Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Bruno Marchal

On 06 Dec 2009, at 05:07, benjayk wrote:



 Bruno Marchal wrote:

 It is actually an art to find the dosage and the timing so that you
 understand better some, well, let us say statements you get there.  
 One
 is just impossible to memorize, or you stay there, and a copy is send
 here. This is a copy effect experimented by a reasonable proportion  
 of
 users.
 This is confusing me.
 When you say a copy is send it sounds like the copy is not the real
 thing. How can you distinguish copy and original? The copy probably  
 won't
 say it is just a copy (as opposed to the original).

You are right. It is even a key point in most thought experiments we  
discussed here.
But we do suppose there that the copy are perfect, (a notion which  
makes sense with the computationalist hyp.).




 And what do you mean by stay there? Forever? Why should you stay  
 there
 (can you choose)? And where is there? Is it forgetfulness oder  
 remembrance?

It is very difficult to describe any first person experience. We  
cannot even describe normal state of consciousness, so it is even  
harder to describe altered state of consciousness.

Roughly speaking, such salvia copy-experiences I am describing, which  
occur clearly about a hundred times (among about 600 hundred hits)  
could be described in the following way, but I know it is quite  
paradoxal. I have to separate the first half of the experience from  
the second half, because they are strictly disconnected.

First half:
I am bruno marchal and I decide to smoke some salvia. After the hit  
I find myself in paradise. I am rather happy and, only for that  
reason, I want to stay there, and I insist for staying there. Some  
entity tells me that I can indeed stay there, and that they will send  
back on earth some copy to finish my job (but also to keep salvia  
legal!). I say OK, and I am witness of the beginning of the copy  
process ...

Second half:
... I am. I am in paradise since infinity. I enjoy the being state,  
but there there is no past, and no future. I have no memory, but  
still a sort of personality. Suddenly I get memories and I think oh  
no, not again, because at that moment I have the feeling that  
something happens, which has already happened a lot of times. The  
memories get more and more precise, and at some point I accept them,  
but does not recognize them as personal memories, then I got the  
last memories which are I want to stay in paradise, and I understand  
that I am a copy send to earth to finish his job. I find myself on  
earth, but during some hours, I have still the memory of having always  
lived there, and almost got the feeling that the smoking of salvia  
made me going from paradise to earth.

The first time I did that type of salvia experience, I kept during  
three days the strong feeling of being completely refresh or reborn,  
like if I was just on earth since some days. Everything looked as  
completely new. I did not feel any memory as being personal, and that  
has been indeed very useful useful for doing some annoying job, and  
taking annoying decisions, I have to make. That feeling faded away the  
fourth day after the experience.


 This staying there thought is chasing me on many of my psychedlic
 experience. I find it very scary, often it really hinders me to  
 enjoy the
 experience, because the thought but I don't want to leave 'my  
 reality'
 forever comes and makes me unable to relax.

I did experience such things as well, but only with weed, in my youth,  
or with mushrooms (recently).
In that case you feel a distinctively different sort of consciousness,  
and you may panic with the idea of staying in that stage. But with  
salvia it is different. You can sometimes feel like if the normal  
state of consciousness' is the altered state you want to avoid.

Some people lives a similar experience except that, instead of feeling  
like being in paradise, they feel like being in hell. They live the  
memory retrieval and the coming back with a huge relief and they got  
the feeling they were dead, and got another chance ... Some even  
conclude they have to change their life in some way if they want to  
avoid ending there.




 I tried salvia several times, too. I got some weird effects, like  
 thinking
 I die in every instant because I identified with a  
 moment (scary, but
 somehow funny in retrospection).

That happens sometimes, as you can see on erowid or on salvianet  
reports.


 Or remembering something exhilarating, but
 being unable to express it or store it in my memory completely (I  
 tend to
 think it's just the realization that there are no bad problems,

A general message is that there are no problem as far as you are clean  
with your own conscience. Apparently the plant is allergic to people  
lying to themselves. It is one of the most bizarre aspect of the  
salvia experience, it has a moral dimension. The more peaceful you are  
with yourself, the more divine you feel the bliss. It is very 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Bruno Marchal

On 06 Dec 2009, at 05:21, Johnathan Corgan wrote:

 On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 2:27 PM, Bruno Marchal marc...@ulb.ac.be  
 wrote:

 All of this indicates that salvinorin A has potent but short-lived
 effects on the brain systems involved in memory, identity, body  
 image
 and perception of time and space (along with a host of other effects
 not discussed here).  Regardless of one's view on the use of these
 substances to alter one's cognition, it seems there is a great
 opportunity to study these effects to zero in on how these brain
 systems are related to our subjective experience of reality.

 Very difficult task, but very interesting, and probably parts of the
 experience/experiments needed to build an artificial brain.

 A double-blind study protocol to test for particular effects would be
 difficult to design, no doubt.  I don't understand your reference to
 the need for an artificial brain.

Some people can say yes to the doctor, not for a complete artificial  
brain, but for a part of the brain.
Taking a drug, or a psycho-active substance is already an act of that  
type. Some molecules build by some plants (in general to attract or  
manipulate insects by acting on their brains or nervous system) can  
already be considered as artificial subpart of your brain (at the  
molecular level). The use of more and more specific agonist molecules  
for the brain molecules, is a way to learn about the brain, and how  
good can some new molecules can be to do some job in the brain. People  
will not necessarily ever say really yes to a doctor, but they will  
be propose evolving artificial part of the brain.
Well, what I say, is that the self-brain-study, through entheogen, may  
accelerate the development of artificial brain parts.




