-- *Mar**The Emergence of Ego*
When God or Nature was totally free, when the Human Vandal, like every other organism, participated in the grand perception of the Biosphere as one organism, where the air flow was the flow of emotions, the sense of separate existence, simply was not there for any single organism. Ego could not be even conceptualized. Inhalation was perception and exhalation was response, by each organism, as part of the one macro body, the Biosphere. An organism was an organ of the Biosphere. The Amygdala perceived and responded instantly. Perception of the Biosphere was like the heart beat of Nature. Then the subject Anatomy was the Anatomy of Nature as a whole. Suppose the fingers of your hand, your hand and also your legs repudiate you as your organs, and try to exist separately and independently. It means that your body is disintegrating. We are today living in the disintegration of the Biosphere as one macro body.Theoritically we agree that there are trillions of bacteria living within us. For all of them, each one of us is a macro body, and a bacterium functions to enable the macro body, you-, live. But we deny to the Biosphere as a whole, its existence as one body. At the most fundamental level, we are abstract and formless phenomena. If your eyes can see the atoms and particles, then you can neither see, nor conceptualize yourself. You participate automatically in the grand perception of the Biosphere as a whole, and you feel feelings continuously without any 3D tags of solid, liquid and gas. You find no bodies, including yourself. You experience feelings, the real reality. When feelings can travel, without the impediment of a body, then with quantum entanglement as the basic clutch, one can visit, any place in the universe instantly, at a speed several times faster than light. You actually lose your body identity, when you achieve the speed of light. You become part of the infinity, the infinity of cosmic perception. Life means the striving to expand the arena of perception and understanding. When one is not impeded by cowardice, one participates ultimately in the rhythm and advance of the universe, as the ultimate fruition of understanding. Suppose one is afflicted by terrible cowardice. Then one’s breathing becomes stunted. One develops fear to breathe. One hides in the smallest place, conscious only of one’s ego or the total identification and focus on self. As the cowardice progresses one develops the egomania and perception becomes egocentric. As breathing is stunted one’s perception almost stops. Ultimately one may grow into a megalomaniac, where one wants his/her identification as the identity of everything. The megalomaniac depends only on one method; terrorizing everyone. The ambitious sycophants whom he gathers round himself get busy terrorizing one and all. Cowardice and its offshoot egomania are the results basically of the poisoning of the air. The air no longer gives smell messages from the other organisms, which continuously reinforces one’s perception as a macro body. The patient of egomania searches for insults on self. In nature one gets what one searches for, and the egomaniac piles up lists of insults to him. Suppose one breathes and perceives freely in free and thick nature, where breathing and perceiving become one. Then one achieves freedom from the ego itself and nature becomes one’s identity. The best remedy for one, facing insults which may be real, is to go to free nature, breathe and perceive by smelling. The insults no longer torment. Please note that a person who insults also poisons the air by exhaling the negative smell messages. He is as poisonous as a factory which spews poisons. YM -- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Thatha_Patty" group. To unsubscribe from this group and stop receiving emails from it, send an email to [email protected]. To view this discussion on the web visit https://groups.google.com/d/msgid/thatha_patty/CACDCHCJ6JbKzPmMU_Zu8SBcSScy7OmEWK0ucskkZbCUHFn22rg%40mail.gmail.com.
