RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he 
and the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That 
charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs 
for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need* 
for those things, because by definition on a TM course 
nothing bad could happen

Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
Yes, Judy but unlike real guinea pigs, the human beings had a choice whether or 
not to take one of the early courses. I heard it all started because in 
meetings people started spontaneously lifting up in their chair. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he 
and the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That 
charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs 
for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need

RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
Meaning that the first people on sidhis courses, being TM teachers, were 
already quite invested in TM. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:56 AM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Yes, and...? 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?







 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital 
point Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he 
felt he and the other participants were being used as experimental 
subjects. That charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were 
the guinea pigs for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here

RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Michael Jackson
that's for sure - they all wanted what the Big M promised - techniques 10,000 
times more powerful than TM alone - what a crock





 From: Share Long sharelon...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 1:36 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Meaning that the first people on sidhis courses, being TM teachers, were 
already quite invested in TM. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:56 AM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Yes, and...? 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?







 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital 
point Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he 
felt he and the other participants were being used as experimental 
subjects. That charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were 
the guinea pigs for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking

RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread awoelflebater













RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread awoelflebater













Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.





 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become a 
mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to him. 
No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like it is.

I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general statement 
about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the world for very 
little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was addressing what the Doc 
was saying.





 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.


Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming effect. I got hooked in to TM and 
eventually made the decision to go through advanced training to become 
an initiator, an instructor.


Tricycle: How long did you stay involved with TM?


Kapor: I was involved for seven years. It all ultimately came to a 
head in 1976. The movement went into a new phase and Maharishi started 
talking about siddhis, powers, and techniques for doing levitation and 
other things. This created so much cognitive dissonance in me that I 
didn’t know what to do. I had to find out if it was real or not, and I 
wanted to believe that it was real, but something in me said that it 
couldn’t possibly be real. People weren’t really going to levitate. So I went 
to Switzerland for the sixth-month course on powers. 



I went and I fell apart. They were using us as experimental subjects. There 
was 
fasting involved and various austerities that come out of Hindu 
traditions, enemas and various bizarre food combining rituals. A lot of 
madness got released

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2013-09-19 Thread doctordumbass













Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did work 
for them? And did you enjoy it?





 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than 
that, it has just been plain hard work, discrimination, and focus. My rosy 
colored glasses fell off at some point along the way, and I don't wear 
contacts, either.:-)


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.





 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become a 
mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to 
him. No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like 
it is.


I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general 
statement about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the world 
for very little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was addressing 
what the Doc was saying.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.


Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly 
is. People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You 
should have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by 
merely closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if 
you believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
 fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming

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2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Ahhh, Livingston Manor - I did my first sidhis bloc there, Messrs Big Bopper 
Bevan and John Cowhig were officiating as TM Sidhi Administrators. 

Bevan was not fat then, in fact looked like a surfer, narrow waist, broad 
shoulders. It was January, cold as hell, they had just had a major snow and ice 
storm that knocked out their electricity, destroyed one of their well pumps, 
lots of the pipes in the place froze, staff had to put 50 gallon drums of water 
in the halls and we each had plastic buckets to dip into the drums to haul 
water to flush our toilets. 

Food was quite good as I recall - they even had a Southern boy on cooking staff 
who one day served up grits for breakfast. All the Yankees had no idea what 
they were or what to do with them. Only complaint I had about it was he used 
white grits instead of yaller grits.

The guy who was running the place, I can't remember his name but I saw his 
picture on some TM stuff recently - I think he's a raja or works somehow for 
the Global Country of World Peace. 

Anyway he got really tick off at us - we had to wait for our first sutras for 
longer than we were supposed to due to technical incompetence on Bevan and 
John's part. When we finally got them, they were of course through video/audio 
tape. After one of the girls on the course was bitching about us not actually 
seeing marshy and said so in public - in the dining hall and folks heard - so 
we got chewed out big time for not honoring our agreement to not say nothing 
about our instruction.

That was also the place I saw the Be a Superman, Be a Sidha-man! poster that 
I would love to have one of now. Good times. 