 However, it would still be possible to carry out experimentation to
 correlate subjective reports of these altered 1-pov percepts with
 3-pov data obtained by FMRI, EEG, etc.

Exactly. We may never understand the whole human brain, but we can  
find those correlation by self-testing.



 Unfortunately, current laws
 in the U.S. restrict experimentation of this type to therapeutic
 applications.  It is possible to test to see whether MDMA is a
 successful treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder, but not, say
 only to find out the dose/response curve for its psychedelic
 properties.

This is weird. What is a psychedelic properties? It is vague term.
I think that studies of that kind have been made on some meditation  
technics.




 Absent those types of studies, it would still be enormously
 educational for someone to conduct a meta-analysis of the many
 thousands of first-hand written and recorded reports of Salvia
 Divinorum use.  While far from being a random sample, at least one
 would have a better map of the territory to guide further research.


Yes. It is very informative on the consciousness phenomenon. It is fun  
too. I have a read a lot also of all the possible diaries of dreams,  
and I have written and studied my own dreams. I am no more, because it  
asks for work, a good lucid dreamer, but I have practice and develop  
technics at times, and the tools (mainly coffee!) to practice lucidity  
the night. Nowadays I use calea zacatechichi or salvia, which have  
some interesting impact on dreams (also on the non REM dreams,  
hypnagogic images, etc.
Conscience et mécanisme contains a chapter on dreams, I tend to  
follow Hobson, and Dement, LaBerge, and Jouvet. In the REM dream, we  
are awake, hallucinated and paralysed. The cerebral stem plays a key  
role.





 Well, if we define a drug by something harmful and addictive, then
 salvia is not known to be a drug today, because there are no evidence
 it is harmful nor evidence it is addictive.

 Indeed, animal studies to date have shown that salvinorin A
 administration reduces the levels of dopamine in the portions of the
 brain associated with addiction and craving, which is exactly opposite
 the effects of strongly addictive and euphoriant drugs like cocaine
 and methamphetamine.  Whether this is true in human brains remains to
 be seen (and difficult to study due to reasons above).

 In any case, this discussion is probably more relevant in other
 forums.  I brought it up only because we frequently discuss
 consciousness, memory and identity, and lo and behold there is a drug
 which has radical effects on the subjective experience of all three,
 and a body of written reports to examine.

Not only it is relevant, but it is at the cross of many levels of  
description of the data which we have to take into account if we want  
to progress on the everything riddle.

The relation between a Brain and a Reality is akin to
the relation between a Theory/Machine and a Model, in logic, and to
the relation between an equation and its solution, in algebra.

The common point is a Galois connection which entails something  
like, roughly speaking, that to a self-perburtation of the brain, or  
the theory/machine, or 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread soulcatcher☠
 Are you physicalist?

I just don't know.
All my everyday experience points towards physicalism: I'm a brain,
embodied in a physical body, embedded in a physical environment and
evolved via several billion year selection process. All the
constituents of my mind could be explained in the evolutionary terms
as devices that promoted the survival of my ancestor's genes.
From the other hand, all the scientific knowledge imo points towards
some kind of digital physics. For example, it's much much easier to
just accept modern high-energy physics as a elaborate pure
mathematical theory than try to understand it in the everyday terms of
material world.

 Have you read Everett? There are already physicists who describe reality
 as a flux of information which differentiate in many histories, sometimes
 recombining by amnesia, etc.
 You may read the book by Russell Standish theory of Nothing.
 The book Mind's I, ed. by Hofstadter and Dennett is a good introduction to
 computationalism.
 Stathis mentioned Parfit's reasons and persons recently on the FOR list,
 where we discuss on similar many-reality conception of reality. I would
 recommend it too. In particular you may read David Deutsch's book the
 fabric of Reality.
 Gunther Greindl has put some more advanced references on the web page of the
 list.
 Are you aware of computer science and mathematical logic?
 You could be interested by my own contribution, which I explain on this
 list, see
 http://iridia.ulb.ac.be/~marchal/publications/SANE2004MARCHALAbstract.html

I didn't read Everett and Deutsch but I'm aware of MWI.
I skimmed over Theory of Nothing some time ago and, to be honest, I
didn't like to, partially due to Quantum Immortality thing - it was my
first encounter with the subject and it seemed like a worst kind of
unscientific wishful thinking. But maybe I should give it another,
this time more serious try.

I'll make an attempt to follow your UDA steps and can accept comp as a
_hypothesis_, but now I'm highly skeptical about computationalism as a
valid theory of consciousness.
Every time I think about it I come to the simulated thunderstorm is
NOT a real thunderstorm argument (I don't know the other name, for
the first time I read about in some interview with Searle). It's easy
for me to accept the possibility of conscious robot (I'm such a robot)
but it's hard to accept the possibility of conscious pure (as in CS
i.e. without side effects) computer program, as computationalism
implies (if I understand it right).

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Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread John Mikes
Dear Bruno,
on diverse lists (I cannot call them 'science-branches' since lately most
domains are discussed in considering aspects of several of such on the
diverse discussion-lists)-
CONCEPTS (I wish I knew a better word) appear by different content.

