Thanks for the encouragement Sherry. I am having a much better day today. I hope your day is going great!
:) Wendy --- Sherry DeHaan <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Wendy,meltdowns are normal for folks like us. :) I > too still have them even though Maizee has been gone > now 17 months.I still agonize over her last moments > and if it should have been done differently.I too > come here for comfort every once and awhile.Take > care. > Sherry and my furry boys > > wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Hey guys, > > Why is it that even a year and a half after > Cricket's > passing, I can burst into tears after having > flashbacks of the night he died? To a logical person > (being me), it sounds ridiculous and overdramatic. > But the fact remains that when I allow myself to > remember what happened with Cricket the night he > died, > and how horrible it was, it sends me straight into > meltdown. I am at work for heaven's sake. Usually, > when I think about Cricket, I don't think about that > one day in his life. But it seems so unfair that he > couldn't have a more peaceful death. I will never > forget his suffering, even knowing that he is now at > rest. Why do some people's/animal's last days of > their lives have to be filled with pain and > suffering? > I just don't understand it. I think maybe all the > recent losses, and sadly there have been many, might > be bringing my memories back, but maybe that's a > good > thing? Maybe we never really fully stop grieving, > but > every little meltdown we have allows us to heal a > little more. > > Thanks for letting me ramble about my lack of > understanding of the meaning of life. > :) > Wendy > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it > is the only thing that ever has!" > ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________________ > Get your own web address. > Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business. > http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/domains/?p=BESTDEAL > > > > > --------------------------------- > Don't pick lemons. > See all the new 2007 cars at Yahoo! Autos. "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever has!" ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ ____________________________________________________________________________________ TV dinner still cooling? Check out "Tonight's Picks" on Yahoo! TV. http://tv.yahoo.com/
