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best re-setter may be
the hallucinogens – ironically the way out may involve the same chems that got
you in. The difference is the set and setting, and probably dosage. In other
words, don’t now go out and trip and think it’s the answer. Street tripping that
ignores set and setting is very unwise, but a more educated session
(counseled/guided/well-planned [in a country where it’s legal]) can work wonders
and have long-lasting therapeutic benefits. Again, check out
ibogaine
------OK, I'll check
out Ibogaine, though it'll prolly be more in the form of Tabernathe iboga since
I have no Ibogaine hook up. I'm a do it yourself type person. I remember
one year going back to MIU on CCP after having smoked crack just the day
before. I rounded just fine and felt perfectly normal then. I hung out
with Ted W and his girlfriend SL and told them all about it. I'm not sure what
it is with me. Sometimes I have thought that knowing that I could self heal with
TM made me do the same bad mistakes over and over. That invincible feeling that
rounding gives you. Made me able to endure the drug life many different times
and ways, and each one intense and scary and fun. I guess that's the rush of it
all. The intensity is the problem because everything seems so vague and
boring when straight for short periods. When I clean up though it's easy. I gave
up crack ten years back and never wanted it again. I'm not into coke. I think
it's an ugly drug. I'm not into heroin. I think it's also an ugly drug.
All I really like are the natural things like torch, aya, herb, poppies, kratom,
and so on. These are the bitterest alkaloids on Earth. I can't tell how
connected I feel to the Earth through her treasures. So great a joy so small a
sin. Ise knocking Mr. Quency let me in! Thanks for being cool Mark. Right
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