If somebody has the time and feels like (knows how to) do it, a brief
reconsiderational ID listing would help us outsiders to reconfirm what WE
mean by

*Comp*   -  (computing, computer-universal or not,)
The application of (=your relevance of) the *Church* thesis
*Universa*l machine - BTW: machine, or God, as in (our) theology
*White rabbit*, (and I don't even dare write:) *numbers,* -
   and in not much than 1-2 lines(!!!) ea:
*UD, UDA, AUDA*, with:
hints to YES *to the doctor*, and *maybe some more* -
*
which the 'old listers' apply here with ease (yet *maybe(!)* in their
modified i.e.  personalised taste?) - newcomers. however, usually first
misinterpret into 'other' *vernaculars*.

(It is my several decade long research experience to sit down once in a
while and recap
(recoop?) the terms used in the daily efforts. They change by the *(ab?)*use
and re-realizing  their original content may push the research effort ahead
from a stagnant hole it falls into inevitably during most routine
thinking. -
 In doing so, almost all the time there occurred an AHA.

One cannot do it privately and alone. We cannot slip out from our skin. I
did it with someone knowledgeable in the broader field (maybe even a fresh
graduate?) or on a public lecture, where questions and opposite opinions
could be expected.

Best for the hooiday season: this may be a present for Chirstmas.
On St. Nicholas Day

John Mikes







On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 4:15 PM, Bruno Marchal marc...@ulb.ac.be wrote:


 On 05 Dec 2009, at 21:00, Rex Allen wrote:

  On Fri, Dec 4, 2009 at 10:35 PM, Brent Meeker
  meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
  Rex Allen wrote:
  What is your alternative to the everything universal acid?  That
  things just are the way they are (uniquely), and there's
  ultimately no
  explanation for that.  Right?
 
 
  Exactly so.  It's just happened that way and Everything happens
  and
  so this happens too. are both equally useless.  Progress is only
  made
  when we can explain why this rather than that.
 
  So, we have our observations, and we want to explain them, so we need
  some context to place them in.  So we postulate the existence of an
  external universe.  But then we want to explain what we see in this
  external universe, and the only option is to postulate the existence
  of a multiverse.
 
  Nothing can be explained in terms of only itself.  To explain it,  you
  have to place it in the context of something larger.  Otherwise, no
  explanation is possible, you just have to say, this is the way it is
  because that's the way it is.
 
  Right?
 
  Basically there's only two way the process can end.  Two possible
  answers to the question of Why is the universe this way instead of
  some other way?:
 
  1) Because things just are the way they are, and there's no further
  explanation possible.
  2) Because EVERYTHING happens, and so this was inevitable in that
  larger context of everything.
 
  What other option is there, do you think?

 Well in this list we follow the option 2. (As its name indicates).
 To progress we need to make the everything idea more precise. Most
 naive everything idea are either trivial and non informative, or can
 be shown inconsistent.
 QM is an amazing everything theory, astoundingly accurate. Yet it is
 based on comp (or variety of comp), which means that if you take
 serioulsy the first person experiences into consideration, then you
 have to derive the Schroedinger waves from a deeper purely
 arithmetical derivation.
 But with the computable, something happens: the discovery of the
 universal machine (accepting Church's thesis).
 This makes enough to confront all universal machine, actually the
 Löbian one will even understand why, with a consciousness/reality
 problem, or first-person/third person relation problem, and that the
 Löbian machine can develop the means to explore the many gaps which
 exists there.





 
 
  So we can take our observations of the world around us and
  construct a
  narrative that is consistent with what we see...a narrative that
  involves big bangs and electrons.  But what caused the big bang?
  Why
  do electrons have the particular properties that they have?  If you
  propose a particular cause for these things, what caused that cause?
 
  How is that better than a narrative that allows for everything?
  They would seem to have equal explanatory power.  Which is to say:
  zero.
  We have much evidence about the big bang and some theories as to
  how it
  may have happened which are testable.
 
  So the existence of a big bang event certainly seems consistent with
  our observations.  But so does the idea of a Boltzmann style
  statistical fluctuation from thermal equilibrium.  Or the idea that
  this 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Jason Resch
On Sun, Dec 6, 2009 at 1:35 PM, soulcatcher☠ soulcatche...@gmail.comwrote:

  Are you physicalist?

 I just don't know.
 All my everyday experience points towards physicalism: I'm a brain,
 embodied in a physical body, embedded in a physical environment and
 evolved via several billion year selection process. All the
 constituents of my mind could be explained in the evolutionary terms
 as devices that promoted the survival of my ancestor's genes.
 From the other hand, all the scientific knowledge imo points towards
 some kind of digital physics. For example, it's much much easier to
 just accept modern high-energy physics as a elaborate pure
 mathematical theory than try to understand it in the everyday terms of
 material world.

  Have you read Everett? There are already physicists who describe
 reality
  as a flux of information which differentiate in many histories, sometimes
  recombining by amnesia, etc.
  You may read the book by Russell Standish theory of Nothing.
  The book Mind's I, ed. by Hofstadter and Dennett is a good introduction
 to
  computationalism.
  Stathis mentioned Parfit's reasons and persons recently on the FOR
 list,
  where we discuss on similar many-reality conception of reality. I would
  recommend it too. In particular you may read David Deutsch's book the
  fabric of Reality.
  Gunther Greindl has put some more advanced references on the web page of
 the
  list.
  Are you aware of computer science and mathematical logic?
  You could be interested by my own contribution, which I explain on this
  list, see
 
 http://iridia.ulb.ac.be/~marchal/publications/SANE2004MARCHALAbstract.html

 I didn't read Everett and Deutsch but I'm aware of MWI.
 I skimmed over Theory of Nothing some time ago and, to be honest, I
 didn't like to, partially due to Quantum Immortality thing - it was my
 first encounter with the subject and it seemed like a worst kind of
 unscientific wishful thinking. But maybe I should give it another,
 this time more serious try.

