-->> .. i've not slept in near 5 days now again.. i'm very fried of these wonderful little paranoid cycles.. .. . . . . and am very wiped as to figuring out my next move and how i am going to destroy me the next time.. . . ok yeah i scare you. Ok that's pretty much been happening scince i joined these lists.. . . . . .. n0w i'm simply becoming this thing that is scarey and just there. .. . . . . . what's really scarey ..is that none of this is real.. . . . . and i am as 2 dimensional as any Ninja Turtles comic page. .. . . . . . .. . there is no real place for me i 'm really scattered all over.. . i want to sort it out.. in happy little boxes.. . . . i want to be normal like everyone else i want to see things from a very 'less dark' perspective.. . . . . . . but i am breaking .. i broke the other night.. once again.. .. . . . i don't know .. i don't know .. just go to school t0kk.. go to work.. .. . . YEAH i 'm proud of this,people.. i really am.. yeah i am ha lookit me.. . . i'm a quivering mass of walking nerves.. yeah i make pp, scared in real life.. you think this is scarey.. . . . . i m really so damm proud of this purple badge i got by humiliating myself right now once again. . . . . i don't know what to do some times... and that's why i posted .. cuz i didn't know what to do.. . . . . . not cuz i'm trying to give Neil havoc ... i don't know.......... very sureal .. very... dark.. i'm sorry.. whine
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