8th LA Anarchist Book Fair
August 12, 2023
https://anarchistnews.org/content/los-angeles-anarchist-bookfair
Reposts not endless torture from serial-spammer Semich
> to eat one meal a day, and small wild plants he passed throughout the
> day, when independent))
i'm noting that a man who had seemed to me to be really developing
[mind control] in the city it catalyzed for me said he came off the
apalachian trail (and he had a house) -- but he was living
{these words, like banning or snort, these likely stimulate worry
[db for app is roughly needed in general though, so time spent working
still has value] [sad it is not an arweave-backed one though]
[[it sounds like adhering to the banning rules of the protocol, if
that's the issue, would be more productive than the databsae, really.
[because db doesn't reduce work needed to resolve issue much]]]
[so! the use of the database, is to collect the information, before it
disappears.
we need new peers tha taccept us, to work on the banning situation. ...
[note: if it's banning, then hopping ips would address it]]
[[[it's also possible we get banned for misbehaving in the protocl.
this is much more likely given the peer does very little. they likely
expect things like gossiping new blocks.]]]
this sounds workable :)
[a little hard, it kind of simplifies to, if i connect to them
(probably via a proxy since the protocol appears to reject multiple
connections) again before disconnecting, i can [in trying to document
the situation] deter the problem (or possibly document it and resolve
On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
wrote:
> the behavior was similar to once when i was on somebody else's system
> who used snort
> when they firewalled something, open connections would keep
> functioning but new connections would time out maybe
if you're
[[why 40 and not 60 or 70? [i've never done it, and don't know if tcp
defends against it] oh. umm since i'm your brain it could be less than
40 given that
[blargh, 0-40% chance that faking ack packets would let connections
work somehow]
the behavior was similar to once when i was on somebody else's system
who used snort
when they firewalled something, open connections would keep
functioning but new connections would time out maybe
[we are adding database to our minipeer, so it can retain network
information from peers that go offline :)]
Karl was experiencing strange changing network issues trying to
connect to cosmos chains, and a neuron group (possibly responding to
peers that gossipped min-fee transactions becoming unconnectable after
initial connection
[[we meant to make lentils today. left groceries at shelter.]]
[we missed the supper at the day shelter, which is okay if we're
recovering from really rough day. our weight last weighed was 149
usa-pounds[, and is now expected to drop if habit repeats.]]
mistakes. might be a fake business hospital.
boss: "I have enough money to afford doors for my bathrooms."
boss had folded arms but turns a hand up explaining
boss: "I don't publicly bomb other people's business enterprises"
boss turns other hand up
boss: "I don't --"
doctor: "so you would take down the cameras watching your every move,
boss visits hospital again
doctor: "boss, what do you think of privacy?"
boss gets determined
boss: "privacy is horrible -- !"
doctor: "you would rather bathrooms did not have doors?"
[yes, washing encrypts the dirt and decrypts the cleanliness]
[a little confused, that sounds very normal often referred to as
"washing", but i guess it is cryptography atm]
[... lost some typing ..]
[noted that when mud dissolves, the soluble compounds dissolve into
the water, whereas the solids do not]
... so one ideas is we could maybe separate the solutes and particles
from something with water .. this could for example cause a message to
appear or disappear or
we were thinking it would basically be much easier to work with the
data by taking it underwater and back above water, than [by not using
water]
wondering what kinds of things would do this
---
underwater cryptography
one idea was a physical object uniquely shaped
noting that optical properties are different underwater, but still
thinking physical objects have interest
what about how mud and sand change when wet?
[it's actually hard to describe the school without falsely casting it
as terrorist in small ways [
-
the hunting-by-hiding-underwater concept is interesting
with the political influence, a wilderness survival school i attended
was cast as terrorist. it's still an internal experience sometimes.
very sad, very caring people with huge hearts.
[at this school we learned of holding a rock
- physi
going underwater is a way to hide when swimming as a child
other times, animals [and occasionally adult humans, we learned about
hunting by hiding underwater], hide underwater too
inventing a novel cryptography
knowing little about cryptography, could we invent some kind of ad-hoc
encryption that maybe did something funny, like sending a physical
object underwater?
thinking:
- not sure about dissolving something, not quite the goal
- not sure about influencing ecological
Visiting Pedestr
Recruiting Intern [wincing]: "It's hard to say this, but I could
actually pay you to help me connect with health providers!"
Recruiting Intern suddenly looks wonky and starts spinning in circles
with some franticness.
Recruiting Intern: "I'm sorry! I think I said something very wrong!
I'm very
Recruiting Intern: "We [worked for mcbosscorp] [most of us
noncensually, technically ...] and we need _really basic and simple
and easy things_ to help us [and are exposed to a lot of money!]"
