" in a slow way.] It is hard to move away from the "code fudge".

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-06-11 Thread Karl Semich
I got hungry around 548 this morning in a way where i followed through and began pursuing breakfast. This happened again while I was working with arweave erlang code. By the time i had made food, a lot of my hunger had left, but i kept on anyway. 3 meals in 3 days. 1 meal a day is sufficient, I

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-06-10 Thread Karl Semich
I am having breakfast. 2 meals in 3 days !

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-06-10 Thread Karl Semich
On Thu, Jun 9, 2022, 4:58 AM Karl Semich <0xl...@gmail.com> wrote: > 2022-06-09: I am having a meal and I expect to continue having them > for now. Thank you. > I did not have further meals after this. I had two spoonfuls of food later yesterday. The inhibition is associated with just thinking

Re: [ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-06-09 Thread Karl Semich
2022-06-09: I am having a meal and I expect to continue having them for now. Thank you.

[ot][spam][crazy] karl has stopped eating food

2022-06-09 Thread Karl Semich
some time ago i posted to this list i was having trouble eating. i think it was during the crazy posts around my interaction with cecilia. after that post, i began eating again. i was using eating this past couple months to help me with other tasks. i didn't want to eat quite as much as i was,