RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. Just 
what we needed. 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, punditster@... wrote:

 Our Mr. 'Empty Bill' is way too fragile for any kind of in-depth conversation 
on cults. He tried this very same tactic on me - claiming I was a troll when I 
posted comments about his cult. Apparently some of these people have been in 
and out of cults for the better part of their entire adult life. Where is Dr. 
Pete when we need him?
 
 'Authfriend' and 'Empty' are constantly calling people trolls. Empty on 
several occasions claimed what I was posting about his cult was bullshit - go 
figure.  These two are famous all over the internet for being newsgroup 
bullies. It's about time someone took them down a peg or two and told them the 
truth about their online flame tactics. Go figure.
 
 And, while you're at it, tell the 'TurquoiseB' and the 'Wolf Baiter' that we 
are are supposed to be equals here and where you live or where you were born is 
just being prejudice. Maybe they are just JELLOS - I don't know. One thing is 
fer sure - they are VERY interested in the comings and goings of some cult 
leaders. LoL!
 
 
 
 On 11/16/2013 8:28 PM, indifferent_netizen wrote:
 
   You are too emotionally fragile Mr. Bill, don't want to make you more 
miserable. I don't get much joy beating wimps.
  
 
 
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
emptybill@... mailto:emptybill@... wrote:
 
 That's it? I gave you an invitation to show us how important and powerful you 
are. I am giving you a chance to demonstrate something other than 
 
 braggadocio. 
 
 
 
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, 
no_re...@yahoogroups.com mailto:no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:
 
 I didn't realize you cry so easily Mr. Bill, how old are you now?
 
 
 
 
 
 





RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
Actually, Louise, people rarely get thrown out, and when they do, it's for a 
very specific offense. FFL has very few rules, and folks don't get thrown out 
for flaming or being abusive. I'm afraid Buck has made up a story intended to 
mislead you. What he describes is simply not what goes on here. Unfortunately 
telling falsehoods is not grounds for being thrown out either. 
 

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, dhamiltony2k5@... wrote:

 Louise, quite right. You're new in these parts? The hope was that FFL could be 
a kind of spiritual salon. Not infrequently it descends to being a saloon of 
flaming inequity until the Marshal periodically comes in and straightens it out 
and throws some people out the swinging doors. There are some infamous writers 
who crawl back in here who have been thrown out several times. You've entered 
in the midst of one of those fights. The Marshal just has not shown up yet. I 
am going to call in the yahoo-groups management to enforce their forums 
guidelines against abusive posting if the Marshal don't show up pretty quick 
here and throw the rift-raft out again.
 -Buck in the Dome 
 
 





RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread sharelong60
Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, punditster@... wrote:

 Our Mr. 'Empty Bill' is way too fragile for any kind of in-depth conversation 
on cults. He tried this very same tactic on me - claiming I was a troll when I 
posted comments about his cult. Apparently some of these people have been in 
and out of cults for the better part of their entire adult life. Where is Dr. 
Pete when we need him?
 
 'Authfriend' and 'Empty' are constantly calling people trolls. Empty on 
several occasions claimed what I was posting about his cult was bullshit - go 
figure.  These two are famous all over the internet for being newsgroup 
bullies. It's about time someone took them down a peg or two and told them the 
truth about their online flame tactics. Go figure.
 
 And, while you're at it, tell the 'TurquoiseB' and the 'Wolf Baiter' that we 
are are supposed to be equals here and where you live or where you were born is 
just being prejudice. Maybe they are just JELLOS - I don't know. One thing is 
fer sure - they are VERY interested in the comings and goings of some cult 
leaders. LoL!
 
 
 
 On 11/16/2013 8:28 PM, indifferent_netizen wrote:
 
   You are too emotionally fragile Mr. Bill, don't want to make you more 
miserable. I don't get much joy beating wimps.
  
 
 
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
emptybill@... mailto:emptybill@... wrote:
 
 That's it? I gave you an invitation to show us how important and powerful you 
are. I am giving you a chance to demonstrate something other than 
 
 braggadocio. 
 
 
 
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, 
no_re...@yahoogroups.com mailto:no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:
 
 I didn't realize you cry so easily Mr. Bill, how old are you now?
 
 
 
 
 
 







RE: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?
 