 I'll make an attempt to follow your UDA steps and can accept comp as a
 _hypothesis_, but now I'm highly skeptical about computationalism as a
 valid theory of consciousness.
 Every time I think about it I come to the simulated thunderstorm is
 NOT a real thunderstorm argument (I don't know the other name, for
 the first time I read about in some interview with Searle). It's easy
 for me to accept the possibility of conscious robot (I'm such a robot)
 but it's hard to accept the possibility of conscious pure (as in CS
 i.e. without side effects) computer program, as computationalism
 implies (if I understand it right).



If you can accept the possibility of a conscious robot, whose senses are
hooked up to video cameras, microphones, etc. would you say the robot would
still be conscious if one were too hook up the video and audio inputs of the
robot to the output of a virtual environment (think video game)?  Now what
if both the robot's software and environment rendering software ran within
the same computer?

Jason

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Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread John Mikes
Rex, or Brent? (I am mixed up between th (-)s and the unmarked text. No
signature.
I rather paste my cpmment to the end of this posting, since it pertains to
the last par.-s.
John M

On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 3:00 PM, Rex Allen rexallen...@gmail.com wrote:

 On Fri, Dec 4, 2009 at 10:35 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com
 wrote:
  Rex Allen wrote:
  What is your alternative to the everything universal acid?  That
  things just are the way they are (uniquely), and there's ultimately no
  explanation for that.  Right?
 
 
  Exactly so.  It's just happened that way and Everything happens and
  so this happens too. are both equally useless.  Progress is only made
  when we can explain why this rather than that.

 So, we have our observations, and we want to explain them, so we need
 some context to place them in.  So we postulate the existence of an
 external universe.  But then we want to explain what we see in this
 external universe, and the only option is to postulate the existence
 of a multiverse.

 Nothing can be explained in terms of only itself.  To explain it,  you
 have to place it in the context of something larger.  Otherwise, no
 explanation is possible, you just have to say, this is the way it is
 because that's the way it is.

 Right?

 Basically there's only two way the process can end.  Two possible
 answers to the question of Why is the universe this way instead of
 some other way?:

 1) Because things just are the way they are, and there's no further
 explanation possible.
 2) Because EVERYTHING happens, and so this was inevitable in that
 larger context of everything.

 What other option is there, do you think?


  So we can take our observations of the world around us and construct a
  narrative that is consistent with what we see...a narrative that
  involves big bangs and electrons.  But what caused the big bang?  Why
  do electrons have the particular properties that they have?  If you
  propose a particular cause for these things, what caused that cause?
 
  How is that better than a narrative that allows for everything?
  They would seem to have equal explanatory power.  Which is to say:
  zero.
  We have much evidence about the big bang and some theories as to how it
  may have happened which are testable.

 So the existence of a big bang event certainly seems consistent with
 our observations.  But so does the idea of a Boltzmann style
 statistical fluctuation from thermal equilibrium.  Or the idea that
 this is just the dream of the infinitude of relations between numbers.

 We construct narratives that are consistent with our observations, but
 these narratives are about our observations, not about what really
 exists.  You seem to have jumped to some unfounded ontological
 conclusions.

 You can talk about big bangs if that helps you think about your
 observations, helps you identify patterns in what you experience.
 But, that's as far as it can reasonably go, right?

 At the end of the day, we're always right back at where we
 started...with our observations...with our subjective conscious
 experience.


 JM:

I went one little step further and talked about a 'reversed' logic:
Conventional science (as it developed over the millennia) constructed the
'axioms' as the conditions necessary to make the theoreticals VALID.
I did not condone the idea of the Big Bang according to the conventionals
(including the several variants available) and wrote (my) narrative in a
different view (no conventionals).
(For those who have a taste for oddities: Karl Jaspers Forum - TA 62 (MIK)
of 2003. )
Once we enter the conventional figments of (reductionistic) sciences
(ontology) we can only devise variants WITHIN. All, where the formulated
'axioms' help.
And that pertains also to 2 + 2 = 4, where it may be 22 as well. Or: in
Bruno's longer version: (2,(0),) + (2, (0),) = 2020 as well. Bruno, please
excuse if I goofed your formula).
Just in another way of axioms-formulation, while as  II + II  is always
 . Axiom or not.
JM

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Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread benjayk


Bruno Marchal wrote:
 

 And what do you mean by stay there? Forever? Why should you stay  
 there
 (can you choose)? And where is there? Is it forgetfulness oder  
 remembrance?
 
 It is very difficult to describe any first person experience. We  
 cannot even describe normal state of consciousness, so it is even  
 harder to describe altered state of consciousness.
That's certainly true. Words can never convery an experience, they can only
link the experience and known experiences. But sometimes even this is
difficult. The difference between looking at a plain wall with my normal
state of consciousness and on shrooms is somehow pretty small, yet very big.
It looks the same, only more clear, crisp, real and incomparably more
beatiful... But many people simply won't get how a wall could look more
real, especially when you cloud your mind with drugs - they will say I
just imagined it or I was too wasted, which is totally ridiculous to me.


