"conventions to be observed!" Ah, poor Rose, though your instinctive
reason
is like a broad white fabric which circumstances have not yet soiled,
your character already has ugly streaks in it; the voice of the
multitude spoke through your lovely mouth and, for

a brief second, it became disfigured in my eyes! Alas, if I wore a
queer head-dress and

a veil down my back and a chaplet hanging by my side and said to you,
"My child, I wish to save your soul," would you not
think my insistence quite simple and natural? Taking her poor,
deformed
hands in mine, I knelt down beside her: "Rose, the happiness which I
find in helping you is a sufficient motive for me; and I will offer
you no others.... I give you my confidence blindly, for one can do
nothing without faith. I give you my confidence and I ask for yours.
Will you vouchsafe it me?" The sun is streaming upon us; our faces
are close together; my smile calls for hers; my eyes gaze into hers;
and I repeat my prayer. Then she whispers, shily: "You see ... I have
been deceived once;
perhaps you don't know...." I interrupted

her: "I know that we must have been deceived twenty
times before we learn to give our confidence blindly, like a little
child!... I know that we must have been perpetually deceived before
we understand that nothing proves anything; that everything is
unforeseen, inconsistent, and unexpected; and that we must just
simply 'believe,' because it is good to believe and because it is
sweet to offer to others
what we ourselves are unhappy enough to lack." She went on: "But what
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