Share bobbled:

  Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, punditster@... wrote:

 Our Mr. 'Empty Bill' is way too fragile for any kind of in-depth conversation 
on cults. He tried this very same tactic on me - claiming I was a troll when I 
posted comments about his cult. Apparently some of these people have been in 
and out of cults for the better part of their entire adult life. Where is Dr. 
Pete when we need him?
 
 'Authfriend' and 'Empty' are constantly calling people trolls. Empty on 
several occasions claimed what I was posting about his cult was bullshit - go 
figure.  These two are famous all over the internet for being newsgroup 
bullies. It's about time someone took them down a peg or two and told them the 
truth about their online flame tactics. Go figure.
 
 And, while you're at it, tell the 'TurquoiseB' and the 'Wolf Baiter' that we 
are are supposed to be equals here and where you live or where you were born is 
just being prejudice. Maybe they are just JELLOS - I don't know. One thing is 
fer sure - they are VERY interested in the comings and goings of some cult 
leaders. LoL!
 
 
 
 On 11/16/2013 8:28 PM, indifferent_netizen wrote:
 
   You are too emotionally fragile Mr. Bill, don't want to make you more 
miserable. I don't get much joy beating wimps.
  
 
 
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
emptybill@... mailto:emptybill@... wrote:
 
 That's it? I gave you an invitation to show us how important and powerful you 
are. I am giving you a chance to demonstrate something other than 
 
 braggadocio. 
 
 
 
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, 
no_re...@yahoogroups.com mailto:no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:
 
 I didn't realize you cry so easily Mr. Bill, how old are you now?
 
 
 
 
 
 









Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread Share Long
Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?




On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfri...@yahoo.com 
authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:
 
  
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?

Share bobbled:


 Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 




---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:


Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:


I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
Louise



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, punditster@... wrote:


Our Mr. 'Empty Bill' is way too fragile for any kind of in-depth 
conversation on cults. He tried this very same tactic on me - claiming I was 
a troll when I posted comments about his cult. Apparently some of these 
people have been in and out of cults for the better part of their entire 
adult life. Where is Dr. Pete when we need him?

'Authfriend' and 'Empty' are constantly calling people trolls.
  Empty on several occasions claimed what I was posting about his
  cult was bullshit - go figure.  These two are famous all over
  the internet for being newsgroup bullies. It's about time someone
  took them down a peg or two and told them the truth about their
  online flame tactics. Go figure.

And, while you're at it, tell the 'TurquoiseB' and the 'Wolf
  Baiter' that we are are supposed to be equals here and where you
  live or where you were born is just being prejudice. Maybe they
  are just JELLOS - I don't know. One thing is fer sure - they are
  VERY interested in the comings and goings of some cult leaders.
  LoL!




On 11/16/2013 8:28 PM, indifferent_netizen wrote:

  
You are too emotionally fragile Mr. Bill, don't want to make you more 
miserable. I don't get much joy beating wimps.
 


---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill@... wrote:


That's it? I gave you an invitation to show us how important and powerful 
you are. I am giving you a chance to demonstrate something other than 

braggadocio. 




---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I didn't realize you cry so easily Mr. Bill, how old are you now?



RE: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?
 

 You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts 
today. Maybe it's the full moon, eh?
 
Share faltered:

  Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?

 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?
 
Share bobbled:

  Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 












 
 
 
 





Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread Share Long
Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?





On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfri...@yahoo.com 
authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:
 
  
Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?

You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts today. 
Maybe it's the full moon, eh?

Share faltered:


 Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?



On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?

Share bobbled:


 Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 




---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:


Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:


I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
Louise




RE: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.
 

 Share muddled:
 

  Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?
 

 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?
 

 You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts 
today. Maybe it's the full moon, eh?
 
Share faltered:

  Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?

 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?
 
Share bobbled:

  Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 












 
 
 
 



 
 

 
 



 
 
 
 





Re: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread Share Long
Shoulda coulda woulda...





On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:41 PM, authfri...@yahoo.com 
authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:
 
  
You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.

Share muddled:

 Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?


On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?

You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts today. 
Maybe it's the full moon, eh?

Share faltered:


 Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?



On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?

Share bobbled:


 Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 




---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:


Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:


I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I 
am surprised threats are allowed here. 
Louise






RE: Re: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
And Share shows us yet another step in her Avoidance Dance. 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:

 Shoulda coulda woulda...
 
