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Valentino, I have had a very similar problem with tiredness since I was about 15 and I am 58 now. There was a lot of trauma in my home when i was young and this caused me to not get much sleep, due to fear. I have had very similar problems with yawning in auditing and TROM as you are having. I would pass out. I did a lot of research in to this area and only recently discovered ( via my family doctor and a specialist sleep doctor and other sources and my own research ) that I have narcolepsy, catatonia, cataplexy and schitzotypal personality disorder. I know these are just names, but understanding this helps to understand the problem from as many viewpoints as possible. Once you understand the problem properly, from all angles, you can begin to solve the problem. Understanding is the universal solvent, as Hubbard said. Yawning can have more than one cause. Yes, it can be caused by misunderstoods. But yawning is also a sign of fatigue and tiredness. Identify the symptoms and read them properly. if you are yawning it means you are tired. When the body is tired it is telling you you need rest and sleep. There is a right way to rest and a wrong way to rest. It is compounded and complexed by case. That is likely the cause of high tone arm readings too, especially stubborn high tone arm readings. What is helping me is bed rest. There is no bona fide substitute for sleep and rest. A few weeks of bed rest, straight continuous bed rest is the only cure for the lack of rest and to catch up on all the rest you failed to get in this life. I am now in better condition than I have ever been in my life. David ************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ Dear friends, More then one year ago I read TROM and I started to read carefully most of the texts at TROM mailing list, and to listen every single lecture of Dennis at least 3 times, in order to learn theoretically as much as possible about TROM processing. I have experience with Dianetics auditing, and studyng scientology basics, but left official scientology company due to high unetical behaviour from their side. All of you know what it means this. I looking for some advice concerning two things: 1. When I am doing Level 2 I am immediately starting to yawn and it last untill end of session. Nothing else happens. No other negative sensations or other changing appears. And it happens all the time. I am yawning hard at least one time or even two times per minute. This also happens few years ago during dianetics auditing. I know that yawning is sign of releasing of mental masses, but I am yawning even if I am thinking about processing, during my normal activities: working, walking, driving. Now I am asking is it normal? Is simply yawning without any other side effect is sign of well processing? I teach my wife to do Level 2, and she never yawn. Also no other negative emotions, no sensations, only cognitions. Is cognition is counting as "change"? I think yes, but I am looking for advice. 2. I can't understand level 5 and postulate failure cycle chart. I know that the chart is crucial, but I am not understand how to work with it. Also, I know trhat is too early for me, but I want at least to understand it theoretically. My intuition tells me that TROM is the best way for spiritual development, and I am looking for way to learn it and practicing it at the best possible way. I will be greatfull if you, more experienced TROM practitioners give me some usefull data. Best regards, Valentino Dear friends, More then one year ago I read TROM and I started to read carefully most of the texts at TROM mailing list, and to listen every single lecture of Dennis at least 3 times, in order to learn theoretically as much as possible about TROM processing. I have experience with Dianetics auditing, and studyng scientology basics, but left official scientology company due to high unetical behaviour from their side. All of you know what it means this. I looking for some advice concerning two things: 1. When I am doing Level 2 I am immediately starting to yawn and it last untill end of session. Nothing else happens. No other negative sensations or other changing appears. And it happens all the time. I am yawning hard at least one time or even two times per minute. This also happens few years ago during dianetics auditing. I know that yawning is sign of releasing of mental masses, but I am yawning even if I am thinking about processing, during my normal activities: working, walking, driving. Now I am asking is it normal? Is simply yawning without any other side effect is sign of well processing? I teach my wife to do Level 2, and she never yawn. Also no other negative emotions, no sensations, only cognitions. Is cognition is counting as "change"? I think yes, but I am looking for advice. 2. I can't understand level 5 and postulate failure cycle chart. I know that the chart is crucial, but I am not understand how to work with it. Also, I know trhat is too early for me, but I want at least to understand it theoretically. My intuition tells me that TROM is the best way for spiritual development, and I am looking for way to learn it and practicing it at the best possible way. I will be greatfull if you, more experienced TROM practitioners give me some usefull data. 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