The way that I keep from my boy friend noticing that I am reverting back to my past ED, ana, is I just tell him that I ate quite a bit at lunch and so forth, because he doesn't know what I ate while I am at work, which is practically nothing. So he just assumes that when I get home I have already eaten enough through out the day that I am really not that hungry for dinner, and that is why I am just eating very small portions of what we make. Or a lot of times I will be like too tired to cook lets just have sandwich night, then you can get away with eating half a sandwich and if you have one piece of light bread (40 cal) and a piece of turkey (30) you can have one for less than 100 cals, and he will never think twice! Keeps lots of veggies on hand like carrots and so forth. Snack on those all the time. Then he will think that you are eating all the time but you are really consuming minimal calories!!!
On the weekends I will just take a shower when he eats breakfast or something and then he gets carried away with what he is doing and most of the time really doesn't notice that I haven't eaten breakfast and so forth. I just never bring up food or anything. I let him be the one who says something about it and I will be like you go ahead and and I might have some later and then I don't! Anything to change the subject or get out of eating! I hope this helps a little. I have been worrying since last night what little can I eat tonight and not mess up my diet when we go out to eat. He is really wanting to take me out tonight! Yikes! Mexican my weakness!!! I am sure there is some kind of grilled veggie thing I can get and then I will just have to ban myself from the chips! Take care girls and I hope I could lend some help.
AM Peterson <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
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hi everyone;
i have been back and forth with ana, i think, for a long time. i stopped eating for awhile, but i never looked like the anorexic girls on tv or anything, or any of the girls in magazines. i used the appetite suppressant pills for a long time, until they were taken off the market, but i LOVED THEM!! and now i use xenadrine, but hide it, and i feel weird getting it, any alternatives? i almost stopped eating a few months ago, but i got scared instead and ate EVERYTHING. please help!! i cant look at myself this way. the worst thing is ill be moving back home for a month or two very soon, and its almost impossible to hide anything!!! i CANT get bigger.... i feel trapped.
HT: 5'1"; LW:103; HW: 120; GW: 98; CW:112; AGE: 22
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