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> Hi Eljay

Your post makes very much sense too me.

I had similar reflections on not wanting to play anymore.

Leo Faulhaber

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> Date: Wed, 11 Aug 2010 14:29:33 +0200
> From: LJ <[email protected]>
> Subject: [TROM1] The wrong "why"
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> Before I start: Hiya Slim, why not use a human voice as the narrator on
> youtube? The narrative is great but the electronic voice is jarring....:(
>
> Some more games playing insights:
>
> Why am I doing TROM?
>
> To win or not lose or just to be free from the compulsion to play games?
>
> The "why" behind "not losing" is the avoidance of pain. It is a 'not know".
> I hate losing. I don't want to experience the pain of loss so I must win.
> This is a negative motivation and requires lots of theta because I am
> trying
> to prevent something from happening i.e experiencing a loss so I must
> compulsively win or try to keep winning at whatever game it is I am playing
> along the dynamics.
>
> The "why" behind "winning" is the seeking of pleasure "the thrill of
> winning". It is a "know". I want to experince the joy of winning. It is
> higher upscale than hating to lose but ultimately becomes addictive and an
> entrapment unless it is a voluntary game from which I exit on my own terms
> and on my own steam being fully cognitive of the games conditions, the
> players and my role in the game.
>
> The "why" beind seeking freedom is to understand how addictive games play
> can become and thus we seek freedom from the compulsion to play games. We
> wish to be in a NO GAMES state from which we choose to PLAY GAMES with full
> awareness and then to withdraw whenever we want without any compulsion to
> continue. There is another NO GAMES state lower down the scale where
> someone
> has moved through to NOT WANTING to play anymore because of the series of
> losses that the being has experienced. The being is overwhelmed and in
> apathy about playing and therefore avoids the game much like a painful
> situation. Pretty much the CDEI scale from becoming curious about games to
> being inhibited about games to no games to the game has destroyed me which
> is of course the wrong item...
>
> Just a couple of thoughts on my journey...
> Eljay
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> >   1. hi. p--x (Lucky Galvan)
> >   2. hi. 6--t (Lucky Galvan)
> >   3. Re: hi. 6--t (Janet s)
> >   4. revised video (Slim .)
> >   5. Re: hi. 6--t (Happy Harry)
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> > Message: 1
> > Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2010 20:32:35 +0800
> > From: Lucky Galvan <[email protected]>
> > Subject: [TROM1] hi. p--x
> > To: [email protected], [email protected],
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> > hi!
> > I find a good website? www.icbcshopp.info
> > On this website ,you can find many new and origianl electronic
> > products .Now they are holding sales promotion activity, all the
> > product are sold at a
> > low cost and good quality ,and the delivery is on time .
> > It is a good chance that you should not lose.
> > If you need some, visit this website .
> > Let us enjoy the happiness of shopping.
> > Greetings!  )--@
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> >
> > ------------------------------
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> > Message: 2
> > Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2010 21:38:09 +0800
> > From: Lucky Galvan <[email protected]>
> > Subject: [TROM1] hi. 6--t
> > To: [email protected], [email protected],
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> > hi!
> > I find a good website? www.icbcshopp.info
> > On this website ,you can find many new and origianl electronic
> > products .Now they are holding sales promotion activity, all the
> > product are sold at a
> > low cost and good quality ,and the delivery is on time .
> > It is a good chance that you should not lose.
> > If you need some, visit this website .
> > Let us enjoy the happiness of shopping.
> > Greetings!  a--i
> >
> >
> > ------------------------------
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> > Message: 3
> > Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2010 22:15:15 -0400
> > From: "Janet s" <[email protected]>
> > Subject: Re: [TROM1] hi. 6--t
> > To: "The Resolution of Mind  list" <[email protected]>
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> > Hi, Everyone,
> >
> > Why are we getting advertisements for electronics on this list?  This
> would
> > seem a bit off topic.
> >
> > Janet
> >
> > --------------------------------------------------
> > From: "Lucky Galvan" <[email protected]>
> > Sent: Tuesday, August 10, 2010 9:38 AM
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> > > On this website ,you can find many new and origianl electronic
> > > products .Now they are holding sales promotion activity, all the
> > > product are sold at a
> > > low cost and good quality ,and the delivery is on time .
> > > It is a good chance that you should not lose.
> > > If you need some, visit this website .
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> > Message: 4
> > Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2010 21:28:39 -0700
> > From: "Slim ." <[email protected]>
> > Subject: [TROM1] revised video
> > To: The Resolution of Mind list <[email protected]>
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> > i asked some others at a shopping mall to listen to the youtube video  I
> > created to bring awareness to this planet .
