************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ Solely because of my willingness to know and experience something that my mind was flowing at me was I able to get through a heavy band of unconsciousness.
Solely through Level 3 style timebreaking did it finally lift off, and what a difference! proving to me that it was mostly mind-matter. The break point was when I saw all these activities that seemed important and "must do" sorts of activities, all ran past me to view and each one of them faded in importance. Yawns, no more unconsciousness, laughter. I have to admit that I feel a little bit guilty about not having any importances to perform as I see people around me so busy and even hectic. Am I being a "lazy bones"? LOL! Well, I see they are in such activity to satisfy their materialistic and sensual urges, and their compulsion for status amongst their family and peers, etc. They pay the price for this, and I allow them their importances, as I allow myself lessened importances/compulsions. The only sense of urgency I feel is to cure the outpoint of not being stably keyed-out, only flattening what comes up and thus the urgency to "as-is" the "Time Machine", and the "To Know" matrix represents the resolution of the problem of always coming back in. Top of the matrix for all, Colleen _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