 
 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:41 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.
 

 Share muddled:
 

  Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?
 

 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?
 

 You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts 
today. Maybe it's the full moon, eh?
 
Share faltered:

  Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?

 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?
 
Share bobbled:

  Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 












 
 
 
 



 
 

 




 
 
 
 



 
 

 
 



 
 
 
 





Re: Re: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread Share Long
Judy, this is just me having fun, playing. But continue taking all this way too 
seriously as long as you want.





On Sunday, November 17, 2013 2:46 PM, authfri...@yahoo.com 
authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:
 
  
And Share shows us yet another step in her Avoidance Dance. 


---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:


Shoulda coulda woulda...




On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:41 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.

Share muddled:

 Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?


On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?

You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts today. 
Maybe it's the full moon, eh?

Share faltered:


 Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?



On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?

Share bobbled:


 Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 




---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:


Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:


I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I 
am surprised threats are allowed here. 
Louise








RE: Re: Re: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread authfriend
Share flatlined: 
 
  Judy, this is just me having fun, playing.
 

 Yes, as I said, it's your Avoidance Dance.
 

 

 

 

  But continue taking all this way too seriously as long as you want.
 

 
 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 2:46 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   And Share shows us yet another step in her Avoidance Dance. 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:

 Shoulda coulda woulda...
 
 
 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:41 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.
 

 Share muddled:
 

  Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?
 

 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?
 

 You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts 
today. Maybe it's the full moon, eh?
 
Share faltered:

  Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?

 
 On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
   I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?
 
Share bobbled:

  Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 

 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:

 Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:

 I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I am 
surprised threats are allowed here. 
 Louise
 












 
 
 
 



 
 

 




 
 
 
 



 
 

 




 
 
 
 



 
 

 
 



 
 
 
 





Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: RE: RE: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-17 Thread Share Long
yawn...




On Sunday, November 17, 2013 4:03 PM, authfri...@yahoo.com 
authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:
 
  
Share flatlined: 


 Judy, this is just me having fun, playing.

Yes, as I said, it's your Avoidance Dance.




 But continue taking all this way too seriously as long as you want.





On Sunday, November 17, 2013 2:46 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
And Share shows us yet another step in her Avoidance Dance. 


---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:


Shoulda coulda woulda...




On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:41 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
You mean, you could have refrained from asking? Perhaps you should have, 
because it was a really dumb question.

Share muddled:

 Judy, what makes you think I felt that I had to ask?


On Sunday, November 17, 2013 12:25 PM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
Then who did, such that you felt you had to ask how her comment was pro-Amma?

You seem to be having a harder time than usual making sense of the posts today. 
Maybe it's the full moon, eh?

Share faltered:


 Judy, I don't believe I said that you said, did I?



On Sunday, November 17, 2013 11:57 AM, authfriend@... authfriend@... wrote:
 
  
I don't believe I said her comment was pro-Amma, Share, did I?

Share bobbled:


 Judy, how is Louise's comment about indiff's style being pro Amma?! 




---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend@... wrote:


Oh, great, now the pro-Amma folks are coming here to carry on their fight. 
Just what we needed. 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, slouisedavis@... wrote:


I don't think people should encourage indifferent. He is quite abusive. I 
am surprised threats are allowed here. 
Louise










RE: RE: Re: RE: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-15 Thread sharelong60
Thanks, Emily, I think it's a great gift from life to be devoted, like how 
you're devoted to your daughters. Everyone here is devoted to someone or 
something. As for me, I'm not devoted to Amma nor even to Maharishi. As I get 
older, the object of my devotion has become well, less of an object. Hard to 
put into words without sounding corny, but here goes:

 When life itself has become the Beloved
 one falls in love at every moment
 sometimes even kicking and screaming
 a funny kind of ecstasy
 a fierce kind of embrace.

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emilymaenot@... wrote:

 You sound like a devotee.  Read the book Share.  It is a very interesting book 
and includes a lot of detail  on what it was like to live in India re: the 
culture, her journey, etc.  
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:

 To be that close to Amma for that long is bound to bring up the biggest, 
fattest stresses, karma from many, many lifetimes. May she somehow find peace 
when all is said and done.
 

