Friends in the US,
 
One of the many chilling scenes in Francis Ford Coppola's "Apocalypse Now" is Marlon Brando as the deranged, possibly renegade, Colonel Kurtz sitting in the darkness and mumbling "the horror, the horror".
 
That was my reaction to what I watched on TV.
 
I was in Sydney for work, and I had gone to sleep in the hotel watching some TV show. When I woke at about midnight Sydney time, I thought I was watching a movie until it dawned on me that this was real time from New York. Like countless others I sat glued, the replays of the second plane stunned me, and then the two towers collapsing. My god, the suffering, the deaths, and what will be the inevitable reaction of the US government.
 
It is glib to suggest, as many have, that countless others are killed in other conflicts: Rwanda, Bosnia, Northern Ireland, the remnants of the USSR, Sri Lanka, Ethiopia, Peru, .... the list is endless.
 
These are the times I despair of the human race. I simply don't see that because my faith in a god is different from yours, that I need to demonstrate that with an AK 47. As it happens, I am an atheist. One of the major reasons is that in a deep visceral way, I cannot, simply cannot, believe that any god worth worshipping would countenance the slaughter in his / her / its name.
 
But this is my brain talking. My gut is still numb with what I saw, and my initial reaction is the one that counts: the sheer horror.
 
To all our American friends I send my profound sympathy. The world is now a far worse place to live in.
 
 
John
 
John Pickard
PO Box 793 Dubbo
NSW 2830 Australia

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