Veterans and Poetry

http://www.fpif.org/fpiftxt/6048

Kathryn Zickuhr
April 16, 2009

Dayl S. Wise was drafted into the US Army in 1969 and served in 
Vietnam and Cambodia in 1970 with the First Air Cavalry Division. 
After six months in country, he was wounded while on a reconnaissance 
team. Upon his discharge he studied engineering and worked as a 
draftsperson and design engineer for many years. Wise is a member of 
Vietnam Veterans Against the War and Veterans for Peace, and recently 
returned to school to become a teacher. He has self-published two 
collections of poems by veterans,The Best of Post Traumatic Press 
2000 and Post Traumatic Press 2007.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: How were you received when you came back from Vietnam?

DAYL WISE: I was not directly involved in the peace movement when I 
came back. I had spent approximately a year in a hospital, and when I 
got out all my friends from high school were graduated from college, 
and now in grad school or working, starting families. I felt that I 
was lagging behind, so I immersed myself in my engineering studies. I 
was brought up in an Irish family, where things happen to you and you 
move on. I tried doing that.

Going to college, I was on crutches with a full leg brace. I always 
told people I was in a car accident, because I didn't want to get 
into that dialogue. I went to CUNY-Manhattan, and a few members of 
Vietnam Veterans Against the War ­ of which I am now a member, but 
did not join then ­ went to demonstrate. I stood on the sidelines, watching.

People left me alone. I didn't really engage, I didn't really have 
any lasting friendships in college ­ just studied. By the time I got 
out of the hospital it was late '71, in a working-class town where 
people mostly were starting to come around that this war was really 
stupid. A few people did seek me out and ask me questions, but I was 
always given respect and I didn't really have the problems that 
others had. Or maybe I just wasn't noticing it, because I know my 
brothers really had problems and turned to self-medicating with drugs 
and alcohol. I never really did; I just moved ahead. That worked 
until the first Gulf War, and then I had some issues with the 
military and started getting more involved. I was always involved 
with peace and justice issues, but never was an activist for peace 
using my veteran status until probably the first Gulf War.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: What happened at the time of the first Gulf War?

DAYL WISE: It started earlier because I wasn't addressing things I 
was involved with as a soldier, so by the time of Panama and Grenada, 
I started asking, "Why are we doing this?" I was just getting angrier 
and angrier until I kind of exploded. So, with the start of the first 
Gulf War, I started seeking out veterans at Veterans for Peace 
chapters who thought more like me. One of them introduced me to my wife.

When I got back from Vietnam I studied engineering and was an 
engineer for many years, but I've only been writing for about nine 
years now. My wife's a writer, and one day she gave me a notebook and 
said, "You should write some of this stuff down." I started writing 
prose, short stories, but I met a few veteran poets at readings and 
was intrigued by the intimacy that poetry can bring out. I was never 
thinking that I would share it with the public, but I've found now 
that I do that quite often. I live part-time in Woodstock and 
part-time in New York City, and in New York City there are a lot of 
venues to read at. My wife and I just read for the first time together.

Writing's been very important to me. I started doing it for 
therapeutic reasons, but now I find that I enjoy sharing it, and 
being around other veterans who write. At the event at Busboys and 
Poets, for instance, there were three other writers I knew. And I've 
only known them for about three or four years, but they've become 
dear friends. There's this weird connection that we have, in which we 
don't have to explain ourselves to each other. We accept each other 
for all of our faults, for all of the things that we did when we were 
much much younger.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: You returned to Vietnam with Project: Hearts and 
Mind. What were your experiences with that program?

DAYL WISE: The program was started initially by Veterans for Peace, 
delivering medical supplies as a form of reconciliation. I joined in 
1990s, and made three trips back: in 1993, 1995, and 1997.

It was really an eye-opener. I had always associated the word 
"Vietnam" with war. After taking those trips and working with the 
Vietnamese people, I now view Vietnam as a country, as the country it 
is. And whenever I heard the word "Tet," I always envisioned the Tet 
Offensive of 1968. But now I celebrate Tet New Year, and see it as a 
time of reflection. It really made a deep impact on me.

I realized that the Vietnamese people have this beautiful ability to 
move on. A lot of veterans, and even non-veterans, have a problem 
with moving on when their life is interrupted. Maybe it's because the 
Vietnamese are so poor that they have had no choice but to move 
on...But Vietnam is always improving, which we're very happy about. 
In the 1990s, something like 60% of the Vietnamese people were born 
after the war ­ they just had this population explosion. And it's a 
beautiful place. My favorite place in Vietnam is Hue, where the 
citadel is. It's kind of the cultural center of Vietnam, and it has a 
different pace than the rest of the country. It has a lot of schools, 
a lot of artists, it attracts a lot of poets ­ Ho Chi Minh went to 
school in that area, studying and writing poetry ­ and the Perfume 
River is right there. It's all very beautiful.