 
 
 On Thursday, November 14, 2013 2:49 PM, merudanda no_re...@yahoogroups.com 
wrote:
 
   'Amma's shadow'Gail Tredwell last video :River of Love ◦ Mata 
Amritanandamayi could be shot just few months before she left the  ashram-?
 Should be at 46m28s -  http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-
 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789
 

 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s -  
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz6bFeYUNCUfeature=youtu.bet=46m28s 
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 The 2011-12 foreign contribution report (from 4/1/2011 through
3/31/2012 and 2010-2011) for the Mata Amritanandamayi Math is up now on the FCRA
website:
 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012
 

 

 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011
  
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rick@... wrote:

 Pages to read: http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/
 http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/
  
  
 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On 
Behalf Of Share Long
Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 5:43 AM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, 
Devotion, and Pure Madness


  
   
 I've been to Amma's gatherings a few times and liked getting hugged, liked the 
bhajans and the feeling of being at a market in India. I also liked that it was 
so different than TM gatherings which are drier and more knowledge 
based. Also it was interesting to see the Western devotees garbed in Indian 
clothing and living a more obviously ashram lifestyle. A former boyfriend left 
Purusha and ended up buying a condo at Amma's ashram in India and I got some 
insights from him about that particular path. Bottom line, we live in 
interesting times but maybe everybody in every era thinks that!
  

  
 On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 10:52 PM, emilymaenot@... 
mailto:emilymaenot@...; emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@... wrote:

   
 I only spent 3 days and just one time (although it was enough for me to spend 
hours on the internet to reconcile my reality and that of my children's with 
the experience and the experience of the family I went with and to feel 
compelled to write up my story for a post in the process).  I think Rick or 
Ravi or maybe Share? could take you up on this, but I don't want to start any 
drama.  It is a good story and it represents 20 years of her life and I respect 
it and her fully.  

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@... wrote:
 Hmmm, I would be interested to compare the experience of those who had been 
around Amma with what the author is going to reveal in her book. I would also 
like to know if what the author says resonates in any way or form with what 
someone who approaches Amma openly and sincerely would have to say about their 
experience with/of her. Everyone is different and their filtering/perception 
mechanism is different from those possessed by others. I would love to know how 
I would feel in her presence, receiving her touch and then compare it with Gail 
Tredwell's story and why and how she decided she wanted to move away from Amma. 
Anyone want to read the book and let me know about this, especially if you have 
spent time with her?

  
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com

RE: RE: RE: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-14 Thread merudanda
sorry 

 should work  if you copy and past the link ---at least...it works here on the 
other side of the globe

 it's too late night here---Rick ,noozeguru et  al may figure it out- to find 
Amma's shadow

 -go figure
 Seems like a go figure pointing away to the moon. Don't concentrate on the 
go figure(it out) or you will miss all that heavenly glory.
 good night-good morning
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:

 'Amma's shadow'Gail Tredwell last video :River of Love ◦ Mata Amritanandamayi 
could be shot just few months before she left the  ashram-?
 Should be at 46m28s -  http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-
 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789
 

 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s -  
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz6bFeYUNCUfeature=youtu.bet=46m28s 
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 The 2011-12 foreign contribution report (from 4/1/2011 through
3/31/2012 and 2010-2011) for the Mata Amritanandamayi Math is up now on the FCRA
website:
 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012
 

 

 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011
  
 

 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rick@... wrote:

 Pages to read: http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/
 http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/
  
  
 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On 
Behalf Of Share Long
Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 5:43 AM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, 
Devotion, and Pure Madness


  
   
 I've been to Amma's gatherings a few times and liked getting hugged, liked the 
bhajans and the feeling of being at a market in India. I also liked that it was 
so different than TM gatherings which are drier and more knowledge 
based. Also it was interesting to see the Western devotees garbed in Indian 
clothing and living a more obviously ashram lifestyle. A former boyfriend left 
Purusha and ended up buying a condo at Amma's ashram in India and I got some 
insights from him about that particular path. Bottom line, we live in 
interesting times but maybe everybody in every era thinks that!
  

  
 On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 10:52 PM, emilymaenot@... 
mailto:emilymaenot@...; emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@... wrote:

   
 I only spent 3 days and just one time (although it was enough for me to spend 
hours on the internet to reconcile my reality and that of my children's with 
the experience and the experience of the family I went with and to feel 
compelled to write up my story for a post in the process).  I think Rick or 
Ravi or maybe Share? could take you up on this, but I don't want to start any 
drama.  It is a good story and it represents 20 years of her life and I respect 
it and her fully.  

