The phrase in the Subject line, besides being the 
name of a pretty good Van Morrison album, defines
for me the essence of the "spiritual life."

Some, like Van the Man, take the sense of wonder
they feel about life and turn it into an appreciation
for their personal notion of God. Others, like myself,
stop at wonder. The sense of wonder, for us, is *enough*.

As a representative of the latter predilection, one of
the things I've never been able to understand about 
religionists and those who favor a more dogmatic view
of spirituality is the sense of *certainty* they tend
to impose on wonder, somehow feeling that it's either
appropriate, or does justice to that which inspires 
wonder.

Some people are so certain that they "know" how the
universe works, that God exists, how good and bad are
defined, what the mechanics of karma are, what "sin"
is, etc. They actually seem to find solace and a sense
of comfort in that certainty. They fight fuckin' *wars*
over that certainty.

Me, I'm not certain of much of anything. Every time I
start to be, all I have to do is look around and jump-
start my sense of wonder. All the sense of certainty 
flies out the window, to be replaced by the more (IMO) 
healthy sense of wonder.

Others look around at the same things I'm looking at 
and find not wonder, but confirmation of the things
they are so certain about. Go figure. Their call, and
their right, and I wish them well with that approach.
But will their certainty increase their joy and apprec-
iation of life, or rob them of it by replacing wonder
with stasis and complacency, because they already
"know" how everything works? I wonder.
 

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