Marshall, I'm so so sorry to hear about your mother and I know the terrible frustration and bitterness that you feel. My mother too was killed by medical procedures supposed to cure her of something else. I have often wondered if I knew then all the things I know now if I could have saved her. So it must be doubly terrible to have known things that might have worked and been unable to convince her to try them.
After my mom died I had huge waves of guilt at having "let" her fall into the hands of the doctors -- but I was helped by a wise friend who pointed out to me that we each have to choose our own path and that this was what was right for her, even if it left me without a mother. So allow yourself the anger and bitterness -- it is justified in a society where making money is often more important than human life. You need to feel it so that you won't turn it on yourself. In sympathy, Katarina Ps. It did sometimes help me to remember that many of her doctors were well meaning and cared -- but were just not brave enough to buck the tide. -- The silver-list is a moderated forum for discussion of colloidal silver. To join or quit silver-list or silver-digest send an e-mail message to: [email protected] -or- [email protected] with the word subscribe or unsubscribe in the SUBJECT line. To post, address your message to: [email protected] List maintainer: Mike Devour <[email protected]>