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@... wrote:
 Hmmm, I would be interested to compare the experience of those who had been 
around Amma with what the author is going to reveal in her book. I would also 
like to know if what the author says resonates in any way or form with what 
someone who approaches Amma openly and sincerely would have to say about their 
experience with/of her. Everyone is different and their filtering/perception 
mechanism is different from those possessed by others. I would love to know how 
I would feel in her presence, receiving her touch and then compare it with Gail 
Tredwell's story and why and how she decided she wanted to move away from Amma. 
Anyone want to read the book and let me know about this, especially if you have 
spent time with her?

  
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, 
emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@... wrote:
 She wrote it largely to facilitate her healing process and it isn't a 
comprehensive look at the Amma organization, but it blows the lid off of Amma 
as the hugging saint or saint in any respect, in ways that would create the 
need for one to engage in some serious mind-bending denial to continue to see 
her (particularly as a hanger-on).  Well, I guess I just gave it a review of 
sorts, but pay no attention.  I like stories of people and their lives.  Smile. 
 

  
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@... wrote

Re: RE: RE: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-14 Thread Share Long
Funnily enough, merudandaji, River of Love is what first introduced me to the 
kirtan of Krishna Das.
good night and as Anartaxius teaches us to say: may you have the best of all 
experience.





On Thursday, November 14, 2013 3:02 PM, merudanda no_re...@yahoogroups.com 
wrote:
 
  
sorry 

should work  if you copy and past the link ---at least...it works here on the 
other side of the globe

it's too late night here---Rick ,noozeguru et  al may figure it out- to find 
Amma's shadow

-go figure
Seems like a go figure pointing away to the moon. Don't concentrate on the 
go figure(it out) or you will miss all that heavenly glory.
good night-good morning


---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:


'Amma's shadow'Gail Tredwell 
last video :River of Love ◦ Mata Amritanandamayi could be shot just few 
months before she left the  ashram-?
Should be at 46m28s - 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789

http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s - 





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz6bFeYUNCUfeature=youtu.bet=46m28s








The 2011-12 foreign contribution report (from 4/1/2011 through
3/31/2012 and 2010-2011) for the Mata Amritanandamayi Math is up now on the FCRA
website:
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012


http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011
 



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rick@... wrote:


Pages to read: http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/
 
 
From:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On 
Behalf Of Share Long
Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 5:43 AM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, 
Devotion, and Pure Madness
 
  
I've been to Amma's gatherings a few times and liked getting hugged, liked the 
bhajans and the feeling of being at a market in India. I also liked that it 
was so different than TM gatherings which are drier and more knowledge 
based. Also it was interesting to see the Western devotees garbed in Indian 
clothing and living a more obviously ashram lifestyle. A former boyfriend left 
Purusha and ended up buying a condo at Amma's ashram in India and I got some 
insights from him about that particular path. Bottom line, we live in 
interesting times but maybe everybody in every era thinks that!
 
 
On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 10:52 PM, emilymaenot@... emilymaenot@... 
wrote:
  
I only spent 3 days and just one time (although it was enough for me to spend 
hours on the internet to reconcile my reality and that of my children's with 
the experience and the experience of the family I went with and to feel 
compelled to write up my story for a post in the process).  I think Rick or 
Ravi or maybe Share? could take you up on this, but I don't want to start any 
drama.  It is a good story and it represents 20 years of her life and I 
respect it and her fully.  


---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote:
Hmmm, I would be interested to compare the experience of those who had been 
around Amma with what the author is going to reveal in her book. I would also 
like to know if what the author says resonates in any way or form with what 
someone who approaches Amma openly and sincerely would have to say about their 
experience with/of her. Everyone is different and their filtering/perception 
mechanism is different from those possessed by others. I would love to know 
how I would feel in her presence, receiving her touch and then compare it with 
Gail Tredwell's story and why and how she decided she wanted to move away from 
Amma. Anyone want to read the book and let me know about this, especially if 
you have spent time with her?
 