Bruno Marchal wrote:
 
 Second half:
 ... I am. I am in paradise since infinity. I enjoy the being state,  
 but there there is no past, and no future.
But in retrospection, isn't this wrong? Because you are in the future now,
aren't you?

Or maybe you never really leave this place? So you are still there... After
all, you are always in the present, now matter what happens. And in some way
you are in paradise, since even if you experience something bad, at least
it admits that it is bad and wants to go, so it is meaningless compared to
infinite possibilities of constant or growing well-being.
Maybe if you can take this knowledge with you (even though it seems
impossible; maybe it is possible partially?), nirvana (The word seems to fit
what you experienced) and samsara begin to appear as what they really are,
the same (according to Mahāyāna Buddhism). Is this what being (or becoming?)
enlightened is about?

Somehow I can't believe reality could be so dual: That there is this place,
and our totally different place, that are disconnected.


Bruno Marchal wrote:
 
  I have no memory, but  
 still a sort of personality. Suddenly I get memories and I think oh  
 no, not again, because at that moment I have the feeling that  
 something happens, which has already happened a lot of times.
It's funny, I get that feeling sometimes on shrooms, though not at
returning, but at the beginning of going to this place of oneness. Like I
remember that I begin to arrive at home, at the place I really belong.
At first I feel really comforted, but then fear (and/or aversion) starts to
set in. I actually feel like having been there somehow, but not in this
life, or not completely or not yet? It is so familiar, yet I don't think I
really was there.


Bruno Marchal wrote:
 
  The  
 memories get more and more precise, and at some point I accept them,  
 but does not recognize them as personal memories, then I got the  
 last memories which are I want to stay in paradise, and I understand  
 that I am a copy send to earth to finish his job. I find myself on  
 earth, but during some hours, I have still the memory of having always  
 lived there, and almost got the feeling that the smoking of salvia  
 made me going from paradise to earth.
Maybe it's just a illusion that you leave paradise? Maybe earth is a part of
paradise.



Bruno Marchal wrote:
 
 The first time I did that type of salvia experience, I kept during  
 three days the strong feeling of being completely refresh or reborn,  
 like if I was just on earth since some days. Everything looked as  
 completely new. I did not feel any memory as being personal, and that  
 has been indeed very useful useful for doing some annoying job, and  
 taking annoying decisions, I have to make. That feeling faded away the  
 fourth day after the experience.
I think I know what you mean. Though for me it just lasts seconds or
minutes. When I'm on shrooms (and it happened on salvia + weed, too)
sometimes I feel like being able to view the world like being reborn.


Bruno Marchal wrote:
 
 Some people lives a similar experience except that, instead of feeling  
 like being in paradise, they feel like being in hell.
I think that's what I experienced on N2O. All meaning started to
disintegrate. All I could think about was: What is the worst experience you
could possibly imagine. As far as I remember I literally repeated this
sentence in my mind over and over (in german though). And I felt ever more
shallow and useless and imprisoned. There was no path left except the path
of self-destruction. I simply seemed unable to remember anything positve. At
one moment I believed I'm the only person doomed to hell. Probably this was
the worst moment in my life. Sometimes I think or hope it is the worst
moment you can have. At least I can't think of a worse thought than being
the only person going to eternal hell.
But then I realized I'm am NOT that and I felt immensely relieved... 
Maybe what I realized was: I am not nobody as I thought before - 'only
nobody' 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Brent Meeker
I mark my small part below with brackets [ ].

John Mikes wrote:
 Rex, or Brent? (I am mixed up between th (-)s and the unmarked 
 text. No signature.
 I rather paste my cpmment to the end of this posting, since it 
 pertains to the last par.-s.
 John M

 On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 3:00 PM, Rex Allen rexallen...@gmail.com 
 mailto:rexallen...@gmail.com wrote:

 On Fri, Dec 4, 2009 at 10:35 PM, Brent Meeker
 meeke...@dslextreme.com mailto:meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
  Rex Allen wrote:
  What is your alternative to the everything universal acid?  That
  things just are the way they are (uniquely), and there's
 ultimately no
  explanation for that.  Right?
 
 
  Exactly so.  It's just happened that way and Everything
 happens and
  so this happens too. are both equally useless.  Progress is
 only made
  when we can explain why this rather than that.

 So, we have our observations, and we want to explain them, so we need
 some context to place them in.  So we postulate the existence of an
 external universe.  But then we want to explain what we see in this
 external universe, and the only option is to postulate the existence
 of a multiverse.

 Nothing can be explained in terms of only itself.  To explain it,  you
 have to place it in the context of something larger.  Otherwise, no
 explanation is possible, you just have to say, this is the way it is
 because that's the way it is.

 Right?

 Basically there's only two way the process can end.  Two possible
 answers to the question of Why is the universe this way instead of
 some other way?:

 1) Because things just are the way they are, and there's no further
 explanation possible.
 2) Because EVERYTHING happens, and so this was inevitable in that
 larger context of everything.

 What other option is there, do you think?


  So we can take our observations of the world around us and
 construct a
  narrative that is consistent with what we see...a narrative that
  involves big bangs and electrons.  But what caused the big
 bang?  Why
  do electrons have the particular properties that they have?  If you
  propose a particular cause for these things, what caused that
 cause?
 