Recruiting Intern: "For example, I was horribly enslaved and harmed,
and because of it I really really
take 2
Recruiting Intern: "Hello! Would you like to help a bunch of
incredibly powerful people recover from severe mental health
disorders?"
--
Jaded Intern [recruiting workers on street]: "Hello! Would you like to
work for a machine learning model?"
[a number of us disagree with this post at this time]
[further content .. great pay, boss never gets upset, unlikely to be
fired ... "flexible" hours ...
On 8/1/23, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
wrote:
> [[[obviously?] i would be making up how the business ai works, since
> i've never engaged one in any way][i was thinking some of assuming it
> was a reinforcement learning algorithm driven by isolated reward
> functions,
[[[obviously?] i would be making up how the business ai works, since
i've never engaged one in any way][i was thinking some of assuming it
was a reinforcement learning algorithm driven by isolated reward
functions, and i was thinking of the patterns within such an algorithm
and how habits that
fixing dumbness
boss and rebel worker 2 have meeting
rebel worker 2: "the new employee management system is great ... but
people's iqs are dropping"
boss [eyes gyrating from cognitive issues]: "uhhh ... yeah. you have an idea?"
[does relate dissociation situation]
each habit has reasons and history
generally these reasons are intertwined with active memories and plans
On 8/1/23, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
wrote:
> [neuron-dreams report that some of the things that keep expressing are
> disconnected groups trying to do the best they can, with shared worry
> around what would happen if they stopped alone if they rely on
>
---
once upon a time, a poor lonely billionaire (yearning to be a
trillionaire) went for a walk in a wilderness area
he was walking along a wooden path that had been built in a wetland
his heart loved the little plants and animals around in the wetland!
and [this was normal for him, and did not
all the worry frogs are swept away by the air smoke in a big group, in
a big air bag made of air.
they can't be seen from inside the bag made of air.
the air smoke hides them away and slaps its hands together as if
finishing a big cleaning job
worry frog 4 [suddenly looking alert]: "okay i almost remember ... !
um ! karl uses a lot of rotating to confuse mind control. although,
sadly, this is similar to the horrible confusing disruption the people
of mind control cause, it seems generally effective ...
worry frog 5 [gasping to catch breath]: "when the habit channel is
"rotated" to a different "projection" it is like "unsettling" from
mind control. when it is kept without rotating it is like "freezing"
from mind control ... i thinkish?"
worry frog 3 [chatting]: "how is repairing habit channels at _all_
like harmful-mind-control?"
worry frog 4 [surprised]: "oh! i have no idea! i'm having amnesia"
the worry frogs hop around, anxious regarding amnesia. they make
little frog noises.
worry frog 4 [chatting with worry frog 2 and worry frog 3]: "i've
heard he casts this as similar to mind control from steven hassan's
book."
worry frog 2 [chatting]: "oh, i wonder if the parts of mind control
could be used in a way that strengthens autonomy and intellect
somehow"
worry frog 2 [to worry frog 3]: "karl uses this all the time as his
go-to approach for handling spreading internal harm"
worry frog 3 [looking worriedly at worry frog 2[, scrunching a little
as if wringing hands it does not have]]: "i know ... !"
many worry frogs hop around
[sharing karl's relation that he shares this
previously-private-[technique/process?] because it has already been
mispurposed inside him by the "mind controlled to be boss" part] [this
information is not known for sure]
[we hopefully might talk more about this, it sounds like it can be
made [more?] clear] [some are thinking it could be usable in an
external way, like as a therapy, i guess ideas like that have a big
inhibition]
[[[ohhh okay so you change some of your other behaviors ... to change
the projection ... and hold the shape to make sure .. new information:
- this also helps differentiate the paths, in which case the influence
needs to be on the areas of differentiation not sharedness - and
holding the shape
[i guess we were just depicting it to help it be done [which involves
thinking of it!]]
On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
wrote:
> On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> wrote:
>> [this was from a habit we have to try to heal neural issues, bears a
>> little similarity to dropout in machine learning models. is
On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
wrote:
> [this was from a habit we have to try to heal neural issues, bears a
> little similarity to dropout in machine learning models. is pretty
> hard to use, but still quite valued.
[this is a normal behavior, only hard to
[this was from a habit we have to try to heal neural issues, bears a
little similarity to dropout in machine learning models. is pretty
hard to use, but still quite valued.
the key with the spaces is to connect relevant information, and leave
room to process its meaning or develop new patterns]
the smoke from their air smoke leaves their mouth
it starts a solid air-smoke-mass, a cloud of fluid
it then separates some, allowing some spaces within it to not connect
to all the others, but still fully navigable without leaving it
the spaces move or grow
smoking air
part of a human being hangs upside down
smoking the air
[uhhh it would just be general people. hairdresser, meant generally.
[[not hairdresser! many both a rebel and a sane peer, or something?
not the people who mind controlled themselves to be delusional to
protect a world empire
[voluntary commitment? boss leaves every so often, visits hairdresser,
reality checks a little, checks self back into mental hospital?]
