************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ David Pelly in his "last post" of John Boice used a classic "loss of game" recrimination. He said, "He was begging for good help on an appropriate gradient, from the members of this list and he did not get what he needed."
Aarre said that he felt guilty for not somehow contributing to helping John. David's accusation gave me pause to ponder what his intention's are. I concluded that he needed assistance himself and was not getting the needed assistance. I pondered why I have not been able to magically impart what I know to others - why I couldn't sort of permeate other minds with what I knew. I then realized that even if I had the ability to impart what I knew - it would be a "mind" transference and not a transference of awareness. And what would it be that I was transferring? It would be telling others with my mind that their "mind's" or computations were wrong. Shit - I have difficulty enough telling my own mind that it is malfunctioning. I then started feeling guilty for not telling others: 1. That the latter data or tech of Scientology had become a honing or sharpening of "mind" and not a resolution of mind. It had become a plastering on of cement instead of chiseling away encrusted postulates. 2. That Identity resolution is not a resolution as it neglects the postulates with which the identity was created. 3. That by using various "bliss bunny" methods one would get momentary epiphanies in which one could revel and then optimistically store those moments in the mind to return to at some future date. The epiphany is stored in the past and just further encrusts the mind. 4. That by naming ourselves "thetans" or "thought beings" is immediately limiting and just another trap as the emphasis is upon thought through time and becomes an encrustation of mind - not a resolution. 5. That although tripping down memory lane and discovering or re-discovering vistas and identities of ones past, may be entertaining for oneself and others, and a boost to ego, it remains just another mind trap. I suggest that most of the difficulties one has are due to deviations from what has been very succinctly stated by Dennis in TROM. Martin _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