> >
> > Made a few changes and then re-recorded the video . Added a few things
> and
> > took some others out .
> >
> > Check it out and let me know what you think about it .
> >
> > Life is beautiful , in any form . The destructive forces this planet is
> > enduring are very obvious and are much too much for her to resolve on her
> > own . She is a very powerful being but she grows old like we do and will
> > soon lose to the forces that are eating away at her. This is not right .
> No
> > life form has the right to destroy another for this purpose. This planet
> > was
> > not created to feed on for her oils , gas, sea life, rain forests and
> > metals
> > this way .
> >
> > heres the link
> >
> > http://www.youtube.com/user/Slim42ndstreet
> >
> > have a nice day   :  )
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> > Date: Wed, 11 Aug 2010 01:14:01 -0800
> > From: Happy Harry <[email protected]>
> > Subject: Re: [TROM1] hi. 6--t
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> > Are you kidding?! Do you have any idea how hard it is these days to find
> > decent discounted electronics?! ;-)
> >
> > Seriously though, I think it's just spam and Pete will take care of it.
> >
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> > > Janet
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> > > --------------------------------------------------
> > > From: "Lucky Galvan" <[email protected]>
> > > Sent: Tuesday, August 10, 2010 9:38 AM
> > > To: <[email protected]>; <[email protected]>;
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> > >> I find a good website? www.icbcshopp.info
> > >> On this website ,you can find many new and origianl electronic
> > >> products .Now they are holding sales promotion activity, all the
> > >> product are sold at a
> > >> low cost and good quality ,and the delivery is on time .
> > >> It is a good chance that you should not lose.
> > >> If you need some, visit this website .
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> Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2010 14:30:51 +0200
> From: LJ <[email protected]>
> Subject: Re: [TROM1] Trom Digest, Vol 73, Issue 34
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> Yeah Slim your trailblazing wins have been a great encouragement. Thanks
> for
> sharing them. It seems that the wins Dennis spoke about that awaits us are
> there to be had!
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> >   1. Re: 2012 Dec 21. (Martin Foster)
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> > Date: Thu, 12 Aug 2010 20:53:37 +0200
> > From: Martin Foster <[email protected]>
> > Subject: Re: [TROM1] 2012 Dec 21.
> > To: The Resolution of Mind  list <[email protected]>,       The
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> > Hi Slim - Very well done and thank you for sharing those tremendous wins.
> >
> > Love,
> >
> > Martin
> >
> > At  12/08/2010 Thursday 10:54, Slim wrote:
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> > >Time breaking
> > >
> > >After a while and with some hours of practice, it's possible to hold
> > >up objects from multiple past scenes simultaneously for comparison.
> > >Its done while exterior in present time . Its very cool but not very
> > >effective when compared to the exercises of level five.
> > >
> > >Its so true .  Until you do level five , you just have no way to
> > >know the true significance of the level. Each one of the 16 levels
> > >are in there own right,  like an OT level. When you complete one of
> > >the 16 levels , it clears a lost ability for that level for good .
> > >You can feel it . It's gone and its not just a release , it's gone
> > >for good . You certainly feel the release but you also feel the
> > >vanishment of the mass that was responsible, so to speak, for the lost
> > ability.
> > >
> > >When i first started time breaking the mass from past scenes on
> > >level three and four, they were very small but took some attention
> > >and determination to time break it out. As i go down the postulate
> > >failure cycle chart , the masses are getting bigger . This last one
> > >, as i mentioned , was incredible in size and thee most difficult to
> > >reduce. I worked on what was left of it today for the forth time as
> > >well as some other stuff that came up . Mopped it all up nicely .
> > >
> > >I'll stay on the level 7a or b which ever it is until nothing comes
> > >to view after a couple days of trying and then move down to the next
> > level.
> > >
> > >It's just like Dennis says it would be . My power of postulate is
> > >returning and in turn , my ability to bring even more into the
> > >present for time breaking is returning as a result.
> > >
> > >This is why making sure you have levels two three and four completed
> > >and you've mastered the ability to time break . You'll be brining
> > >some huge chucks of mass to the present for time breaking and if
> > >your ability to time break has not been mastered, you'll just be
> > >bring hell to the breakfast table and your life will * be * a living
> > >hell so to speak . It will literally screw your driver.
> > >
> > >So be very certain you have mastered time breaking and RI .
> > >Otherwise you'll be in for one hell of a nightmare while being in
> > >both the past and the present simultaneously. Thats not a good place
> > >to be when the size of the mass is off the scales.