  How is that better than a narrative that allows for everything?
  They would seem to have equal explanatory power.  Which is to say:
  zero.
 [Brent  We have much evidence about the big bang and some
 theories as to how it
  may have happened which are testable.]

 So the existence of a big bang event certainly seems consistent with
 our observations.  But so does the idea of a Boltzmann style
 statistical fluctuation from thermal equilibrium.  Or the idea that
 this is just the dream of the infinitude of relations between numbers.

 We construct narratives that are consistent with our observations, but
 these narratives are about our observations, not about what really
 exists.  You seem to have jumped to some unfounded ontological
 conclusions.

 You can talk about big bangs if that helps you think about your
 observations, helps you identify patterns in what you experience.
 But, that's as far as it can reasonably go, right?

 At the end of the day, we're always right back at where we
 started...with our observations...with our subjective conscious
 experience.


 JM:

 I went one little step further and talked about a 'reversed' logic:
 Conventional science (as it developed over the millennia) constructed 
 the 'axioms' as the conditions necessary to make the theoreticals VALID.

This seems like an abuse of terminology.  Science doesn't deal in 
axioms.  Axioms are statements accepted for purposes of mathematical 
inference.  They are part of mathematics, not science.  Similary, valid 
refers to a truth preserving sequence of inferences; a mathematical 
rather than scientific term.  Of course science uses mathematics because 
mathematical description is a way of avoiding self-contradiction.  But 
economists, surveyors, programmers, and just about everybody else also 
use mathematics.

 I did not condone the idea of the Big Bang according to the 
 conventionals (including the several variants available) and wrote 
 (my) narrative in a different view (no conventionals).
 (For those who have a taste for oddities: Karl Jaspers Forum - TA 62 
 (MIK) of 2003. )
 Once we enter the conventional figments of (reductionistic) sciences 
 (ontology) we can only devise variants WITHIN.

I don't understand this.  I think science is necessarily reductionist in 
it's methodology simply because we can't understand everything at once 
and we can't experiment on everything at once.  But science also 
synthesizes so the reduction is only methodological.

Brent

 All, where the formulated 'axioms' help.
 And that pertains also to 2 + 2 = 4, where it may be 22 as 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Rex Allen
On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 5:22 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
 Rex Allen wrote:
 On Fri, Dec 4, 2009 at 10:35 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com 
 wrote:

 Rex Allen wrote:

 What is your alternative to the everything universal acid?  That
 things just are the way they are (uniquely), and there's ultimately no
 explanation for that.  Right?


 Exactly so.  It's just happened that way and Everything happens and
 so this happens too. are both equally useless.  Progress is only made
 when we can explain why this rather than that.


 So, we have our observations, and we want to explain them, so we need
 some context to place them in.  So we postulate the existence of an
 external universe.  But then we want to explain what we see in this
 external universe, and the only option is to postulate the existence
 of a multiverse.

 Nothing can be explained in terms of only itself.  To explain it,  you
 have to place it in the context of something larger.  Otherwise, no
 explanation is possible, you just have to say, this is the way it is
 because that's the way it is.

 Right?

 Basically there's only two way the process can end.  Two possible
 answers to the question of Why is the universe this way instead of
 some other way?:

 1) Because things just are the way they are, and there's no further
 explanation possible.
 2) Because EVERYTHING happens, and so this was inevitable in that
 larger context of everything.

 What other option is there, do you think?


 Look at what we actually take to be explanations.  For example,
 inflation is taken to be an explanation for the homogeneity of the CMB,
 for the flatness of space, for the absence of magnetic monopoles.  Why?
 First, because it replaces these seemingly disparate observed facts with
 a single theory that is consistent with our other theories.  Second, and
 more importantly, it predicted higher order correlations in the CMB
 which were then observed.  So we are still faced with explaining the
 inflation; which some people might explain as, That's just the way it
 is. and others might explain,Out of all possible universes some must
 inflate, but neither of those predicts anything or leads to any
 experiment.  A real explanation would be one describing an inflaton
 field and predicting its experimental manifestation.

 So the option is don't adopt non-explanations and simply admit that
 there are things we don't know and that's why we do research. Theories
 need to be consilient and specific and testable and predict something we
 didn't already know, but turns out to be true.  That's the gold standard.

 So I agree that in some sense the two options you present above seem to
 be the only possible ultimate statements, sort of  like the schoolmen
 who proved that God did it was the ultimate answer everything.  But,
 I don't think ultimate statements are worth much because they are like
 junk food explanations - no nutritional value.

 Brent

Well, I would say that your explanations provide the illusion of
nutritional value, but in fact are also junk food.

It seems to me that your example isn't an explanation, but a narrative
that just describes a plausible scenario consistent with what we
observe.  The difference between explanation and description is maybe
a subtle difference, but it seems like an important one when thinking
about metaphysics and ontology.

I think there is a problem when you try to find a place for yourself
inside your own narrative.  When you try to explain your experience of
observing, in addition to WHAT you observe.

Assuming physicalism and barring downwards causation, *within that
framework* what does it mean to claim that you understand something,
that you have explained something, or that you have predicted
something?

Within the framework of bottom-up physicalism, what does it even mean
to say that you exist...since you are (apparently) not a fundamental
entity and so don't appear on any inventory of the contents of such a
universe.  Electrons:  check.  Quarks:  check.  Brent Meekers:  Nope,
none of those...only electrons and quarks (and other fundamental
entities).