The program no longer exists, though, partially due to the [lifting 
of the] embargo. Now there are much larger organizations going over 
and working there. Agent Orange is still an issue, and of course we 
still have unexploded bombs. In 1997 at one of the clinics we went 
to, a bomb went off. A farmer was clearing an area that had not been 
used in a while and found some type of large mine. One person was 
killed and six were injured. Sorting through the injured was very hard to take.

It seems like we can never get away from this. I was in London in 
about 1999, just having a good time, going to the theater every 
night, and then I pick up the London Times and see that they found an 
old German bomb that had been dropped during the Blitz, down at the 
Docks. We just keep leaving things behind.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: Why did you decide to put together the first 
anthology, in 2000? Why did you revisit it in 2007?

DAYL WISE: The first book, The Best of Post Traumatic Press 2000, was 
a modest chapbook that included friends who had written short stories 
and poems on their military experiences. They were all Vietnam 
veterans. This book, Post Traumatic Press 2007, started out to be the 
same but, as word got out, many other vets of all eras submitted work 
from World War II, the Cold War, Korean War, Vietnam War, peace time 
and the current wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. Eighteen writers in 
total, three generations.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: How did you choose the poets in the anthologies?

DAYL WISE: Of those who submitted work, I only rejected two. One was 
poorly written and the other glorified war. I have to mention that 
the work may seem uneven to some and that is because I wanted to 
include both seasoned writers and those new to writing.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: Have you helped any other veterans get started writing poetry?

DAYL WISE: I didn't, up until I started putting this anthology 
together. Then I got a few people writing. We started an informal 
writing group ­ my wife was a creative writing teacher, so she was 
helping us explore how to reflect and look at things. It's not easy 
for some people; some people don't want to look back. I think it is 
healthy to look back once in a while, but firmly have yourself 
planted in the present.

My dog is so much in the moment ­ just the moment when she's alive ­ 
so I'm trying to be more like her now.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: The contributors to Post Traumatic Press 2007 are a 
combination of poets who served in the military and soldiers or 
veterans who began writing poetry in response to their wartime 
experiences. Is that division reflected in their writing?

DAYL WISE: Yes, somewhat. Some of the work is about loss ­ of life, 
of innocence. Some is openly political. But I believe that there is a 
common thread of expressing the folly of war.

The war was 12 years long. Every year was different. So many people 
served, and people had different jobs, so everybody has their own story.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: At readings, is there anything about responses from 
the audience or other participants that has surprised you?

DAYL WISE: Yes, the interest in the book has surprised me. Many times 
when we read as a group, other veterans want to talk to us. But 
others want to talk about a neighbor, school friend, or relative who 
served in the military. One woman, a poet, spoke of her father, whom 
she never knew, who was killed in Vietnam.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: What audiences do you reach out to, and how? What 
audiences should we be reaching out to?

DAYL WISE: It's not so much that I was trying to reach a particular 
audience, at least in the beginning. Overwhelmingly, I wanted to give 
other veteran-writers I have read, who have important things to say, 
the opportunity to have their work heard. In my own work, some of it 
is directed to my fellow combat veterans, but I also want the public 
to know about the reality of war. This may seem like a cliché. How 
many times do we have to say these things?

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: Have you seen a change in the antiwar movement since 
you returned from Vietnam?

DAYL WISE: Big question. Yes indeed, a big question and not enough 
room here. The short of it is that the antiwar movement, which I'm a 
part of, has failed. We're still at war, which makes me feel 
discouraged. But I will continue keeping on writing and looking for 
new strategies to attract mainstream people to think about the cost of war.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: In 2003, the White House canceled a poetry symposium 
because it feared too many poets would "politicize" the event with an 
antiwar message. Do you think it is possible for poetry to be apolitical?

DAYL WISE: I guess in the end, it's all political. Poetry is deeply 
personal, and, in the words of the women's movement, "the personal is 
political." When people reveal the truths of their lives it can be a 
powerful force for change.

KATHRYN ZICKUHR: Brian Turner said that "[a]rtists must raise their 
voices when there is wrong in the world. If writers remain silent to 
the questions of their time, they leave the framing and the 
investigations of the moment to journalists and politicians." Why do 
you write? Is it a moral or personal impulse?

DAYL WISE: I agree with Turner on the responsibility of 
soldier-poets…You can read history books and memoirs and blogs. But 
to know the intimate face of war or any subject, I, for myself, turn 
to poetry. I also write because I have to.
--

Foreign Policy In Focus contributor Kathryn Zickuhr was an intern at 
the Institute for Policy Studies.

.


--~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~
You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups 
"Sixties-L" group.
To post to this group, send email to [email protected]
To unsubscribe from this group, send email to 
[email protected]
For more options, visit this group at 
http://groups.google.com/group/sixties-l?hl=en
-~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---

Reply via email to