> > >
> > >Everything in the games manual is working just as its written . All
> > >i need to do now is continue on with each of the 16 levels of level
> > >five mopping up any residual mass as i go getting each level
> > >flattened before moving down to the next level running RI before
> > >during and after each level and session . I'm not going to use jr
> > >goals packages.
> > >
> > >RI is different now . It's still needed but the effects are
> > >different . When i run RI now i go exterior as a result. Im exterior
> > >all the time now anyways but i don't notice it much . When i run RI
> > >i go exterior to a greater degree and i notice it very much and the
> > >sensation is very cool.
> > >
> > >I'm sure that the closer i get to the top of level five I'll be able
> > >to be very exterior in present time with the ability to operate my
> > >body normally from a remote location and still feel normal .
> > >
> > >The thing about exteriorization , is that when you're  out of your
> > >body to a greater degree , it feels so unnatural and strange you
> > >have a hard time being normal .
> > >
> > >My eyeballs would open wide, my heart rate would go up , i couldn't
> > >speak right and everything  seems very strange . The urge to be
> > >normal again has me right back into my body where i fell at home ,
> > >like a prisoner in his prison cell.
> > >
> > >The ability to get things done with just the power of will is also
> > >becoming very obvious. It has been for a while now but its becoming
> > >more and more obvious as i go down the chart. I really have to do
> > >something twice to get it done . Many times it just gets done
> > >without even doing it once.
> > >
> > >I've realized that if there's no need to use the power , it's not
> > >used and i can feel like a guy who has never done TROM . This was a
> > >very weird feeling at first . It felt like , HEY ! Im level five and
> > >i feel powerless.
> > >
> > >But thats the hidden ability and freedom of choice. I can decide how
> > >to be with just a simple consideration and when i need my power of
> > >will , i mean really need it on a higher necessity  level , its
> > >there for me to use.
> > >
> > >I brought some intention to use the other day,  so to speak, and i
> > >was like , DAM. Thats some power right there that i haven't  felt
> > >for a while. So it's nice to know you have it when you need it but
> > >also nice to feel human if you choose too. I like to feel just a l
> > >little more than human just to fit in . Otherwise its like feeling
> > >like a human walking amongst small insects. You just don't fit in
> > >anymore when the power ratio of off that much .
> > >
> > >Controlling others with simple will power is very cool and very
> > >normal now. What's also cool is that when i walk away they return to
> > >how they were before i was controlling them .
> > >
> > >All I need to do is use the same control on a large number of beings
> > >simultaneously and have everyone agree to do away with the basic law
> > >that governs this universe.
> > >
> > >Laws of this universe are like all other laws, let's say there's a
> > >speed limit law that sates one can only drive 55 mph.  If all the
> > >people who agreed to the law , created the law and then agreed to it
> > >, it becomes a law. When everyone agrees to do away with the law and
> > >have no limit , the law no longer applies.
> > >
> > >When the life in this universe agree to do away with the basic law
> > >that governs this universe , that law too will not longer apply and
> > >will not have any effect on the life in the universe.
> > >
> > >It's how im going to do away with the basic law. Im simply going to
> > >get everyones agreement to disregard it while those who choose to
> > >abide it may continue to do so.
> > >
> > >Im very certain that those who continue to abide by it will not be
> > >doing so after a short while. The more who disregard it the easier
> > >it will be for others to join them and eventually it will no longer
> > >apply for everyone and be gone for good.
> > >
> > >So I'll keep at level five for a while and get all the charge , all
> > >the mass all mopped up and cleaned up and taken out of existence
> > >with time breaking. I'll continue to rebuild my god like spiritual
> > >ability until the job is done . We will take the basic law that
> > >limits outpour ability to know out of existence  for good and free
> > >life trapped in this universe.
> > >
> > >Only life has the ability to limit the ability of life. Life also
> > >has the ability to have unlimited ability.
> > >It's pure simple logic.
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
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> > Thanks for this good data.  I agree with Llewellin about being desirous
> of
> > being able to turn off games at will and to play them knowingly with
> > knowledge of the players, etc.  That would be a lot nicer than having to
> > play games forever with no end, with one game piling up on top of
> another.
> > Imagine a football player who still has a stuck 7 from a failed hockey
> > game,
> > and stuck in a win of a soccer game, and always trying never to play a
> bad
> > basketball game, all at once without proper start, change, and stop?
>  It's
> > probably not very fun to be playing all 4 games at the same time, because
> > they don't run well.  Each has different playing techniques and rules.
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