 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 5:23 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
About three years, total. In rural settings; Livingston Manor, NY and twice 
near Waverly, MO. I enjoyed it for awhile. My last stint, though, was to 
evaluate whether or not I would go on to TTC. Thankfully, I made the right 
choice. 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did work 
for them? And did you enjoy it?





 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than 
that, it has just been plain hard work, discrimination, and focus. My rosy 
colored glasses fell off at some point along the way, and I don't wear 
contacts, either.:-)



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become 
a mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to 
him. No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like 
it is.


I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general 
statement about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the 
world for very little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was 
addressing what the Doc was saying.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are 
the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and 
candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for 
life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work

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2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
what was infamous about Wally Courvoisier?




 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:32 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Pretty much snowed there eight months out of the year. Saw the Northern Lights 
several times. It had just turned into a men's facility, when I arrived in 
early 1978, with the ladies moved to South Fallsburg. 

The toilets were always broken, and there were rats that could kick your ass, 
in the kitchen. And several huge raccoons near the dumpsters. I was on staff in 
the kitchen, until I cut my finger pretty badly trying to catch a rack of 
glasses that slipped off the dishwashing conveyor. Worked for the A of E Press, 
running the Stahl T-66 folder, folding and cutting the Age of Enlightenment 
magazine, then driving the completed palettes of pages to a place in Rochester, 
NY, to get stapled, trimmed, labeled, and mailed. Drove a box truck into NYC a 
few times on Movement business - The Bowery, and The Bronx. A slight contrast 
to the quiet of the Manor. 

Rick Archer was one of the governing troika, while I was at El Manor, along 
with Tim somebody, and the infamous Wally Courvoisier. I was twenty four 
years old and had a good time - good staff camaraderie. Five dollars a week 
spending money - woo-hoo. It was rustic enough that none of the management 
could get too intense about anything. The whole place was ready to literally 
cave in, anyway, and Maharishi wouldn't visit. 

There were a couple of Cadillac limos in the garage, waiting for him, though, 
should he ever show. I did manage to cage driving duty, in one, to take some 
big wig to La Guardia, where we were meeting some minor dignitary from the 
Bimini Islands or somewhere, who had decided to start TM. The limo handled 
really well - enough power, and heavy as a tank, so no sliding on corners.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Ahhh, Livingston Manor - I did my first sidhis bloc there, Messrs Big Bopper 
Bevan and John Cowhig were officiating as TM Sidhi Administrators. 

Bevan was not fat then, in fact looked like a surfer, narrow waist, broad 
shoulders. It was January, cold as hell, they had just had a major snow and ice 
storm that knocked out their electricity, destroyed one of their well pumps, 
lots of the pipes in the place froze, staff had to put 50 gallon drums of water 
in the halls and we each had plastic buckets to dip into the drums to haul 
water to flush our toilets. 

Food was quite good as I recall - they even had a Southern boy on cooking staff 
who one day served up grits for breakfast. All the Yankees had no idea what 
they were or what to do with them. Only complaint I had about it was he used 
white grits instead of yaller
 grits.

The guy who was running the place, I can't remember his name but I saw his 
picture on some TM stuff recently - I think he's a raja or works somehow for 
the Global Country of World Peace. 

Anyway he got really tick off at us - we had to wait for our first sutras for 
longer than we were supposed to due to technical incompetence on Bevan and 
John's part. When we finally got them, they were of course through video/audio 
tape. After one of the girls on the course was bitching about us not actually 
seeing marshy and said so in public - in the dining hall and folks heard - so 
we got chewed out big time for not honoring our agreement to not say nothing 
about our instruction.

That was also the place I saw the Be a Superman, Be a Sidha-man! poster that 
I would love to have one of now. Good times. 





 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 5:23 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
About three years, total. In rural settings; Livingston Manor, NY and twice 
near Waverly, MO. I enjoyed it for awhile. My last stint, though, was to 
evaluate whether or not I would go on to TTC. Thankfully, I made the right 
choice. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did 
work for them? And did you enjoy it?







 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than