But even if you exist within such a system, and are fully accounted
for by the system, then your experiences are a kind of epiphenomenal
residue of the fundamental processes of the system.  You don't have a
handle on the universe...the universe has a handle on you.  You are
run through your paces by your constituent molecules, experiencing
whatever their configuration entails in each given moment.  But why
would this experience necessarily be of what actually exists?

Returning to the earlier point, what are observations? How are they
accounted for in a physicalist ontology? Why do some configurations of
matter and energy have conscious subjective experiences, when there
is nothing in our conception of matter, energy, OR configurations
which would lead one to conclude (before the fact) that by arranging
them in particular ways one could create 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Brent Meeker
Rex Allen wrote:
 On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 5:22 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
   
 Rex Allen wrote:
 
 On Fri, Dec 4, 2009 at 10:35 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com 
 wrote:

   
 Rex Allen wrote:

 
 What is your alternative to the everything universal acid?  That
 things just are the way they are (uniquely), and there's ultimately no
 explanation for that.  Right?


   
 Exactly so.  It's just happened that way and Everything happens and
 so this happens too. are both equally useless.  Progress is only made
 when we can explain why this rather than that.

 
 So, we have our observations, and we want to explain them, so we need
 some context to place them in.  So we postulate the existence of an
 external universe.  But then we want to explain what we see in this
 external universe, and the only option is to postulate the existence
 of a multiverse.

 Nothing can be explained in terms of only itself.  To explain it,  you
 have to place it in the context of something larger.  Otherwise, no
 explanation is possible, you just have to say, this is the way it is
 because that's the way it is.

 Right?

 Basically there's only two way the process can end.  Two possible
 answers to the question of Why is the universe this way instead of
 some other way?:

 1) Because things just are the way they are, and there's no further
 explanation possible.
 2) Because EVERYTHING happens, and so this was inevitable in that
 larger context of everything.

 What other option is there, do you think?

   
 Look at what we actually take to be explanations.  For example,
 inflation is taken to be an explanation for the homogeneity of the CMB,
 for the flatness of space, for the absence of magnetic monopoles.  Why?
 First, because it replaces these seemingly disparate observed facts with
 a single theory that is consistent with our other theories.  Second, and
 more importantly, it predicted higher order correlations in the CMB
 which were then observed.  So we are still faced with explaining the
 inflation; which some people might explain as, That's just the way it
 is. and others might explain,Out of all possible universes some must
 inflate, but neither of those predicts anything or leads to any
 experiment.  A real explanation would be one describing an inflaton
 field and predicting its experimental manifestation.

 So the option is don't adopt non-explanations and simply admit that
 there are things we don't know and that's why we do research. Theories
 need to be consilient and specific and testable and predict something we
 didn't already know, but turns out to be true.  That's the gold standard.

 So I agree that in some sense the two options you present above seem to
 be the only possible ultimate statements, sort of  like the schoolmen
 who proved that God did it was the ultimate answer everything.  But,
 I don't think ultimate statements are worth much because they are like
 junk food explanations - no nutritional value.

 Brent
 

 Well, I would say that your explanations provide the illusion of
 nutritional value, but in fact are also junk food.

 It seems to me that your example isn't an explanation, but a narrative
 that just describes a plausible scenario consistent with what we
 observe.  The difference between explanation and description is maybe
 a subtle difference, but it seems like an important one when thinking
 about metaphysics and ontology.

 I think there is a problem when you try to find a place for yourself
 inside your own narrative.  When you try to explain your experience of
 observing, in addition to WHAT you observe.

 Assuming physicalism and barring downwards causation, *within that
 framework* what does it mean to claim that you understand something,
 that you have explained something, or that you have predicted
 something?

 Within the framework of bottom-up physicalism, what does it even mean
 to say that you exist...since you are (apparently) not a fundamental
 entity and so don't appear on any inventory of the contents of such a
 universe.  Electrons:  check.  Quarks:  check.  Brent Meekers:  Nope,
 none of those...only electrons and quarks (and other fundamental
 entities).

 But even if you exist within such a system, and are fully accounted
 for by the system, then your experiences are a kind of epiphenomenal
 residue of the fundamental processes of the system.  You don't have a
 handle on the universe...the universe has a handle on you.  You are
 run through your paces by your constituent molecules, experiencing
 whatever their configuration entails in each given moment.  But why
 would this experience necessarily be of what actually exists?

 Returning to the earlier point, what are observations? How are they
 accounted for in a physicalist ontology? Why do some configurations of
 matter and energy have conscious subjective experiences, when there
 is nothing in our conception of matter, energy, OR configurations
 which 

Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Rex Allen
On Sun, Dec 6, 2009 at 8:09 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
 You seem to be reading a lot into my post.

Ha!  Ya, once I got going I figured I'd just throw everything in there
and see if any of it elicited any interesting feedback.


 I never said that
 consciousness is an illusion.  In fact I didn't say anything about
 consciousness at all. My post was about what makes an explanation a good
 one and that being ultimate is historically not one of them.

So my point is that:  in a reductionist theory which implies a
physicalist reality with no downwards causation, nothing means
anything.  Things only have the appearance of meaning.

In such a reality, things just are what they are.  If you find some
explanations good and others bad, that's just the epiphenominal
residue of more fundamental physical processes which are themselves
unconcerned with such things.

