I have good days and better days. none of this bad and worst days too
negative for my taste. re heat. i am different I am SPECIAL. whether it is
cold or hot. my body can not differentiate. It may be be 101 degrees. and i am
shivering. or minus 20 and I am sweating. ok perspiring; whichever you prefer.
my body can't tell the difference. lucky me I guess. take for instance my
wanting to cuddle with my wife at night time. go on your own side of of the
bed she says. you are freezing to the touch. ( so much to any thought of love
making) then i feel i m freezing and wish to again cuddle with my wife only to
hear her say move over you are too hot for my taste. i can't win. so be it.
to make a point. life with TM is different not exciting mind you. WE feel
different things at different times. the pain is constant at least it shows
that we feel something other than selfpity. I hope. the best remedy i can
suggest no not have an affair but live within your limitations. appreciate what
you have. and hope that tomorrow you will be better. Gerry in montreal
