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Dear Trommers,
as i managed to practice everyday since i wrote last time i want to share some of my experiences. i made great progress on level 2 with objects. i needed lots of RI between the main exercise differences and similarities. what bothers me a little is that when i mock up an object i often get a whole situation around this object. it just happens. what can i do? should i change something about it? very often it occurs that i drift into thinking and get out of it with a cognition or loss of mass or just the cognition that i was out of session. should i prevent myself from this? in these moments i find it interesting to have these thoughts or an "important" question comes to my mind :-) i noticed that i went deeper and deeper into my past with more and more clear visio and sometimes sonic. thats great and fun. i also have increased intelligence and i switched sides from "very much victim" to someone else ... more control, less mass, higher tonelevel, and some periods of a calm mind... wonderful... but sometimes i feel like crashing down. it happens a few hours after session. it feels like some sort of breakdown and misemotion. yesterday i was a different person after this breakdown. peculiar but lovely. but i also feel lonely because i have noone around that i can talk to about these experiences or someone who even shares it. i guess thats why im writing to you guys. oh man, what a trip! yours alex -- *Graf-Computer* Service mit Biss Alexander Graf Klausener Winkel 8 90482 Nürnberg 0179 / 15 777 63 www.graf-computer-service.de
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