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RE: Service to self --op-- Service to others, and path of surrender as the balance point between the two.
Thus, on the path of processing towards enlightenment one discovers they have become a magical being again. This can be a heady experience when still under the thrall of compulsive games conditions. For example, at this point in my 2-years clearing career (this lifetime) I am aware of what OT stuff I can now do and what I *potentially can* do with a bit of OT drilling. Fortunately, the edge has been taken off of my ego (and its inverse -- victimhood). Also, I have laboriously gained through clearing work a much larger perspective of my whole track and my spiritual origin(s) and this universe in relation to all that I have dismissed as charged areas. Thus, I think I can stay on the path of enlightenment without going sideways into continued games conditions. I think I am wisely not focusing in on my OT abilities, although it could be a temptation if I consider myself getting a good provocation. For example, reluctantly, I re-directed my attention to the BP oil spill and reached out some thetan hands, but others were there too, and it was educational in terms of what I viewed going on in a spiritual sense. However, the session I had Saturday that released me from a life-long fixed identity served me better (and this planet) than any short term [OT] fix. I am what one might call a "No Responsibility Case" and thus still need an auditor. I do however foresee the moment when I will be able to process myself without "rabbiting". At that point I will move over to TROM and find out for myself what it's potentials are. In the meantime I am watching and contributing to the progress of Trommers. As I write this I am listening to PDC lecture wherein Ron states that average homo sapiens audits (with an auditor) far far better than they self-audit [Lecture 4, Track 10]. There ARE auditors available, and I offer my services for no charge until the end of August. Isn't it okay to put in a balance between solo-auditing using TROM and using an auditor? We might miss an appointment with ourself but rarely do we miss an appointment with our auditor. keep on tromming! Colleen
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