In such a reality if you predict an event that comes to pass, both
your prediction AND the event were inevitable from the first instant
of the universe, implicit in it's initial state plus the laws of
physics.  Looked at in a block-universe format:  the first instant,
you making the prediction, and the predicted event all coexist
simultaneously.  In this view, while your prediction was accurate,
there's no reason for that...it's just the way things are in that
block of reality.  Scientific theories only describe this fact, they
don't explain it.

So what science deals in is descriptions.  Not explanations.  The
feeling that something has been explained is an aspect of
consciousness, not an aspect of reality (at least not reality as
posited by physicalism).

I don't think that this is usually made clear.  And it seems like a
subtle but important distinction, philosophically.

So I take your point about the schoolmen.  There aren't many practical
applications for the idea that things just are the way they are.
But still it's an interesting piece of information, if true.

But if physicalism is correct, then how useful are your explanations
really?  You *feel* as though it's useful to know about inflation and
the CMB, but underneath your feelings, your constituent quarks and
electrons are playing out the parts that were set for them by the
initial state of the universe plus the laws that govern it's
evolution.

Maybe that initial state and the particular governing laws were set
according to the rules of some larger multiverse...or maybe they just
are what they are, for no reason.

How about this:

Science is about observations.  Philosophy is about clarity.

I just want to be clear about the implications of the various
narratives that are consistent with what we observe.

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Re: Why I am I?

2009-12-06 Thread Brent Meeker




Rex Allen wrote:

  On Sun, Dec 6, 2009 at 8:09 PM, Brent Meeker meeke...@dslextreme.com wrote:
  
  
You seem to be reading a lot into my post.

  
  
Ha!  Ya, once I got going I figured I'd just throw everything in there
and see if any of it elicited any interesting feedback.


  
  
I never said that
consciousness is an illusion.  In fact I didn't say anything about
consciousness at all. My post was about what makes an explanation a good
one and that being "ultimate" is historically not one of them.

  
  
So my point is that:  in a reductionist theory which implies a
physicalist reality with no downwards causation, 

What defines "upwards" and "downwards". Why would "downwards"
causation make any difference?


  nothing means
anything.  

You mean things don't stand as symbols for something else? That
reminds me of George Carlin's quip, "If we're here to care for other
people, what are those other people here for?"


  Things only have the "appearance" of meaning.
  

The above words have the appearance of meaning to me - and so they do
have meaning to me. I don't know what else I could ask for?


  
In such a reality, things just are what they are.  If you find some
explanations "good" and others "bad", that's just the epiphenominal
residue of more fundamental physical processes which are themselves
unconcerned with such things.
  

Having predictive theories was no doubt selected by evolution - as well
as a psychological to see meaning in things.


  
In such a reality if you predict an event that comes to pass, both
your prediction AND the event were inevitable from the first instant
of the universe, implicit in it's initial state plus the laws of
physics.  


That's one theory, formerly more popular than now.


  Looked at in a block-universe format:  the first instant,
you making the prediction, and the predicted event all coexist
simultaneously.  In this view, while your prediction was accurate,
there's no reason for that...it's just the way things are in that
block of reality.  Scientific theories only describe this fact, they
don't explain it.

So what science deals in is descriptions.  Not explanations.  The
feeling that something has been explained is an aspect of
consciousness, not an aspect of reality (at least not reality as
posited by physicalism).
  


But then you need to ask yourself what does constitute an explanation?
If you dismiss scientific models that show you how to make choices and
manipulate the world and allow you to predict events, what is it you're
looking for? What's your definition of "explanation"? Can you give an
example of a good explanation? Does it have to be teleological?
ultimate? holistic?


  
I don't think that this is usually made clear.  And it seems like a
subtle but important distinction, philosophically.

So I take your point about the schoolmen.  There aren't many practical
applications for the idea that "things just are the way they are".
But still it's an interesting piece of information, if true.

But if physicalism is correct, then how useful are your "explanations"
really?  You *feel* as though it's useful to know about inflation and
the CMB, but underneath your feelings, your constituent quarks and
electrons are playing out the parts that were set for them by the
initial state of the universe plus the laws that govern it's
evolution.
  


Well I haven't used quark theory, but my "explanations" have helped me
design a very fast ramjet. I'd feel a little uncertain about flying in
an airliner designed by people who thought aerodynamics didn't explain
anything.


  
Maybe that initial state and the particular governing laws were set
according to the rules of some larger multiverse...or maybe they just
are what they are, for no reason.

How about this:

"Science is about observations.  Philosophy is about clarity."
  


I'd say science is about making models that predict what is observed
and not the contrary.

Since you rambled about consciousness I'll share my speculation about
it. I think people resort to "philosophical" explanations when they
don't have scientific ones and when scientific ones are found they stop
worrying about the philosophical questions. At one time people worried
about vitality, the life-force, elan vitale, that animated things. But
as more and more was learned about molecular biology, DNA, metabolism,
evolution, etc, people stopped worrying about "life". They didn't
explain it. They only described it and how it worked (in great
detail). The DNA isn't alive, none of the molecules are alive and yet
there is no elan vitale either. The old questions about life just seem
ill posed. Not answered, yet irrelevant. I think the same thing will
happen to "consciousness" that happened to "life". 

We will learn to describe consciousness by causal models, we'll predict
the effect of salvia and mushrooms on different people's
consciousness. We'll build robots which appear to be conscious. We'll
add electronics to brains