---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, emilymaenot@... wrote:
She wrote it largely to facilitate her healing process and it isn't a 
comprehensive look at the Amma organization, but it blows the lid off of 
Amma as the hugging saint or saint in any respect, in ways that would 
create the need for one to engage in some serious mind-bending denial to 
continue to see her (particularly as a hanger-on).  Well, I guess I just 
gave it a review of sorts, but pay no attention.  I like stories of people 
and their lives.  Smile.  
 
---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote:
Emily, I have just purchased the book and it looks like a good read. I know 
really nothing about Amma other than what I have read about her here at 
FFL. Having emerged from a cult experience myself I will be looking forward 
to seeing what the author has to say. 
 
---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:
Emily, did you find that reading this book shed some light on the 
experiences you and your daughters had when you went to see Amma in person?
 
On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 1:39 AM, emilymaenot@... emilymaenot@... 
wrote:
  
I would suggest

RE: Re: RE: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness

2013-11-14 Thread emilymaenot
You sound like a devotee.  Read the book Share.  It is a very interesting book 
and includes a lot of detail  on what it was like to live in India re: the 
culture, her journey, etc.  
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sharelong60@... wrote:

 To be that close to Amma for that long is bound to bring up the biggest, 
fattest stresses, karma from many, many lifetimes. May she somehow find peace 
when all is said and done.
 

 
 
 On Thursday, November 14, 2013 2:49 PM, merudanda no_re...@yahoogroups.com 
wrote:
 
   'Amma's shadow'Gail Tredwell last video :River of Love ◦ Mata 
Amritanandamayi could be shot just few months before she left the  ashram-?
 Should be at 46m28s -  http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-
 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpagev=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789
 

 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s -  
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz6bFeYUNCUfeature=youtu.bet=46m28s 
http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20-


 The 2011-12 foreign contribution report (from 4/1/2011 through
3/31/2012 and 2010-2011) for the Mata Amritanandamayi Math is up now on the FCRA
website:
 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2011-2012
 

 

 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011 
http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183Rby=2010-2011
  
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, rick@... wrote:

 Pages to read: http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/
 http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/ 
http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/
  
  
 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On 
Behalf Of Share Long
Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 5:43 AM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, 
Devotion, and Pure Madness


  
   
 I've been to Amma's gatherings a few times and liked getting hugged, liked the 
bhajans and the feeling of being at a market in India. I also liked that it was 
so different than TM gatherings which are drier and more knowledge 
based. Also it was interesting to see the Western devotees garbed in Indian 
clothing and living a more obviously ashram lifestyle. A former boyfriend left 
Purusha and ended up buying a condo at Amma's ashram in India and I got some 
insights from him about that particular path. Bottom line, we live in 
interesting times but maybe everybody in every era thinks that!
  

  
 On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 10:52 PM, emilymaenot@... 
mailto:emilymaenot@...; emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@... wrote:

   
 I only spent 3 days and just one time (although it was enough for me to spend 
hours on the internet to reconcile my reality and that of my children's with 
the experience and the experience of the family I went with and to feel 
compelled to write up my story for a post in the process).  I think Rick or 
Ravi or maybe Share? could take you up on this, but I don't want to start any 
drama.  It is a good story and it represents 20 years of her life and I respect 
it and her fully.  

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, 
awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@... wrote:
 Hmmm, I would be interested to compare the experience of those who had been 
around Amma with what the author is going to reveal in her book. I would also 
like to know if what the author says resonates in any way or form with what 
someone who approaches Amma openly and sincerely would have to say about their 
experience with/of her. Everyone is different and their filtering/perception 
mechanism is different from those possessed by others. I would love to know how 
I would feel in her presence, receiving her touch and then compare it with Gail 
Tredwell's story and why and how she decided she wanted to move away from Amma. 
Anyone want to read the book and let me know about this, especially if you have 
spent time with her?

  
 ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, 
emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@... wrote:
 She wrote it largely to facilitate her healing process and it isn't a 
comprehensive look at the Amma organization, but it blows the lid off of Amma 
as the hugging saint or saint in any respect, in ways that would create the 
need for one to engage in some serious mind-bending denial to continue to see 
her (particularly as a hanger-on).  Well, I guess I just gave it a review of 
sorts, but pay no attention.  I like stories of people and their lives.  Smile. 
 

  
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com