O.K.
I had a lot of beautiful experiences. The rough stuff came many years later and
I had to work it out on my own how to handle it.
It was really spontaneous and not triggered directly by meditation but other
events, but clearly related to all I had practiced in the past.
It was as if a block had been dissolved, and all the dark was free to surface
and flee.
I never however thought of it as "kundalini" as that word never really had much
impact on my thought processes as concerned what was happening.
There was a point where it seemed I knew a few things others did not know, but
fortunately that passed. It is hard to talk about unusual experiences,
especially if the word "enlightenment" is involved, without being a kind of
jerk.
Sometimes I think there should be a rule -- wait ten years or so after a cool
experience before you blab about it to give time to assimilate it properly and
give perspective.
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To me, a kundalini crisis is an overwhelming mind-body experience caused by
spiritual practices. Many spiritual movements speak of the kundalini energy
center and its role in enlightenment. It is a fairly common conception that a
huge burst of energy from the kundalini center can create an overwhelming
experience akin to mania. I don’t think I ever heard Maharishi speak of
kundalini, but I had conversations with other TM teachers about kundalini over
the years. Here is a link to a transcript of Maharishi speaking about kundalini
in 1968 http://institutespiritualsciences.org/blog_mmy/mmykundalini.php Here
is an excerpt from my book:The most scientific description of kundalini crises
that I have found is in the 1992 book, The Kundalini Experience by Lee
Sannella, M.D. Sannella interviewed people who had come through kundalini
crises. He came up with 4 categories of experience: motor, sensory,
non-physiological, and interpretive. As motor phenomena, Sannella listed kriyas
and unusual breathing patterns. Under sensory phenomena, he listed tickling
sensations, heat and cold sensations, inner light, inner sounds, and pain in
the eyes, head, spine, or elsewhere. Under non-physiological phenomena,
Sannella listed out-of-body experiences and psychic perceptions.As interpretive
phenomena, Sannella listed both positive and negative feelings that could be
experienced with much greater intensity than usual such as ecstasy, love,
cosmic harmony, fear and confusion. He stated that the thinking process could
be speeded up or inhibited. The mental experience could be detachment,
hysteria, a state akin to schizophrenia, or the delusion of having been
divinely chosen.Here are my symptoms which match Sannella’s descriptions: ●
When my kundalini crisis began, I had tingling all over my body. It felt like a
continuous, small electric shock sensation which was pleasant and exciting. ●
I had extreme feelings of joy and thankfulness that seemed to be related to my
thoughts that I was enlightened. When I had delusions about achieving even
higher states of consciousness, I would subsequently be so ecstatic and so
thankful that I would start to cry. ● All of my feelings were experienced with
greater intensity than usual. When I spoke, I spoke like a fire-brand preacher.
My voice almost became raspy as if I had been yelling at a sporting event. ● I
thought I had earned a special relationship with God and nature. From: Archer
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Enlightenment Delusion - new book I am rather curious about this. What is a
kundalini crisis?
Some people do have trouble with TM's effects, everyone has a different nervous
system, and some have problems, and the movement does not always handle these
things well. Unlike some systems TM does not have any real qualifications for
starting.
For example to study Vedanta you might be required at the outset to have:
- an open mind
- a reasonable mind
- a discriminating mind
- a dispassionate mind
- a disciplined, observant mind
- a sense of self duty
- forbearance, motivation, and devotion to the goal
- a certain level of critical thinking but not overly critical
- a temperament for overcoming obstacles
- a proper teacher and good fortune to have and find these
TM lets in all kinds of people with few restraints, but as a result a lot of
crazies get by who are not prepared for what can happen. The path to
enlightenment is not all bliss. It can get very very gritty. I think a lot of
people get in who have a lot of strange beliefs and propensities that then go
off the