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Started first with running some R-1 drills, and am running R-2 drills on my twin, Christian. Then moved back and out of my R-1 drills to run the whole gamut of CCHs with RC as my auditor.
Last night during some CCH drills I noticed that I had exteriorized so that the room suddenly seemed to have shrunk, similar to Alice in Wonderland type of sensation. Needle floating, end of drill for that evening. And I unexplicably wanted to hear more of Dennis' explanations. This is the second time that after doing the CCHs my reach grew for Dennis' TROM work. This morning while sipping on a strong cup of Yerba Mate tea and listening to RC talk about the China-US covert games condition I put myself into contact with the Chinese field and firstly met up with a group of Chinese men who were very high-toned, very bright and very happy to make the connection with me, actually ecstatic, quite welcoming and I felt very good with them. Then I moved to another group and saw them as leaders who are very tight lipped and uptight and I wanted to send them my love and joy but saw they were resistant. I looked at them some more and felt their space/mind some more and then I asked them, "Who is the Blue Angel?" It helped them to break a circuit and they responded back with an image of the Goddess of Mercy. I then realized something and I myself had some tears of joy upon seeing her. Then I moved over to another group of Chinese men and saw very covert types, playing some of this covert war with the US. I could not seem to get into communication with them very well so I simply got into their beingness a bit more and understood a little better the part of the chinese mentality/aesthetic of operating slyly, according to some of their archetypes. Then I expanded out a bit more and saw that I was starting to view everything as a projection (no thetans really "here") and I started turning the projections white and was having fun doing that and RC got a little serious and startled and I tried to explain to him, but them I saw the fellas above beside me who also possibly had the same concern so I put my attention back on them and showed them too how to turn it white. I showed them first a cheshire cat smiling and I told them to follow the cheshire cat and that he is very wise and they must find him. They then showed me an image of a very ancient and wise chinese archetype and I knew then that was/had been Dennis. While turning things white and having fun with that I also showed them how we could share mock-ups and put them around us 360 degrees and they liked that. If I had known more of TROM practices I am convinced that I could have walked them through the steps. Personally I also realized that at the level of viewpoint I was then operating from I (and RC operating at that level too) could run TROM processes quite well. This is the "discovery" that has prompted me to write this up before I came down to the picture show here again. As they were turning their chinese archetypal gods white as they came up before them, one after another. There was one particular archetypal group that they had a hard time letting go of and I could not stay with them any longer, having to run some errands this morning and I left them with well wishes and certain that I can connect with them again when I am in the mood. The biggest discovery that came out of this is that RC and I can get to a stage together where we simply from an exterior viewpoint run the TROM processes, so I must get started and learn to do the processes. The Chinese mind really prefers the elegance of TROM processes over the effort type of R3x process. They know the Dennis being as one of their gods, perhaps the Lao Tzu? Colleen
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