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Slim writes: "They're both just "scenes" and viewing them both from outside of the scenes from a remote point of view simultaneous is out of body, exteriorization."
Yes, in the last session I did exteriorize temporarily out of this universe, and then came back in which felt very stifling even though I was looking up at the clouds and the sky and taking in relatively large space here. You validate my own weird awareness that they are both just "scenes". Felt like I should keep that data to myself :-) RE: Holding onto this universe, the basic for myself always seems to boil down to some aesthetic hangups/compulsions. For example in the last session I wrote up and submitted to the list for comments/suggestions (i.e., am I doing this right?) the basic "holder" was an aesthetic compulsion for waves and curves. Once I let go of that compulsion it was a cinch to let go -- albeit temporarily perhaps -- of the solar system. Lines of elliptics and curves and swirls. BOTTOM LINE, space travels and adventures aside, DID I CLEAR OUT A GAMES COMPULSION!! Yes, and I noticed it almost immediately in how I perceive my environment. Specifically, I noticed and could appreciate for the first time a very straight and angular overpass that I frequently pass under while in the car. It was OKAY now :-) The result of removing a stuck importance. Any release of any compulsion is permanent, unless I choose to bring it back. This is why I Timebreak. colleen
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