I recently escaped death, again. I had a small head cold that went to
bronchitis in to a pneumonia. I sat with the pneumonia for a while. I stopped
going to the Dome meditation that I sounded so bad. My voice went from lyric
tenor to basso profundo. I was getting real sick. I felt okay in a way enough
to hobble around and keep doing my farm chores. I could still compose and edit
to post on FFL. But then the disease got worst again and I capitulated and got
some antibiotic; that right away knocked the lung infection back.
They say I am not longer infectious but I do still sound really bad with
[dramatic] effect. I am torn about going to the Dome to meditate. The Dome
numbers are really so low should I go anyway? In the case of the aggregate
numbers the numbers factored in group Meissner Effect meditation [ME] is more
important to the particular individual. The US Marines leave no body behind. Of
course when I was really infectious with the head cold and bronchitis had I
gone then when I knew I was really infectious I would have brought the
aggregate numbers down. But now while I sound bad but could add to the numbers.
What would the group have me do now?
