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Hi Colleen Very nice wins and cognitiions. You are doing well.
Sincerely Pete --- On Thu, 5/19/11, Colleen Peltomaa <[email protected]> wrote: From: Colleen Peltomaa <[email protected]> Subject: Re: [TROM1] Why I Appreciate TROM data To: [email protected] Date: Thursday, May 19, 2011, 3:26 PM ************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ "To Play a Game" is literally "universal", and it's not the winning or losing, but the experience and nickel's worth of sensation one gets at this stage of what games we have left to us to play. Homer Wilson Smith posted on ESMB (and I have it available too) a "TROM for Dummies" style writeup that helps me better understand TROM myself. Personally, doing Timebreaking is analogous to a split screen monitor wherein, say, on the left is brought up whatever the mind bank presents and juxtapose it up against the relative "here" This makes one complementary instead of resistive and in a games condition with the mind, thus processing/clearing moves at a very fast pace. It also honors the factoid I learned from Dennis: time is a function of distance. The missing capstone of scientology, which is currently another "freedom factory" game (I'm not being entirely dismissive of the tech because I am doing the CCHs, the grades, and the TRs, whatever is workable tech all goes into my toolbox), is the Thetan's original-first GPM (not implanted GPM), and that is the whole genus of the "To Know..." games matrix and its spiraling decline (as any PC who has followed a chain to basic-basic/static can attest to). Only if one has arrived at the state wherein they no longer want to continue to be overwhelmed by increasingly limited and seriously heavier games play (dramatic and noticeable persistent loss of spirit of play) will one be ready to tackle the "To Know..." games matrix. NOTE: Doing the CCHs also helps one better duplicate the data in the TROM manual especially if they are exhaustively run (beyond Standard Tech specifications). I made the original mistake of rejecting this TROM body of work because there was "something" I did not like about Dennis and his voice patterns, etc., and now a few years later after two years of running r3x on myself and on others I came around again, non-judgmental about Dennis as a being (ran out some wholetrack charge with him first), and with more attention on his actual body of work. Glad I did :-) I can really appreciate anyone's dedication to their clearing path -- you are one in billions, believe me, and the fact that you are willing to dedicate yourself to the degree you are doing is analogous to one taking the "red pill" vs the "blue pill" as shown in the first movie, "Matrix": It means one finds their truer condition and assumes it and works up from there. I am doing the same and find that even though I am suffering up through the conditions, it puts me in better sorts with myself and my personal integrit:. I like steak, but if I have to choose, I'd be happy with beans and rice AND my personal integrity and re-gained freedoms as a being. That is now how I have personally changed my mind regarding wherein lies my "wealth". For example, I'm even going off the power grid gradually (solar, etc.), for a mundane example, as I earn the privilege of gradually detaching myself from the compulsive games/sensation playing going on around me. As for my communication lines, I find I am more tuned in with thetans who are playing a better tune, more higher toned and dedicated, such as this group, my coach/auditor, and my PCs (I work for gratis and for the experience and great sympatico comm lines -- I found my truer third dynamics) The personal goal, "To Play a Game" , or for myself, "Self Mastery", ties in very well with the "To Know..." games matrix because processing this matrix from the bottom up unlocks the secrets of games play in these types of universes wherein, "if a then b", plus some other rules of this universe which Dennis spells out algebraically. Once a being "gloms" onto the above he will spend a lot less time processing the sensation-creme between the cookie ends (postulate pairs), which is the merry trip, albeit educational, I took with my over a year of R3x running down a very very long clearing chain. Dennis' lecture re "Dissociation" could save one hours and hours of processing NOTS, if it so indicates to them but they were afraid to admit it :-) Now, after the above stated regurgitation of sensational games traumas via r3x (which did help me clear compulsions, etc, thus it's workable tech), I've arrived at a point where mostly postulates and purposes interest me anymore, thus I process increasingly directly towards the "8 classes of overwhelms" which are at Level 4. I find that it is a native or instinctual reach. Yes, "stuff" (the "creme" between the postulate pairs) flies up and off, but very very fast, and I still gain the cessation of current life compulsions re games, free'er to play more complementary games, and games I want to have, not games forced upon me or prevented from playing. For example, I have a PC who took a year and a half to run out in full technical detail one incident. Yes, he did blow lots of charge and blew off compulsions and GPMs, and had great cogs along the way, but I'm thinking the whole time, "Man! a year and a half!!" I grant him this because that is what he wants and that is where he is at, and it works too, and I would be dishonorable to him and myself to try to force or prevent him from knowing what he wants to know, or does not want to know: Holy Smoly, I did the same thing myself for two years of daily r3x processing, lol! Made good case progress too....enough said. cheers! Colleen -----Inline Attachment Follows----- _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
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