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Colleen,
Thank you for an amazing post!
Love,
Martin
On 24 June 2012 21:49, Colleen Peltomaa wrote:
This morning's session notes: I ran "we are One" while holding onto
the senior datum, "I Am". The mind brought up opposers.
After that ran for awhile I started to see this particular "colleen"
identity unravelling, as a composite of various cobbled together
identities, such as below, which you saw me dramatize in a previous
post (or two):
As in a Greek play, there is one actor who is the mouthpiece, the
channeler of Absolute (or nearer to Absolute) truth. The
soliloquy-ist. Yet it never seems to change the outcome of the play,
thus seems rather plaintive.
When I take apart one limiting identity I sometimes dramatize a
previous limiting identity, mistaking it for an unchanging Absolute.
No matter how Absolute right it appears to me, no matter how appealing
-- it is simply another energy-set personified.
I look deeper and see the finer colliding energies and sensations
produced as the soliloquist. Then continue the inquiry, "What am
I?". Know that thou art not that soliloquist, no matter how
powerfully impartial he is relative to the other players in that
scene. He too is part of the play.
Continue on with the good activity of dis-assembling compulsive,
limiting energified personas. Isn't this what occurs when one runs
the legs of the "To Know" matrix?
"To know, to not know" is NOT the question, but "Who am I who knows?"
[Exit soliloquist: /Final soliloquy as this actor folds up, limp, as
the puppetpiece he really is./]
All of the actors then go limp, as they were all only supporting
actors/puppets, then the stage -- the universal stage -- collapses,
energies dissipate, lose form. The PuppetMaster folds his hands and
looks up to his Creator, "Who am I?" Creator: "The One".
So now I shall be "The One"*. But for how long? For earnestness of
meditative study and piercing self-inquiry resolves all proud identities.
As Pete always says, "Keep on Tromming".
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