What Makes You Tragic 
by Kabuki 
November 2000 
Spoilers: Maybe IwtV. 
Disclaimer: All chars belong to Mater, sad as that might be. In the  years 
I've been doing this I have yet to see any monetary increase from  it, and I 
never will.


The moon was high when he finally shrugged off the vestiges of sleep  and at 
last emerged from his coffin. The thirstwas already clawing in his  veins, but 
he knew feeding would be put off until there was no more than  two hours 
until sunrise. Reluctantly, for that which troubled him was  something only 
repressed in the depths of sleep, he found himself rising  from the polished 
oak 
coffin and exiting the little oratory. The main  house was his destination, but 
he had not gone twelve yards before he  noticed a slight motion in the darkness 
ahead. 
An imposing figure detached itself from the shadows, laughing deep in  its 
throat. "Louis, Louis, my wayward little creation. Still spending your  days in 
that despicable hole? Why bother when you have such a fine house  within easy 
walking distance?" 
The darker-haired vampire backed away just a little, more than he  should 
have obviously, for the other took this backpedaling for fear and  bared his 
fangs in a low snarl. A battle would ensue, undoubtedly, and the  one called 
Louis 
seemed all the more lost for this realization as he took  up a defensive 
stance. The action did little to reach his eyes, however,  and the sadness 
glinted 
there as prominently as ever before. "I sleep  there because I choose to, 
Lestat. Your own opinions mean little." 
The blond became angrier at that comment, his eyes flashing with some  fear 
and much anger. His hands clenched and unclenched like a mortal man's  might 
and his jaw was tight. The fangs did not show again though the fury  was 
tangible in the air. "I assumed as much, but nevertheless I will have  my way 
this 
time. You perceive no danger sleeping in such a place? If a  few men wished 
they 
could come together and clear your little hiding place  away, and for good 
reason in its current state, leaving you exposed and  vulnerable." 
Louis' own anger had reached a crescendo as well, though he was far  more 
controlled. A breeze came up and the long dark hair, matted and  tangled as it 
was, blew free behind his back. Shards of green glass  glittered where his eyes 
must have been. The tension was thick enough to  touch, and each man could 
veritably taste the electricity in the air. They  stood gazing at each other, 
each daring the other to speak first, to begin  the inevitable bout. Finally 
Lestat laughed without mirth, shaking his  head without taking his eyes off his 
fledgling. "You're a stubborn fool,  Louis." 
"And you, monsieur, are a fiend beyond worldly description." 
At this Lestat laughed even harder. He began to walk forward as he  chuckled, 
his eyes like razors and his fangs wicked gleaming points in the  moon's 
light. Louis did not back away this time and allowed his maker to  approach. 
When 
they were close enough to taste each other's breath Lestat  stopped. Both men 
stared for a long moment, one in challenge and one in  utter defiance. A cloud 
passed over the moon and somewhere and owl cried  softly. 
Without warning the blond vampire turned and, moving faster than the  eye 
could follow, dealt a hard blow across his child's face. "Damn you,  Louis!" 
It was a powerful and stunning attack, but the darker vampire had grown  
accustomed to such displays in the short span of his immortal lifetime. He  
recovered quickly and shot a poisoned glare. "You call me the fool,  Lestat? 
Then 
why do you sleep in a mortal dwelling? Why do we remain here?  You are so 
anxious to play at being wealthy and human that we will surely  be destroyed." 
Lestat inched forward, body ridged and head lowered as though he would  like 
to clash skulls for dominance. Then at the last instant, the tension  seemed 
to melt away leaving a countenance more wounded than Louis had yet  seen. "If 
we are discovered it will be by your stupidity and blatant  measures, not 
mine." 
Still railing Louis found himself retorting before even considering his  
actions or those of Lestat. "You are such a fool that you do not perceive  
yourself to be one. You assume to know all when you reveal nothing. If you  
indeed 
know so much of our kind then why do you not know enough to share  this 
information with me that we might be friends instead of enemies?" 
The older vampire turned, throwing up his hands with a noisy sigh. "Oh  don't 
drag out this melodramatic nonsense!" 
"I simply do not understand! Why do you shun me? Sometimes I see you  
enjoying yourself in some amusement, and would converse with you about it.  
