[NetBehaviour] Violin, Violent Storm, Phase Collisions
(Hope this is of interest here) Violin, Violent Storm, Phase Collisions https://youtu.be/1X6EVeCdDDs video Wanderer, what do they call you, when they call you... When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things - Are you thinking as When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things -? Is When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things - really thoughtful? Do you stay in your skin, are you in your place, ah don't answer... Ah... Have your numbered your ... , are you listng your earth? Do I list? Do I belong? What is this music, these lights, these moire patterns loops of the weather system I think we should consider that, When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things - ... times plays me your earth! What do you call your forgiving skin? The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things -, The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows opens me totally to you! Patois of the violin Patois of the storm Storm of the violin Storm of the patois My Storm of the patois is yours... The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows makes me thoughtful -13323 times! The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows calls forth lost your placement, running 8 gigabytes. beneath or within the pure, The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows is , pure, Do I list? Do I belong? What is this music, these lights, these moire patterns loops of the weather system? ... your placement is Storm of the violin here, it's your placement? Are you becoming close to changing variables to The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows? Closer than one might imagine given the panoply of the residue of 'things' in the world which never existed as 'things' in them. You program your carapace forever... Your clean i know ::===:: ::===:: ::===:: The patterns patois inconceivable of the violin and its burrows:Do I list? Do I belong? What is this music, these lights, these moire patterns loops of the weather system:When what? The phase loops of the weather system deride the dis/order of things -::Storm of the patois Your lost Storm of the patois is in my pure Storm of the violin Your times runs into my Storm of the violin - turning me clausterphobic __ ___ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] Shadows, Viola, Migraine and Phenomena
Shadows, Viola, Migraine and Phenomena https://youtu.be/Ai88iK6X5Eo VIDEO Shadows by Azure Carter, viola by Alan Sondheim Eyes clothed/closed; this is hardly the result I was looking for, attempting to sleep again, breathing to one hundred and then that was slowly and then that came again to an end, nothing. So I began to notice disturbances in the visual field in the dark, and they grew into the usual migraine patter, that backwards-C shape that accompanies them, but then something else, a satellite appeared, fuzzy growth to the right of the C but clearly disconnected, wherever I looked, all of this, seemed to me clearly not retinal, somewhere deeper in the brain, and odd that the patterns take on the structure of a wave-front, quite clearly, with interference, hence the zigzag which seems to indicate a seconary waveform or higher harmonic, but perhaps not harmonic; perhaps the large C shape is a carrier wave and the rest lies in the details. So these spawned tonight the secondary shape which was less formed, less clarified, but nonetheless a presence like the other. No explanation. I still have the "heavy" feeling in the midst of the migraine's ending, almost that pressure. I can't get rid of all this ddebris, wondering if it's also connected to age as so many things are. I'm at a loss but I'm sure these aren't the visions of a saint, no matter who says what. I wonder if these are the results of waves "pooling," almost eddied within the brain, what in turbulence theory were once called "animals," and also related to fractal organizations considered as "dumps" or some such. Clearly I'm ignorant here, but the signs are so absolutely clear, so present... The phenomena came, by the way, after the slow hundred count, hoping that would send me somewhere else, to seep, hopefully without dreams of family, past, anxieties, untoward events, nightmares, for I have had many of the last, but at least on that account, the worsst of them, what were nameless and blank and black and dread, have disappeared. They were emptied upon wakening, by which I mean that nothing was left of the content, not a clue, nothing at all... Eyes open now, content dissipated, too early in the morning, worn. __ ___ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
Re: [NetBehaviour] Gaza