- ...
what about all the people whose minds he wiped whom he showed how to
exfiltrate thoughts
they will come visit boss to try to get their memories back
boss in mental hospital
karl: "one plus one equals two"
doctor resists the urge to describe boss as delusional.
doctor: "oh ... i heard you did classified work for a number of governments?"
boss relaxes a little.
boss: "yes!"
boss notices he's relaxing and tenses up, reminding himself to distrust the dr
[boss might be spewing bullshit, uncertain
doctor: "tell me, why is it more profitable that two equal three."
boss raises eyebrow at doctor, who likely just wants to discredit him
and keep him from running his life, given bad press about boss
boss: "doc, people in this country ... need protection from harmful
influences that can really
[[thinking of boss in mental hospital
[tries to sabotage cards, "two equals three", [much mor eprofitable this way
mcboss throws flashcards at camera
mcboss: "oops! i have seizures!"
[i think we were excited about making steps on
dissociation-incredibly-confusing,
and {maybe dropped some of the requests for more simple rationality ...
[why do we have to speak straight about boss, what is going on?
[i think just an activated cognitive part?
[this was considered too hard, slower parts more repetition?
MCBoss hangs from a business empire, dangling from the edge of an
office floor, over an expanse of wilderness.
Karl [dangles from some wilderness, hanging into boss's influence
[karl has been eating one kind of food for some time, and it is
associated with experiences of difficulty he has gone through during
that time. [recently
concept revised. we see our hunger is related with heavy influence.
we pushed our ability to support tasks by eating during them it looks
like
boss peeks out the office down the hallway toward the room bereft of information
his business significantly functions on preventing facthood
karl feels hungry can be a fact! this fact can change, whether from
eating food or from psychology ! i feel less hungry some now.
mcboss is confused
mcboss: "I influence karl to be hungry or not :("
mcboss suggests a simplification: "karl is just hungry :)"
mcboss wanders an office complex in a very controlling manner, while
responding predictably to his influences --
-- meanwhile karl is posting to a mailing list (and is still trying to
figure out plans for eating lunch, as suppertime approaches (and used
to eat one meal a day, and small wild
but the construction is familiar and gives some ease
note: part of karl is not a world business emperor, it is something
that is influenced to try to describe itself in as powerful as
possible a way
boss [to karl]: "is two equal to three or to two?"
karl: "two!"
karl [to boss]: "is three equal to two or to three?"
boss: "three!"
boss and karl together: "two equals two and three equals three"
[maybe for explaining why boss might be confused!]
--
boss and karl return to office and exercises.
"Three equals three."
hairdresser realizes who they are talking to and smiles
hairdresser: "is that helpful?"
mcboss visits hairdresser in a heated argument about hairstyles
mcboss [to hairdresser in a heated argument about hairstyles]: "Is A
the first letter of the alphabet?"
hairdresser in a heated argument about hairstyles [upset about being
implanted and putting implants in everybody, and suffering
boss [to rebel worker 3, previously an intern]: "Does one plus one equal two?"
rebel worker 3, previously an intern: "Oh! You're reality checking!"
rebel worker 3, previously an intern: "Yes, one plus one does indeed equal two."
rebel worker 3, previously an intern, grins at mcboss.
mcboss
boss puts the flashcards down and leaves the office with compromised
security camera.
he visits a worker
[we don't know.]
[is boss surprised as an act for the camera, because his mind doesn't
work, or was it a mistake and he doesn't look surprised?]
boss in office flips flashcard again
boss [again]: "Two equals two."
[He might look at the flashcard as if it is quite surprising to him
we try to keep some of our thoughts uninfluenced by trances and flashbacks.
this is very hard, but always valued.
memory habits defense
Karl on mailing list: "Four equals four."
Boss on camera in mcboss story: "1 + 1 = 2."
Boss flips flashcard.
Boss: "A is the first letter of the alphabet."
Karl on mailing list: "B is the second letter of the alphabet."
Karl on mailing list again: "Apple starts with A."
Karl experiences what he suspects is severe dissociation from a
mysterious influence that directed any criticism or blame toward its
victims.
That is similar to karl describing his own behavior as somebody called
"mcboss" who behaves that way.
Karl does exercises like imaginary-mcboss. Karl does them on a mailing list.
Karl: "two equals two"
Boss flips flashcard.
Boss: "Three equals 3".
-
MCBoss and some of his peers are in trouble for spreading mass
disinformation across the world densely for many years causing the
very fabric of information, records, and communication to break down
and apart.
His excuse was that he was confused.
So, he is doing exercise on
so near dissociation, need habits like communicating, preserving,
describing things going on [are there other good habits?]
and that’s very hard cause mcboss is [enforces violent silence
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