God please don't
- [image: Praying for lotto] *God please don't* * * *I can handle what happened so long ago* *I can not handle that today it still happens * *The pain I felt I survived & made me stronger* *but it kills me to know that not everyone survives the pain* *I cried and I cursed at God* *Somewhere someone is doing the same* * * God I pray not for me, I do not need your help *Guide me as you see fit, but please help the child who is crying for love* *Help those that I was once like * * * *I grew up as a social outcast* *and caste in school has gone nowhere* *a smart kid led to believe they were stupid* *you believe what you are programmed to believe* *over/under weight they will let you know* *as long as you look & act like them there is no problem* *but we can't all be perfect on the outside* *who cares what we look like on the inside* *you can remedy the sadness by making others feel less than * * * *God bless not me, I am blessed enough* *rather focus you attention on the families with no food* *My belly is full with food* *both others are filled with parasites stealing what little nutrition they have* * * Innocence was robbed me long ago *but that is OK, I have learned to deal with it* *others however will forever be scared * *this perverse hate disguised as love will confuse for a life time* *the mind is raped more then the body* *no one deserves his cruel from of punishment* *not me, not you, why this happens many ponder* * * *God please do not reserve love for my sake* *I am blessed to be loved by others* *thisis not to say I want your scorn* * * *I would rather your love to transcend those who know not love* * * *cnu.pne*