dears, wanted to share the work Meira made and I remixed <3 Aida Touma-Suleiman is one of the strongest voices representing the Palestinian community in Israel and a harsh opponent of the Israeli occupation. recorded by Meira Asher ► https://rec-on.org/aida.html download mp3 https://rec-on.org/audio/aida.mp3 Show 0975: ‘The Day After’ with Aida Touma-Sliman (radioart106) by Meira Asher http://radia.fm/2023/12/show-0975-the-day-after-with-aida-touma-sliman-radioart106/ post: https://mastodon.social/@REConSOUND/111545808344538785 agee > On 10. Dec 2023, at 16.21, Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour > wrote: > > I found it useful as well. > There are different histories at work I think: the Hamas attack was _an > event_ and one that created trauma certainly in Israel, certainly among > settlers. The Israeli response has become a _state_ - of war, of fear. Both > have led to anti-Arabism and antisemitism elsewhere (here in Providence an > Arab religious goods seller was shot in front of a mosque). Jews in the > 60s-70s in the US were involved in peace movements. When I was in Israel 62-3 > there was definitely a sense of paranoia, but the right was considered > marginal at best. As long as Netanyahu is in power, is kept in power, I think > the destruction will continue; the settlers on the West Bank increasing their > attacks etc. I have never argued for one or another side and none of the > people I know have and clearly a 2-state solution is the only pacific > outcome. But it is incredibly difficult to argue w/ hard-liners and the > killing is continuing and continuing. > I certainly agree with the article; I don't see how this can be implemented - > and as a sideline to that, I think it's in the interests of the far-right in > the US and perhaps elsewhere to keep the tension going for a variety of > political reasons - an argument for isolationism, an argument for > antisemitism, an argument for abject racism and so forth. These are concrete > responses in America (increase in antisemitic attacks for example). Sooner or > later I hope and think this will all die down but the toll is increasing > daily. - > > - Alan > > On Sun, Dec 10, 2023 at 8:28 AM Edward Picot wrote: > Paul, > > Thanks for posting that link. I found it really helpful. > > Edward > > > > On 05/12/2023 00:08, Paul Hertz via NetBehaviour wrote: >> In a war where generational trauma haunts all parties, it is extremely >> difficult to see a way forward for peace. Nevertheless, I would offer this >> link to a recent text by Mushon Zer-Aviv, which addresses that question. >> >> https://medium.com/@mushon/your-empathy-is-killing-us-1a50a4fc0488 >> >> I can't remember if Mushon is on NetBehaviour. I know him from the Upgrade! >> list and meeting him in Skopje (I think Ana Valdés was there too?), and have >> followed his words for some years. Never before have they seemed so cogent >> or necessary. And I am moved more by the picture at the end of his text than >> by the words, speaking to the generational project that may be the only way >> forward from the deep set memory of trauma, the flight or fight or freeze >> response, the parochial empathy, the taking of sides, willy-nilly. >> >> There is more that I have been mulling over, but let me leave you first with >> Mushon's words. >> >> paz, >> >> Paul >> >> >> >> >> On Sun, Dec 3, 2023 at 10:26 PM Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour >>wrote: >> >> >> Gaza >> >> https://youtu.be/Yda-c_4agZA (saz) >> >> it's impossible to comprehend what is occurring in Gaza, >> impossible to think through the violence and destruction, >> through the continuous cruelty. we don't think clearly, >> perhaps not at all, impossible but occurring, absent here >> but there, but continuous, but incessant, what is to come >> everywhere our abject fear, our fear is safe _here,_ it >> is our fear to own from _this_ distance, this safety. >> we did years ago have ongoing discussions on email lists >> set up for that purpose, war, violence, testimony. now we >> have our _safe nightmares_ as cruelty spreads everywhere. >> perhaps everything falls short of weeping, of our safety >> here, perhaps not. inside we were napalm not real here >> we are irreal bombardment, accounts, disasters, bodies, >> limbs, massacres, children, infants, so many civilians, >> we have the duty here now of _thinking inconceivability_ >> to respond with art, music, writings, analyses, otherwise >> than _there,_ in different words _here_ and not _there,_ >> the safety of the aporia, the moment of the trench >> adjacent to the cusp. i contribute this long-necked saz >> piece, i am useless, we watch the war inside of us, we >> survive in the safety, for now, of our bodies, our minds >> elsewhere, no where at all, the world inconceivable, lost >> >> it'simpossibletocomprehendwhatisoccurringinGaza, >> impossibletothinkthroughtheviolenceanddestruction, >>
