Too close to the other which is me This is the closeness of your other Wed Mar 27 14:23:38 EDT 2024 writing with closed eyes, always elsewhere, where are you we they them day night up downthis arm moves towards an other arm, i think therefore i am not, i am knot , i am knotted , is that always the case like the world, the world case knotted, exhausted?Wed Mar 27 14:28:25 EDT 2024 must i continue, what can i rememberWed Mar 27 14:28:43 EDT 2024 This is the distance of your new Clar Wed Mar 27 14:23:38 EDT 2024 long covid is ruining me, i can't think straight, can't read these prepositional phrasesWed Mar 27 14:24:14 EDT 2024 what did i just write, who are you, what is writing, where and when?Wed Mar 27 14:24:32 EDT 2024 nothing to see, my body is debris, my body is turning debris, input and output, debrislegs and arms, bowels and stomachs necks and toes, elbows and eyesWed Mar 27 14:25:16 EDT 2024 eyes and stomachs, stomachs and eyes, heads, elsewheresWed Mar 27 14:25:34 EDT 2024 difficult breathing, waking and sleeping, blackout exhaustion who are you, elementary nappingsWed Mar 27 14:26:11 EDT 2024 breathing hardly at all at this very moment, unawkeningWed Mar 27 14:26:29 EDT 2024 body debris, exhaustion, the ruin, fear of falling, remembering fear, thinking within thoughtWed Mar 27 14:27:19 EDT 2024 thinking within thought umbrella thought roof thought leaky thought thought nothing elsewhere, not here, now not there thenWed Mar 27 14:27:44 EDT 2024 nothing from the other, ragged, tatters, ruinsWed Mar 27 14:28:52 EDT 2024 Wed Mar 27 14:28:53 EDT 2024 _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] Too close to the other which is me
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Thu, 28 Mar 2024 05:02:48 -0700
