Thanks for you reply :D
The only solution I see is to have an external financial support (by finding a job that is in accord with what I believe, or even just make some Free Software and sell it for example, or ask for donation like most of the software out there), and then make "my rules"... but until that time I really need to conform to this stupid education oriented not to educate us but to make us monkeys ready to repeat tasks in our future works.