Instead 
of behaving civilly, you take it into your head to act as though  being happy 
were the worst occurrence in the world. Is this considered  proper behavior for 
vampires?" 
Lestat was nodding vigorously though his back was turned and his  shoulders a 
little hunched. "Do not mock me, Louis. You tread a dangerous  line." He 
looked away and shrugged, a very mortal gesture. "What if I said  it was proper 
etiquette for blood-drinkers, hmm? What would you say then?  You believe what 
you choose to believe as always. I don't know why I even  bothered with you in 
the first place." 
Louis folded his arms with a victorious smile. "And now who is speaking  
nonsense?" The other vampire turned, but did not respond choosing instead  to 
kick 
at a few pinecones with one leather-clad boot. Louis turned away  with a 
frustrated sigh and pressed the fingers of one hand to his eyelids.  "I don't 
see 
why this should be so difficult. Why you make it so." 
The blond vampire was amusing himself by finding pale pebbles and  throwing 
them at the vine-strangled oratory. His sharp eyes picked them  out in the 
tangled undergrowth as easily as a hawk might spot a rabbit  from high above. 
"And 
once again you're shining hypocrisy blinds me." He  barked shortly in what 
might have been laughter. "It takes two to make an  unhappy companionship, my 
friend." 
"I wouldn't exactly call this a form of companionship. Maybe more of a  ..." 
He moved his hand in the air, obviously searching for the right  word. 
Lestat smiled without looking up. "Hostage situation?" 
The other vampire managed his own form of a smile from beneath a mass  of 
shaggy black hair. "No. I am not so blind as to assume myself a  hostage. I did 
ask for this." 
"Then why the melancholy!" Lestat moved to his child's side in the  
moonlight, grasping the deceptively narrow shoulders of his vampire child.  
Their eyes 
locked and Lestat made himself speak seriously and honestly for  the first 
time to his fledgling barely a month old. "Louis, you must  understand this one 
thing: we are vampires who must feed on the livelihood  of human kind. That is 
an unchangeable fact and something you will never  be able to completely 
rationalize, but it is also in your nature. You are  no longer human, Louis. 
You 
are a creature apart from your former race,  therefore what you commit is not 
murder, but survival. Our curse is that  we were once a part of the race we now 
feed upon." 
Louis's expression was blank and unaltered. "Nothing you say can make  it 
right, Lestat. Your morals are obviously different than my own." He  tried to 
shrug off the grip of his maker, but Lestat only tightened his  grip on his 
child's shoulder blades. Louis winced and gritted his teeth.  "Are you going to 
pummel me now just to make sure I understand your point  of view?" 
A flurry of emotions crossed Lestat's face before he masked whatever he  felt 
with anger again. With a snarl he pushed Louis away and into a nearby  pine 
tree. Dew and pine needles fell lightly on the dark hair and Lestat  turned 
away, clenching and unclenching his fists, then rubbing the back of  his neck 
and 
pacing, then shaking his head and stalking away a few more  paces. When he 
finally spoke, it was in a pained voice. "Damn you." 
"You've already solved that quite nicely." Louis got to his feet,  brushing 
the pine needles from his hair. The dew remained glistening like  tiny jewels 
against fine black velvet. Lestat looked up at him, seeming  dazed for a moment 
before coming back into focus. "I asked for this. I  asked to be damned. I 
must deal with it in my own way." 
"Kill with me tonight." Louis shook his head, but Lestat spoke faster,  in a 
desperate tone. "You don't have to agree with everything, only let's  hunt 
together tonight." 
Louis stood silent and unshakable. "You know my answer. Don't try to  shake 
me. You had the power to make me what you are, but you cannot have  the power 
to bend me to your will." 
"Then we will be enemies, Louis. Do you want to make an enemy of  me?" 
"If that is the only way to preserve some shred of moral decency--" 
"As a vampire?! You can't be serious!" 
"--then I will do as I must." 
Lestat had fallen silent. Louis looked back at him for a long time  before 
turning and heading, as he had originally intended, back toward  Pointe du Lac. 
The blond watched him walk. At the last possible moment  Lestat opened his 
mouth to say something, then closed it again and looked  down at the ground. 
There was nothing more to be s


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