this is the experience of a long time Sidha that he posted recently, as far as I know he was sent to Vietnam and got into drugs after, he is not some young person who never experienced difficulties or never has a reason to resent anyone... he is not one Purusha or IA but he does go on courses.he did not post this trying to prove anything to anyone....this is the result of Maharishi's knowledge:
Opening the Door to Love Some mornings—today is one of them—there is an opening in my chest where a golden stream of love pours forth. This is not something I do, or that really has anything to do with me. Other than, because I am a writer, I am called to write about it. I suspect, though I am not completely sure, that this door can open within each of us, within anyone. That’s my impression, anyway. The experience shows me that, really, we as humans—maybe better said, as Divine beings—are containers of love. Of golden streams that want to flow. It seems, that all we need to do is be aware, be conscious, of our capability to let this happen. We need just open our chests, open the door to the chamber of love that is trapped inside us and begs, and begs to be released. I am not sure what this has to do with anything. With you, with the rest of the world. But, I know that for me, it feels better to let the love out rather than keep it in. My part is simply to open the door.